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CesiumBullet

CesiumBullet

Member
May 7, 2025
37
I used to self harm via self-strangulation. I guess that's a really weird way to go about it since my therapists always give me a weird look when I talk about it.

I clearly remember what the experience was like. If I managed to compress not just the airway but the jugular vein, it gave me the weirdest sensations. My vision blacked out, I felt faint/light-headed, but the strangest thing was the sound. I remember hearing my heartbeat slowly turn into glitching noises. It sounded almost crunchy, maybe like staticky running water. Like a video game glitching out.

Has anyone else experienced this? I might consider trying it again, but I'd rather not accidentally ctb through this method.
 
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TitianCashew26

Member
May 8, 2025
52
I've never strangled myself, but I can relate to the experience you're describing:

Some time in the past I was taking a medication that increased my blood pressure sporadically, and in the moments when it was really high I heard a similar sound. Other times, it was more of a whoosh.
 
Worndown

Worndown

Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
4,198
During practice, you know you are doing it well when you get the sound of rushing water in your ears.
You probably heard that.
 

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