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blinkblink

all roads lead to rome
Jul 19, 2026
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i am going to ctb the day after tomorrow mid day. tomorrow i am going to try to have a good day cause it will be my last full day. i am going to do psh from a tree in my moms backyard when they are gone on a walk (they work at home and i live with them). i am going to spend tomorrow alone completely.

im posting this thread early so i can read if anyone says goodbye. thanks for reading <3
 
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hihi2027

hihi2027

Member
Jul 29, 2026
39
I hope you experience as little pain as possible and find peace in the next life, if there is one after this one
 
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ThisPartySucks

ThisPartySucks

ive never been this tired in my life...
Aug 22, 2026
42
i pray for a swift, painless end for you. see you on the otherside if there is one.
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,189
i am going to ctb the day after tomorrow mid day. tomorrow i am going to try to have a good day cause it will be my last full day. i am going to do psh from a tree in my moms backyard when they are gone on a walk (they work at home and i live with them). i am going to spend tomorrow alone completely.

im posting this thread early so i can read if anyone says goodbye. thanks for reading <3
It feels sad to see you go.. But as you've made the decision, i wish you all the best in your journey, and i wish you a peaceful and successful journey to the other side.
Thanks for sharing about it with us.. It means a lot.
We are here with you if you would like to chit chat before you finally ctb.
 
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_shygirlwhygirl_

Just your average sad ghost.
Sep 26, 2025
1
I hope that you find rest and comfort in whatever happens after this life, and that you go gently. I hope that courage guides you and that you are at peace.
 
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fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
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i am going to ctb the day after tomorrow mid day. tomorrow i am going to try to have a good day cause it will be my last full day. i am going to do psh from a tree in my moms backyard when they are gone on a walk (they work at home and i live with them). i am going to spend tomorrow alone completely.

im posting this thread early so i can read if anyone says goodbye. thanks for reading <3
i'm so sorry you're in so much pain and life can be so difficult. you can always change your mind and/or consider trying to get help, but i have no idea how set you are on this or if you already tried to get help. i'm still pro-choice despite worrying when seeing these posts... i wish these things had a process, like legal euthenasia, so people had to at least try to get better if they wanted to ctb due to depression... So sorry things have been difficult.
 
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samg12395

Member
Aug 13, 2026
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Im sorry life brought you to this, I hope you find peace and its painless I wish you well
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Angelic
May 10, 2025
4,235
🕊️ peace and love to you, my friend
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
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cursedlife

Student
Jun 28, 2024
177
me too I plan to ctb with psh in a few years , you don't have to ctb right now but if you're ready I hope you find the peace you deserve
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
883
All the best and good luck 🕊️
 
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