Help Going to hang in 2 days, is my setup alright?

[noiloone]

The rope is 8mm, polyester braided and 10m long. I've used a light cotton cloth to reduce any potential friction. Also, I've gone for a noose knot instead of a hangman because I felt like it constricts better.

Here is the bowtie knot for securing the rope to the anchor:



First of all, are there any issues (however minor) with my setup; the rope, the knots or the cloth?

Secondly, must I go for FSH, or partial (tied to the window grid)? If the latter, must I tie it up high (with my feet barely touching the ground), or low (kneeling down forward)? I surely won't be discovered at least for half an hour.

Earlier on today, I attempted pulling the rope above my head with my right hand, and I seemed to feel light-headed and my vision blurring before 10s. As for pain mitigation, these are the ways I found:

(i) Never try to swallow your saliva. Either do it before the rope tightens, or try to spit it away. Swallowing is quite painful with the rope constricted because of how the Adam's apple moves up, thereby getting squeezed under the pressure.

(ii) Always try to get your heart-rate to relax, ventilating well and inhaling strongly before tightening the rope. I've found that practising ways to hold your breath for longer helps a lot.

It's my first (and hopefully the last) time attempting suicide. It's an entirely rational decision with no impulsive emotions involved. Everything that happened today was methodological and maybe even ever so slightly blissful.

I would appreciate more suggestions (to increase effectiveness / reduce discomfort) before I leave in around 50 hours. Thanks!

PS; I weigh just about 50kg, quite skinny. Does my weight decrease the chance of me passing out soon due to reduced pressure?

 

[Cepheuss]

Yup rope and knots look good but i would recommend arbor and anchor hitch but whatever suits you :)
if fsh is available definitely go with that partial is risky, do u have photos of an anchor point for fsh?

 

[noiloone]

Yup rope and knots look good but i would recommend arbor and anchor hitch but whatever suits you :)
if fsh is available definitely go with that partial is risky, do u have photos of an anchor point for fsh?

Thank you. I'll go for a buntline hitch for the neck and an anchor hitch for the anchor just to be on the safer side. Here is the anchor point I've decided on:



That's in case I'm going for FSH. For partial, I'll most prolly use a window grid. I, for the life of me, can't make a choice between the two. FSH seems to have a higher rate of mechanical failure. What's the best bet at PSH?

 

[cursedlife]

Yup rope and knots look good but i would recommend arbor and anchor hitch but whatever suits you :)
if fsh is available definitely go with that partial is risky, do u have photos of an anchor point for fsh?

should I use the arbor knot for the noose or for the anchor point I'm confused , I also want to end it in the near future

 

[noiloone]

should I use the arbor knot for the noose or for the anchor point I'm confused , I also want to end it in the near future

Do not use an arbor knot for the noose; it constricts poorly. Either use a regular noose knot (best for practice) or a buntline hitch (constricts hard; harder to untie, not recommended for practice). As for the anchor, if it's high up, a bowline would be the best deal, the only issue being it doesn't constrict, thereby causing more motion. If the anchor is reachable, better go for an anchor hitch.

Better verify these facts as I'm quite new to this. Btw, have you tried practising blacking out (or getting near that point) or anything like that before the actual deal? Also, I'm curious about your rope/anchor.

Yup rope and knots look good but i would recommend arbor and anchor hitch but whatever suits you :)
if fsh is available definitely go with that partial is risky, do u have photos of an anchor point for fsh?

What about the cloth? Does it take longer to pass out with a cloth padding around the neck?

 

[babyneo1]

I can't find a place where it will hold my weight

 

[noiloone]

I can't find a place where it will hold my weight

I wonder how good a window grid is, if at all your windows have it? Have you heard of the door-dumbbell method?

 

[babyneo1]

I wonder how good a window grid is, if at all your windows have it? Have you heard of the door-dumbbell method?

I heard on the website, my weight is around 95-97kg. If I put all my weight most things will break

 

[noiloone]

I heard on the website, my weight is around 95-97kg. If I put all my weight most things will break

I wonder if partial suits heavier people better since FSH would be an overkill above 80kg? Depends on the neck fat. Not sure.

Yup rope and knots look good but i would recommend arbor and anchor hitch but whatever suits you :)
if fsh is available definitely go with that partial is risky, do u have photos of an anchor point for fsh?

Oops; the rope I bought seems to have a cotton interior with only the exterior being made of braided polyester. Only realized after burning a portion of it. Now this means a max safe limit of 50kg (just 2kg more than mine). Would it be wiser to go with PSH at this point?

 

[babyneo1]

Any tips where to partial inside the room where the 95kg will hold? Or just in general where it could be done

I wonder if partial suits heavier people better since FSH would be an overkill above 80kg? Depends on the neck fat. Not sure.

Oops; the rope I bought seems to have a cotton interior with only the exterior being made of braided polyester. Only realized after burning a portion of it. Now this means a max safe limit of 50kg (just 2kg more than mine). Would it be wiser to go with PSH at this point?