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heavyeyes

heavyeyes

Oct 9, 2022
1,716
It's time. I'm ready. Tomorrow will be my attempt. My method is SN. I'm nervous about being found too soon but hopefully that won't happen. I'm prepared to feel discomfort if there is any. It's worth it if it finally brings me peace.

I can't believe it's already been 2 years since I joined Sasu. I've met so many lovely people. Some are gone, some are still here, and some who knows. This forum has been so helpful in keeping me sane. I'm grateful 💜 Thank you for everything
 
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nir

nir

27/F/Canada
Aug 18, 2024
308
It's going to be strange not seeing your profile on the forums anymore. I hope it will be peaceful <3
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I'm so sorry it comes to this and life brought you to this point. You'll be missed here. I wish you all the best and good luck! May you find peace. 🫂:heart:🫂
 
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resteasy3232

resteasy3232

x_x
Nov 18, 2024
60
i hope it goes well, i havent got the chance to meet many people on this fourm but im sure you was great. i hope you find peace :heart:
 
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dontlook

dontlook

watch out. the gap in the door
Nov 13, 2024
195
I hope for the best and that you find what you're looking for, whatever those may mean for you 💟
 
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Csmith8827

Csmith8827

Strength.
Oct 26, 2019
983
his forum has been so helpful in keeping me sane. I'm grateful 💜 Thank you for everything
I can relate entirely. I'm already lonely but without SaSu I'd be even more lonely. It's just like hopeless honestly. But I hope that you like find peace and you are very brave for what you are attempting to do! keep us posted on everything. we're here for you.
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,802
v thank all mmnt forum suprt, V sry pain sffr hpe peace :heart:
 
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Misanthrope0000

Misanthrope0000

Misanthrope
Sep 8, 2024
93
So lucky, I wish I could afford SN and end my misery, but I'm still forced to live.
I hope your next life is better (if you believe in reincarnation)
I hope you finally have peace
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,063
I hope everything goes the way you want it. Wish you ethernal peace ❤️
 
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astr4

astr4

memento mori
Mar 27, 2019
633
i can't lie, it's always a little sad when someone's username stops showing up… you will be missed, but you deserve to be at peace.

i'm sorry life has brought you here, please rest easy.
 
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mangotango0249

mangotango0249

Member
Nov 8, 2024
26
I'll join you in a week♡ I hope you have a peaceful journey friend♡
 
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heavyeyes

heavyeyes

Oct 9, 2022
1,716
Thank you for the kind words 🤍🤍 I'm gonna try and sleep for a few hours before I wake up and have my last meal. I'll be fasting after that
 
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justcallmeJ

justcallmeJ

<3
Nov 9, 2023
417
Im sorry it has come to this, i hope you find peace whatever will happen. I will be there for you <3
 
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DeathFool

DeathFool

Member
Nov 14, 2024
25
I hope you have a peaceful journey 💖
 
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ShatteredShards

ShatteredShards

Lost One
Aug 26, 2024
30
Rest well.
 
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eashanm

God
Feb 22, 2023
512
Good Luck
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,810
Every good wish for finding peace.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
12,727
I'm sorry life has brought you to this point. I hope you find your peace.
 
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sinfonia

sinfonia

Arcanist
Jun 2, 2024
491
I'll miss seeing your name here. Please be kind to yourself in your final hours, and don't hesitate to reach out if you're having second thoughts.

Safe travels!
 
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Roadrunner

Roadrunner

Specialist
Mar 18, 2024
346
Good luck, I hope finding the peace you crave is a gentle journey
 
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_AllCatsAreGrey_

_AllCatsAreGrey_

An existence transfigured by failure.
Mar 4, 2024
715
I'm glad that our paths have crossed. You're such a kind and caring person. I'm sorry it's come to this. 🫂
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,574
I wish you the best.
 
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SA1994EC

Member
Jan 28, 2021
291
The bus has arrived for you. You will get on it, and take a ride to the other side. I hope the ride will be smooth and peaceful, and you will get to the world you are happy to be in. Godspeed.
 
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heavyeyes

heavyeyes

Oct 9, 2022
1,716
Just ate my last meal ever. Feels weird
 
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maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
1,802
I hope your transition goes as you plan & that love & peace finds you 🤗🌹💔
 
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heavyeyes

heavyeyes

Oct 9, 2022
1,716
Did you sleep well? How are you feeling overall?
I slept ok. I'm very tired today so I might try to sleep more. I'm feeling good but nervous. Thanks for asking :)
 
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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
1,634
Good Luck.
 
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Holu

Holu

Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
859
Goodbye and goodnight Heavy. Enjoy your freedom and peace at long last <3.
 
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heavyeyes

heavyeyes

Oct 9, 2022
1,716
About to drink SN. Signing off now. Bye everyone 💕
 
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