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Harrier

Student
Mar 31, 2026
125
This brought a tear to my eye, I truly appreciate all the comfort! Maybe this is exactly what I need to hold me through the SI tomorrow.

I am tearing now too.

Do whatever is right.

You are a beautiful soul.

We will be right here.

You are safe.
 
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charlavail

charlavail

Member
Mar 19, 2026
97
I hope you find peace in any way that comes :heart:
 
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fightclub17

fightclub17

Hopefully ctb on the 9th of April
Mar 3, 2026
250
I am tearing now too.

Do whatever is right.

You are a beautiful soul.

We will be right here.

You are safe.
I hope you find peace in any way that comes :heart:
Thank you all so much 🤍 I'm still unwell, just resting and sipping tea to help my throat and nausea till I start my liquid fast. Will keep you updated as best I can.
 
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Mirrors

Mirrors

Member
Mar 14, 2026
13
I don't know if you saw my DM, but I hope that today brings the best outcome for you. I'm one of many holding your hand through whatever you choose.
 
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Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
89
Today's the day. I'm calm yet nervous that I won't die. Please let me die...
to be honest this do sounds like a good preperation.

just what ever happends dont panic. let it happen as an experience
 
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fightclub17

fightclub17

Hopefully ctb on the 9th of April
Mar 3, 2026
250
to be honest this do sounds like a good preperation.

just what ever happends dont panic. let it happen as an experience
Thank you for your reassuring words. I'll keep that in mind while going through the motions 🤍
 
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Aquinas

Aquinas

Member
Nov 24, 2025
13
Wishing you the best of luck.
May we meet in another life.
 
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lilaboc101

New Member
Apr 3, 2026
3
Please know that even a stranger like me cares about you.
 
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fightclub17

fightclub17

Hopefully ctb on the 9th of April
Mar 3, 2026
250
You are all so sweet. I am feeling the warmth and company 🤍
 
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Malfunction

Malfunction

Experienced
Jul 27, 2024
209
I wish for everything to go smoothly for you. You deserve it.

Best of luck, may you find your peace.
 
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bg733

bg733

The Day That Never Comes
Nov 26, 2025
3
Acho que você e eu éramos delulus haha. Eu realmente pensei que conseguiria lutar contra isso. Mas não me resta energia. Estou muito quebrado, com dores crônicas e traumatizado. Qualquer pequeno inconveniente me faz pensar em "me matar". Quando você percebe o elefante rosa, não consegue parar de pensar nele. Meu trauma é visível e continuará sendo pelo resto da minha vida. Não tenho qualidade de vida. Espero poder ser um conto de advertência para qualquer um que esteja pensando em pular como método. Obrigado, reze para que isso tenha sucesso 🤍
Desculpe a pergunta, mas de onde você tentou pular? Quão alto?
Espero que você encontre paz e alívio.
 
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fightclub17

fightclub17

Hopefully ctb on the 9th of April
Mar 3, 2026
250
Just having my anxiety meds and dissolving the SN
Desculpe a pergunta, mas de onde você tentou pular? Quão alto?
Espero que você encontre paz e alívio.
I stepped off a balcony and fell 8 stories
 
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hopelessghost

hopelessghost

disabled depressed pinup
Jan 18, 2026
26
Just having my anxiety meds and dissolving the SN

Hope you find the peace you deserve, whatever way you think it's the best. You're a very brave soul. We're all with you.
 
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meddle

meddle

pink floyd is half of my personality
Jan 11, 2024
350
Today's the day. I'm calm yet nervous that I won't die. Please let me die...
if thats what you really want, you can be assured. this is a solid method. sending hugs and thinking about you ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 hope you dont feel alone and scared
 
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fightclub17

fightclub17

Hopefully ctb on the 9th of April
Mar 3, 2026
250
if thats what you really want, you can be assured. this is a solid method. sending hugs and thinking about you ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 hope you dont feel alone and scared
Thank you, I just video called another SS member and it calmed me alot. Just one little drink and it's over ☁️

Drank the ocean vaping and feeling drowsy
 
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wannabeangel

wannabeangel

꒰ა Missing Wings ໒꒱
Mar 14, 2026
67
wishing the best for you and i hope you find relief, you deserve peace even if it's sad to see you go🫂🤍
 
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geepeedee

geepeedee

Student
Feb 24, 2026
108
Thank you, I just video called another SS member and it calmed me alot. Just one little drink and it's over ☁️

Drank the ocean vaping and feeling drowsy
goodbye. you deserved so much better than what this life gave you.
 
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madwoman

madwoman

what a shame she went mad
May 7, 2025
607
Sending love & wishing you peace 💕
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
1,364
wishing you peace big dawg. i feel bad that i was out today so i wasn't able to read this post earlier. i was thinking of you today even though i haven't been online.
 
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Harrier

Student
Mar 31, 2026
125
I am still here.

We are 12,000 miles away.

Take my hand, if you are still here.

Be at peace.

I love you.
 
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11April

11April

11.04.2015 ❤️
Jan 9, 2023
90
I read your previous message, and I'm so sorry your life turned out this way. May everything go smoothly and without worry
 
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Matchaaa

Matchaaa

Please excuse any tone misunderstandings,thank you
Dec 10, 2025
206
I wish you all the best, may you find the peace and comfort you deserve,goodbye. We will miss you ❤️‍🩹
 
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no mas

Member
Jan 19, 2025
51
She's Gone.
Her story touched many. She may have helped save others from similar disaster. Although her life was brief, it wasn't in vain.
Rest in peace:heart:🙏
 
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kouna

kouna

Soon CTB by fsh
Dec 14, 2025
87
Her story was one that I related to a lot as I have also survived jumping, albeit with much less injuries.
If she's truly gone, I hope her last moments were peaceful and painless.
 
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raemysteryO

raemysteryO

𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯
Feb 8, 2026
56
Swift travel beautiful soul 🫶🏼 Hope you find peace.
 
CaramelAppleStars

CaramelAppleStars

Deity Someplace Else
Oct 13, 2025
27
Wish I could have seen this earlier. Read one of their earlier posts and I only wish peace for them. Safe journey 🪷
 

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