Going To Attempt To CTB Sunday w/ N

[Godot777]

Hi Everyone,

Thanks for all the assistance & information here! You are all so sweet. I am going to attempt to ctb with 200 N on sunday. Is 12 hours guaranteed long enough to have no issues? I figure I go to asleep at my apartment alone at 9pm, and then no questions until work at 9am. Probably nobody would appear for along time after that since most people I know are in the suburbs. I work remote too so even better. Let me know your thoughts though. Thanks!

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

Should be plenty

 

[Treeline589]

why not take Monday off as well, then you won't be missed until Tuesday at the earliest.

 

[NotGoodEnough]

Hi,
Could you tell me how you got your hands on some N?
Thanks!

 

[AnnyMyr]

Don't do it so fast. How did you manage to buy n? What country are you in?

 

[Liferunner]

I am jealous of all of the people able to get their hands on N. I have a ton of SN but taking it just seems so scary.

I finally opened my 10 lb tub of it and checked it out. Just as described and it leaves a very strong scent in the air. Really crazy stuff and I get anxious just thinking about chugging it before I ctb.

Depression is such a fucked up thing and it feels like a prison. I can hold out for a long time before money finally runs out but I don't see what the point is since everyday is just filled with dread anxiety and fear. Can't seem to find any enjoyment in anything and I just feel like I am dying inside. How did it come to this? Why do humans suffer like this? Why can I not turn it around?

These questions just bury me and I feel trapped.

I just hope when the time comes I get it right.