Dunno who I'm announcing this for 
coz I haven't been here long/often enough to make deep connections (only been lurking since jan2025 before joining)...
but I'm temporarily no longer suicidal (it always comes in waves, just that the most recent one I actually finally became actively suicidal; even gotten SN though its still in its parcel packaging).
I will definitely return though, either to (hopefully maybe?) announce recovery; or unfortunately to announce a "relapse" into active suicidality or even (hopefully?) a final goodbye - that is, unless, I get taken away in an accident or eaten by health issues.
For the time that I been here though, I'm so glad to see so many people have so much compassion for each other, with the annoying ones only being few and far between (at least from my very short experience here).
So so so thankful for this community, and I hope everyone will continue showering each other with love and compassion.
To those who saw me through my pain or those who shared their pains so that I felt less alone, thank you.
To those who posted their stories and gave me so much insight into the many trials and tribulations that I could further hone empathetic skills with, thank you for opening the windows into your soul.
To those whose words strung together such beautiful garlands of poetic poignancy, or such well thought out, detailed and breathtaking articulation , thank you so much for putting forth such artistry even in your darkest moments that I could thoroughly enjoy reading
To those giving support without prejudice and holding another's hand whether it's to their final moments, wishing them well after, or even cheering on people in recovery, thank you for being angels on earth.
And obviously, SaSu mods, admins, devs, and everyone keeping the engines running - ya'll the real MVPs, thank you so much.
lol idk why this writes like an award speech/final goodbye, but...
Goodbye for now
Shout-out too to the memelords, I had many a chuckle browsing posts
Just for fun:
coz I haven't been here long/often enough to make deep connections (only been lurking since jan2025 before joining)...but I'm temporarily no longer suicidal (it always comes in waves, just that the most recent one I actually finally became actively suicidal; even gotten SN though its still in its parcel packaging).
I will definitely return though, either to (hopefully maybe?) announce recovery; or unfortunately to announce a "relapse" into active suicidality or even (hopefully?) a final goodbye - that is, unless, I get taken away in an accident or eaten by health issues.
For the time that I been here though, I'm so glad to see so many people have so much compassion for each other, with the annoying ones only being few and far between (at least from my very short experience here).
So so so thankful for this community, and I hope everyone will continue showering each other with love and compassion.
To those who saw me through my pain or those who shared their pains so that I felt less alone, thank you.
To those who posted their stories and gave me so much insight into the many trials and tribulations that I could further hone empathetic skills with, thank you for opening the windows into your soul.
To those whose words strung together such beautiful garlands of poetic poignancy, or such well thought out, detailed and breathtaking articulation , thank you so much for putting forth such artistry even in your darkest moments that I could thoroughly enjoy reading
To those giving support without prejudice and holding another's hand whether it's to their final moments, wishing them well after, or even cheering on people in recovery, thank you for being angels on earth.
And obviously, SaSu mods, admins, devs, and everyone keeping the engines running - ya'll the real MVPs, thank you so much.
lol idk why this writes like an award speech/final goodbye, but...
Goodbye for now
Shout-out too to the memelords, I had many a chuckle browsing posts
Just for fun:
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