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pierrelapin

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Sep 21, 2021
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Hello everyone, I hope you are all doing well. Tonight I will leave thanks to the SN. I already took 1mg of lorazepam, and 50mg of tramadol. I haven't eaten anything all day and I will soon stop drinking. 1 hour before taking the sn, I will take 1mg of lorazepam and a Pantoprazole. 2 glasses of sn with 20g in it, I'll drink the first, and the second 10 minutes later even if I haven't vomited. here is my method.
Do you have any advices for me ?
 
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y0dha

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Feb 10, 2022
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i hope you find peace
 
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bad luck

bad luck

Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
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safe travel. Rest in peace
 
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Niirvana

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♥Soon♥
Sep 18, 2020
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Thanks for sharing your plan. I wish with all my heart that everything goes well. Soon I will be doing the same. Will you post status updates after drinking the sn?
 
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Sea Turtle

Sea Turtle

She/Her ✨ Achieving True Peace
Aug 12, 2020
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I hope you find peace :heart:

It may be best to only have one drink, if there's no vomiting no need for the second, one is more then enough. I believe that having more of the toxin in your body will increase vomiting risk?
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
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I hope you find peace.
 
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arnab

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Mar 9, 2022
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Propranolol?

If you decide on SN you at least deserve to have prop
 
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pierrelapin

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Sep 21, 2021
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I'll post update
Propranolol?

If you decide on SN you at least deserve to have prop
Lorazepam can reduce blood pressure and heart rate
 
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Snatsbats

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Jan 9, 2021
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Good luck buddy, wish you the best in what you decide. I also would recommend to only drink 1 glass as the chances are if you take 2 you will end up vomiting. So only take the second glass if you did vomit.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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Muse

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Dec 23, 2021
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Are you still there?
 
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pierrelapin

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Sep 21, 2021
13
I've just drank it rn
Not that bad taste
I'm just really dizzy
It's been 5 min, listening to music, haven't vomited
 
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SpaceCadet

SpaceCadet

‎In a perfect world, nobody would be suicidal
Feb 27, 2022
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Farewell buddy, hopefully you didn't suffer
 
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♥Soon♥
Sep 18, 2020
436
I've just drank it rn
Not that bad taste
I'm just really dizzy
It's been 5 min, listening to music, haven't vomited
We are here for you, farewell beautiful, see you soon on the other side
 
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Mar 13, 2020
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May you R.I.P. ;. Always and forever.
 
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Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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No War Love GIF by eva pils

safe travels my friend!
 
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The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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Godspeed.
 
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goingupyonder

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Hope you're resting easy.
 
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