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PinkKitty

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Aug 28, 2021
6
Well, the time has come. I just took my SN, it didn't taste too bad, was very salty though. I brought a red pop and washed the flavor down with a few sips, might have thrown it back up it I hadn't.

I posted about my plan and answered some questions about it in another thread earlier today, if anyone is curious about exactly what I'm doing.

hopefully, I won't be back in a few hours saying I failed. I have two extra doses with me just in case I throw up too much. And I hid my SN before I left home just in case I fail and have to go back.

After I post this I'll be clearing my browser history and closing the tab so if I'm found its not linked back to the site. Then I'll turn on a funny podcast and wait.
 
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Jblack

Jblack

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Oct 8, 2018
314
Goodbye. I hope the peace that you seek is what you find on the other side.
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
Damn…. I'm sorry!!!!
Safe travels, friend. :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
I wish you peace :(
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,635
I hope you find the peace you are looking for
 
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greyhound

greyhound

Arcanist
Oct 8, 2020
471
Wow that is a really composed post for having just downed a glass of SN. Wishing you a peaceful passing and fun adventures on the other side.
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,472
You are so brave. I hope you find peace
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
11,339
Sorry life brought you to this. Wishing you peace and healing. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
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pixie

pixie

.。*♡
May 29, 2021
49
:heart:
 
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ItsTimeToExit

Live to die another day
Jul 20, 2021
99
Farewell, PinkKitty.
 
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mentalhealthfighter

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Lets win together
Jun 15, 2021
362
You're in a better place now. Rest in peace :heart:
 
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Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

Paragon
Apr 28, 2020
916
Safe travel, friend.

I'm sorry life lead you to this.

Rest in peace.
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

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Sep 29, 2021
1,318
rest in peace!
 
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aminend

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May 24, 2020
746
I hope u be in a better world now
 
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PinkSakura

PinkSakura

Rip Flower I'll never forget you </3 我想你花
Feb 8, 2021
137
❤️
 
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wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
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Rest in peace
 
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forgotten15

Specialist
Aug 24, 2021
332
I am so sorry for everything you suffered here. I hope now you found your peace. Goodbye friend! ❤️
 
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aludnelac

wayward weirdo
Sep 15, 2021
55
sorry to hear you were pushed to this point.. i hope you have a peaceful and meaningful passing from this world.. goodbye <3
 
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3691215

Member
Aug 31, 2021
75
Rest in peace my mate
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,516
Godspeed
 
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oono

Experienced
Aug 26, 2020
221
no matter where you are now, peace and love be upon you
 
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BrokenArrow

Student
Feb 6, 2021
175
Wishing you love and peace.
 
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apathetic.

Shy
Aug 22, 2021
109
Good luck. Wishing you a painless exit my fren :)
 
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meaninglesslife

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Oct 6, 2021
16
I wish you peace
 
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