goodbye everyone!

[sunnybird]

I am going to take my N soon, just getting myself comfortable and writing a note for my online friends (not leaving a note for people I know irl so that they are more like to think it was a health issue)

I tasted the N, it smells like rubbing alcohol and tastes exactly what I expected rubbing alcohol to taste like.

for reference information: I am a early 20s girl, weight 130 pounds, and am taking 1 bottle of N. I am not taking anything else and didn't really fast (I had a burger and coke 11 hours ago, some naan and coke 3 hours ago, and tea 2 hours ago. I think this might affect the rate of absorbing the N, but shouldn't change the end result.

no one should check up on me for 7 hours so I think I'll be all good. if anything goes wrong and I end up getting caught and in the hospital, I'll update this post as soon as I can so others have more information, but if you don't here from me everything went according to plan!

 

[Dot]

Srry hs cme 2 ths 4 u

 

[olkf]

I thought 2 N bottles are needed

 

[markimobzzdeasui]

Sorry it has come to this. Hope you find peace in whatever you decides to do

 

[sunnybird]

I thought 2 N bottles are needed

1 should be enough for most people, but 2 is recommended for the rare instances where 1 isn't enough. I think 1 bottle should be enough for someone who is 130 pounds https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-n-files-2-0.82469/
just took the N! going to close out this window and switch to an episode to IASIP to watch until I lose consciousness. hope y'all don't hear from me ever again!

 

[demuic]

I wish you peace on your journey.

 

[AtlasMik12]

I hope this brings you the peace you are looking for, so proud of the extremely brave decision you made.

 

[forgotten15]

I wish you a peaceful journey. Hope you are free now.

 

[Looooser]

I'm sad because your so young but I understand. May you find peace on the other side

 

[Sea Turtle]

Fly free, sunnybird

 

[czx85]

I'm proud of you, taking the step bravely, the step towards enteral peace

 

[Chiisai]

I wish you the best outcome. May you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[OldDrummer]

May you travel peacefully. Thinking of you.

 

[Crazy4u]

I am sorry it had come to this. I hope you find relief from suffering whether you proceed with ctb or not

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry for all the pain and suffering that has brought you to this point. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Godspeed.

 

[TerminalConscience]

I hope you have a peaceful transition.

 

[pure soul]

Hope u find peace

 

[lmon]

1 should be enough for most people, but 2 is recommended for the rare instances where 1 isn't enough. I think 1 bottle should be enough for someone who is 130 pounds https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-n-files-2-0.82469/
just took the N! going to close out this window and switch to an episode to IASIP to watch until I lose consciousness. hope y'all don't hear from me ever again!

How do you feel after surviving N?

 

[Dot]

How do you feel after surviving N?

Wht mkes u thnk thy survvd

 

[MorningFrost96]

Wish you the best on your journey. Sorry you were at a stage you CTB'd.

 

[Graytaichi]

Wish you peace on the other side .

 

[lmon]

Wht mkes u thnk thy survvd

I 5hought I saw the little online logo but now I am thinking I was confused

 

[Sunset Limited]

R.I.P.

 

[Dot]

I 5hought I saw the little online logo but now I am thinking I was confused

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Sorry I didn't get to say goodbye. I hope you are at peace now.

 

[lmon]

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Ya I was confused

 

[StarryStarry]

Goodbye SunnyBird - Fly high and fly free.

 

[mandyjohnuk]

What a brave woman. I hope in part she had some comfort sharing with us.
R.I.P.

 

[rehtsedead]

I hope you're at peace