My note is written and getting me closer. Here is a copy of it.
To Family and Friends,
I love you with all my heart. I just wasn't meant for this world. I hope I can find a place of peace and happiness. I love you. I hope you can truly believe me. Maybe on my journey I'll find Jesus. Pray for me. Pray I will find happiness. I hurt so bad inside. I want it all to go away. I want a new beginning. I am not afraid to die. I'm just so afraid of tomorrow.
I think about suicide on a daily basis; sometimes it's all that I can think about. I've been hospitalized for attempts before. I've been put on medications to help the depression; the mental disorders that doctors are so quick to diagnose. Why should I try anymore? I must end it. There's no hope left. I'm not even afraid of dying. I'm not afraid of pain. I just want to leave this world. Please pray for me. I'm tired of trying.
To all my friends and loved ones, I ask you one last favor: don't let my spirit die. Remember me for the laughs and the good times, the thrills we all had together. I hope I made a place in all your hearts and touched each and every one of you in a special way. I have chosen to die, but not be forgotten. I must find a new world, a world of peace and happiness. I want you all to know I am not afraid to die, only to quit living. I don't come to this decision lightly, but all I feel is pain and hopelessness. I may seem strong, but I'm not. I won't be the one to destroy anyone else's hopes and dreams ever again. I'll miss you.
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To Family and Friends,
I love you with all my heart. I just wasn't meant for this world. I hope I can find a place of peace and happiness. I love you. I hope you can truly believe me. Maybe on my journey I'll find Jesus. Pray for me. Pray I will find happiness. I hurt so bad inside. I want it all to go away. I want a new beginning. I am not afraid to die. I'm just so afraid of tomorrow.
I think about suicide on a daily basis; sometimes it's all that I can think about. I've been hospitalized for attempts before. I've been put on medications to help the depression; the mental disorders that doctors are so quick to diagnose. Why should I try anymore? I must end it. There's no hope left. I'm not even afraid of dying. I'm not afraid of pain. I just want to leave this world. Please pray for me. I'm tired of trying.
To all my friends and loved ones, I ask you one last favor: don't let my spirit die. Remember me for the laughs and the good times, the thrills we all had together. I hope I made a place in all your hearts and touched each and every one of you in a special way. I have chosen to die, but not be forgotten. I must find a new world, a world of peace and happiness. I want you all to know I am not afraid to die, only to quit living. I don't come to this decision lightly, but all I feel is pain and hopelessness. I may seem strong, but I'm not. I won't be the one to destroy anyone else's hopes and dreams ever again. I'll miss you.
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