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Stafila

Stafila

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Sep 22, 2021
9
In three and a half hours (12am UK Time) I will be ctb via SN in my hotel room. I haven't spoken much at all on here as I was much more of a lurker, however I feel its right to send my goodbyes and thank everyone for helping me in aqquiring SN and all other medications needed.

I have been using prochlorperazine as my AE and will also be taking 200mg of propranolol 45 minutes before I drink the SN, as well as fasting for 24 hours.

If I do not return in the next few days, please assume I have succeeded.
 
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Hope:-)

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2022
1,120
Sending much love your way xx
 
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actual_fox

actual_fox

Arcanist
Sep 15, 2022
469
Godspeed
I hope you find peace and will never have to suffer again
 
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theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,416
Good luck. I hope you get the peace you desire
 
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1000winds

1000winds

Student
Jul 24, 2022
152
goodluck @Stafila.. may peace be the journey. Stafila, nice nameā¤
 
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Fktw0rld

Fktw0rld

An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
404
I wish you a peaceful transition into relief and nothingness. All the best!

Love and respect šŸ™
 
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JayLa16

Member
Jul 20, 2022
43
Peace and love to you ā¤
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
Thoughts and prayers sent your way,. R.I.P.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,559
Farewell. I wish you peace and freedom from this cruel existence.
 
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SunshineAndSuicide

SunshineAndSuicide

Sunshine is what's keeping me alive
Aug 24, 2022
75
In three and a half hours (12am UK Time) I will be ctb via SN in my hotel room. I haven't spoken much at all on here as I was much more of a lurker, however I feel its right to send my goodbyes and thank everyone for helping me in aqquiring SN and all other medications needed.

I have been using prochlorperazine as my AE and will also be taking 200mg of propranolol 45 minutes before I drink the SN, as well as fasting for 24 hours.

If I do not return in the next few days, please assume I have succeeded.
Best of luck to you ā™”
 
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U. A.

U. A.

"Ultra Based" gigashad
Aug 8, 2022
2,599
nearly one year here...clearly not an impulsive choice. sorry about this world. I hope the next is better :heart:
 
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denix66

denix66

Tired of living
Sep 9, 2022
52
casi un año aquí... claramente no es una elección impulsiva. lo siento por este mundo. espero que la proxima sea mejor:corazon:

En tres horas y media (12 a. m., hora del Reino Unido), estaré en mi habitación de hotel a través de SN. No he hablado mucho aquí, ya que era mucho mÔs un merodeador, sin embargo, siento que es correcto enviar mis despedidas y agradecer a todos por ayudarme a adquirir SN y todos los demÔs medicamentos necesarios.

He estado usando proclorperazina como mi AE y tambiƩn tomarƩ 200 mg de propranolol 45 minutos antes de tomar el SN, ademƔs de estar en ayunas durante 24 horas.

Si no regreso en los próximos días, suponga que lo he logrado.
No fallarƔs... Todo estƔ correcto... Buena suerte y paz para ti.
 
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notlongnow

notlongnow

Student
Aug 16, 2022
138
There's no timeline rulebook. When it feels right embark šŸš€ ā¤šŸ™‚
 
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Finding Sirius

Finding Sirius

The brightest lights cast the darkest shadows
Aug 16, 2022
162
I wish you a safe journey to the otherside.
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,394
I wish you all the best and a very comfortable and pleasant journey and may you have everlasting peace and serenity you very beautiful soul :heart: :hug: :heart: :hug: :heart: :hug: :heart: :hug:
 
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Jimblue

Student
Sep 10, 2022
199
Good luck for your journey. Send my love. See you later.
 
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hamvil

hamvil

Wizard
Aug 29, 2022
650
Rest now, forget the pain.
 
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hunterfla

hunterfla

Experienced
Sep 13, 2022
227
Much love. See you soon.
 
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Astronauta

Astronauta

Student
Aug 9, 2022
104
Viagem tranquila amigo.
Que o outro lado seja gentil com vocĆŖ!
 
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Final-push123

Final-push123

Internet wizard
Jan 28, 2020
97
Sweet dreams, may your journey be a pleasant one
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,592
I hope you find the peace you seek.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,516
Wishing you a peaceful journey and freedom.
 
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Al0neAlwayz

Al0neAlwayz

In the end, it doesn't even matter...
Sep 10, 2022
65
Sending you a hug and wishes for a quick, peaceful end.
 
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SadVegan

SadVegan

Member
Oct 29, 2021
39
See you on the other side. Wish you a peaceful journey
 
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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,527
Thank you for sharing and to those who helped you flee free. 🌻
 
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Lawliet

Lawliet

b a n g
Sep 15, 2020
359
wishing the best for you op
 
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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
I do hope all went well for you and whatever you desire most comes to past.
Love and peace to you.
 
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thereisthemist

thereisthemist

šŸ¤—
Nov 5, 2021
160
Farewell and safety trip, soul.
 
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Stafila

Stafila

Member
Sep 22, 2021
9
Hi all, thank you for all your support. Unfortunately my SI was too strong and I ended up not taking the SN.. Very disappointed in myself but I'm going to try again in a few days
 
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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,527
Hi all, thank you for all your support. Unfortunately my SI was too strong and I ended up not taking the SN.. Very disappointed in myself but I'm going to try again in a few days
It can even with SN? Wow you're strong. Maybe you have some fun stuff left? Take your time, you have the bus ticket, you can enjoy the park until it rains too much.
 
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