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Aphid

Aphid

ROT ROT ROT ROT ROT
Apr 30, 2026
127
been a long road yeah?
almost 21 years. shits been horrible. Almost 21 years of living as a monster, as a disgusting thing. this disgusting piece of shit. it's going to end now. it's exciting. my heart is fluttering, excited, happy, content, sick. the last synapses in my brain will fire and then I'll cease into the endless night. it's goodbye time.

Thank you, for all the memories, all the help all the talk all of it. those of you who kept me comfy in general chat, those of you who've responded to me, it's, time. time to stop being a failure, monster, disgusting thing. it's time to start doing the right thing. time for this to end.

thank you for everything.
If not in an hour. Tomorrow. thank you.
 
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tooafraidtodiez

Will CTB before my favourite show ends
Apr 29, 2026
111
May you find eternal peace
 
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bl33ding_heart

bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
602
I hope you find your peace aphid. ❤️
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,525
good luck, I hope you find peace ❤️‍🩹
 
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geepeedee

geepeedee

no future
Feb 24, 2026
256
what's your method? good luck either way.
 
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urgent

Why do I have to suffer unbearably! HELP PLEASE!
Dec 6, 2025
232
I wish you peace. I wish I could go now.
 
lpdsvm

lpdsvm

Experienced
Jan 11, 2026
232
I get you well. Having some of that feeling as well. Good luck.
 
Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
534
have a good journey. hope your soul get the rest its need and deserves man.

ps if you back out no shame in that
 
anxiousdweller

anxiousdweller

God Tier Anxious Fumblerrr
Apr 10, 2026
34
hope you find your peace buddy!
 
Yuri440

Yuri440

sUwUcidal
Jun 3, 2023
42
As always friend, I am here if you wanna chat. I'd hoped to catch you today to see how you were after yesterday. I hope things work out for you friend <3 I will miss you and I'm glad I got to talk to you this last week!
 
Phobia_DLW

Phobia_DLW

Member
May 18, 2026
39
been a long road yeah?
almost 21 years. shits been horrible. Almost 21 years of living as a monster, as a disgusting thing. this disgusting piece of shit. it's going to end now. it's exciting. my heart is fluttering, excited, happy, content, sick. the last synapses in my brain will fire and then I'll cease into the endless night. it's goodbye time.

Thank you, for all the memories, all the help all the talk all of it. those of you who kept me comfy in general chat, those of you who've responded to me, it's, time. time to stop being a failure, monster, disgusting thing. it's time to start doing the right thing. time for this to end.

thank you for everything.
If not in an hour. Tomorrow. thank you.
Hello, regardless of what you decide and when:

1) You don't seem to be the negative things you called yourself
2) I hope you achieve the peace you seek
 
interna

interna

Gone Tomorrow, Here Today
Dec 1, 2025
181
hope you're okay, safe travels <3
 
jisatsu88

jisatsu88

Member
Aug 22, 2024
6
been a long road yeah?
almost 21 years. shits been horrible. Almost 21 years of living as a monster, as a disgusting thing. this disgusting piece of shit. it's going to end now. it's exciting. my heart is fluttering, excited, happy, content, sick. the last synapses in my brain will fire and then I'll cease into the endless night. it's goodbye time.

Thank you, for all the memories, all the help all the talk all of it. those of you who kept me comfy in general chat, those of you who've responded to me, it's, time. time to stop being a failure, monster, disgusting thing. it's time to start doing the right thing. time for this to end.

thank you for everything.
If not in an hour. Tomorrow. thank you.
Sayonara, safe travels.