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Flying Away

A listening ear is better than suffering in silenc
Nov 20, 2021
393
Well I certainly hope so. Into my regime now. Crushed and broken. Living with hope in my heart has passed. Pinned my hope on one person but it wasn't to be. I can't live with this pain any longer. I have all I need and a place where I won't be discovered. Running into my final 24 hours or so. No mistakes this time. The end must come. I have calmed my mind once more and am prepared for my ctb. Thank you to all the people who have listened to me and interacted. Goodbye my friends
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It is sad how life drives people to this point, and none of us should have to live with such unbearable pain. I know that you have suffered a lot in your life and I cannot imagine how hard it must have been. Farewell. I hope you find relief.
 
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eve2004

DEAD YESTERDAY
Aug 17, 2019
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It's sad that we get to the point where we feel like the pain cannot be overcome and the solutions proposed (by anyone, really) just don't work. I am, however, a big believer in the strength of a social network with emotional connections. I find that what has helped me is sincere empathy and care by someone I was emotionally connected to. This becomes a problem when you're unable to emotionally connect... I feel for you, OP.
 
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DreamSurfer

Beyond this reality the waves of peace await
Apr 8, 2022
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OP, I am always sad to see another person reach the end of the road, but also wish everyone the ability for peace. The everday grind of BPD is crippling. Sad that life has pushed you to this point of no return, and I relate. It is not too late to reconsider, but if it is to be, wishing you a great journey and finally a break and some peace.
 
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Flying Away

A listening ear is better than suffering in silenc
Nov 20, 2021
393
It is sad how life drives people to this point, and none of us should have to live with such unbearable pain. I know that you have suffered a lot in your life and I cannot imagine how hard it must have been. Farewell. I hope you find relief.
Thank you
It's sad that we get to the point where we feel like the pain cannot be overcome and the solutions proposed (by anyone, really) just don't work. I am, however, a big believer in the strength of a social network with emotional connections. I find that what has helped me is sincere empathy and care by someone I was emotionally connected to. This becomes a problem when you're unable to emotionally connect... I feel for you, OP.
Thank you
OP, I am always sad to see another person reach the end of the road, but also wish everyone the ability for peace. The everday grind of BPD is crippling. Sad that life has pushed you to this point of no return, and I relate. It is not too late to reconsider, but if it is to be, wishing you a great journey and finally a break and some peace.
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