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foreverbroken28

foreverbroken28

I've gone off the deep end.
Jul 11, 2019
124
Tonight, I just can't stand the pain. Antiemetic would take too long to get & I don't have a gun. I am so hurt and angry because I have not cleaned up or planned anything out & my family is here. They are all asleep. I am crying & shaking and just want to be out of my body right now. The pain is too much.. I just cannot.

I'm going to attempt hanging here. I have no experience but I have willpower. Thanks for being nice to me and conversing. I'm sorry if I offended anyone here and I hope you can forgive me.

If I'm not back in a month, please ban my account. (The reason I say a month is because if someon calls the police, I'll be stuck in a ward for awhile and they don't allow phones here.)

Thanks again. Bye bye. ♡

Thanks for being so nice to me. I hope I succeed & am not found.
 
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ForSale?

ForSale?

Clearance Sale: 100% Off
Jun 8, 2020
11
I wish you the peace you deserve.
 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
Jun 5, 2020
1,092
I wish you all the best in whatever happens and lots of good luck.
 
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NorthernStar

NorthernStar

All that glitters is not gold
Jun 5, 2020
38
Sending you love. May you find peace in whatever option you choose.
 
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FriendofDeath

FriendofDeath

Elementalist
May 22, 2020
833
Sending love and light on whatever journey you may take. I'm sorry you are in so much pain.
 
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sadghost

sadghost

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May 17, 2020
232
I'm so sorry for your suffering :heart: I wish you the best
 
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FranCanSee

FranCanSee

Member
Jun 9, 2020
21
Have a good peaceful trip :hug:
 
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Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
2,910
Sorry your in pain I hope you have tried to rech out to family or friends you can trust, I hope you find peace.
 
MeriDeath

MeriDeath

Im on the edge of reality
May 10, 2020
213
Peace, I hope you're in a better place
 
EraseRewind

EraseRewind

Circling the drain
May 13, 2020
225
I hope you find the peace you are hurting for ❤️
 
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Darksektori

Experienced
Jun 8, 2020
237
Tonight, I just can't stand the pain. Antiemetic would take too long to get & I don't have a gun. I am so hurt and angry because I have not cleaned up or planned anything out & my family is here. They are all asleep. I am crying & shaking and just want to be out of my body right now. The pain is too much.. I just cannot.

I'm going to attempt hanging here. I have no experience but I have willpower. Thanks for being nice to me and conversing. I'm sorry if I offended anyone here and I hope you can forgive me.

If I'm not back in a month, please ban my account. (The reason I say a month is because if someon calls the police, I'll be stuck in a ward for awhile and they don't allow phones here.)

Thanks again. Bye bye. ♡

Thanks for being so nice to me. I hope I succeed & am not found.
Please research that CTB for the correct route to take before getting onboard.
 
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Brackenshire

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Feb 23, 2020
467
@foreverbroken28 , a peaceful journey friend
 

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