Ever since I got N and am planning to kill myself within the next upcoming months, I have just not given a fuck. Everything is funny to me but like in the worst way possible. I've been doing impulsive shit, creating chaos, etc. I think because I know I'm going to off myself soon it's like my impulse control has gone out the window lmaooo
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FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,581
I think that dying can make life seem so meaningless and unimportant in comparison. If someone is soon to be gone, then nothing they do can really matter to them as they will not have to deal with any consequences of their actions. I think that if I had the option of N, I would be relieved. I wish you the best.
theboy
Illuminated
- Jul 15, 2022
- 3,416
Yes. This. I completely disregarded all bills and basically told everyone and everything to fuck off. Fuck it we ball out in the last few days
ojinzo
Specialist
- Feb 21, 2022
- 304
I can totally relate. If I had my end I would feel like a rockstar.
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