• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
Tabbyql

Tabbyql

Chronic people pleaser
Mar 13, 2019
282
So I haven't bin on here for a few months, that was when my sister killed herself. Sadly since then I lost another 2 close family members that way too. Literally within days. Now I find my self back on here. I have noone now, no support. Sorry this isn't a positive post. I feel like what's making me hold on? every day is pain and misery. It's like the world is trying to tell me to give up.
 
  • Hugs
  • Aww..
  • Love
Reactions: SmellyRat, amarillo, Pen>Sword and 4 others
Ame

Ame

あめ
Nov 1, 2019
322
While there is nothing that anyone can tell you that would help with the pain, I offer you my sincerest condolences for the loss of your dearest family members. To lose someone is always painful, but suicide hits differently doesn't it? Please don't feel like you need to apologize for voicing your anguish...your feelings are valid and more than justified. I don't know what you were hoping to find in this forum, but I do hope that you will treat yourself well. Support is what is needed most right now. I'm not sure what that support looks like for you, but if you can describe it, please do.

I would not say that the world is telling you to give up, but I can certainly see how it would feel that way given how much you've lost. Write as much as you need to and mourn in a way that suits you best - there is no right or wrong way of doing so. Please take good care of you.
 
fred farkle

fred farkle

Specialist
Dec 17, 2020
346
thats so terrible! youre welcome back here,withus,to try and get some consolation!
why do you think people in your family killed themselves???
 
Wandering_Fox

Wandering_Fox

Member
Mar 20, 2021
27
I'm so sorry for your loss. Life is hard, and fully of challenges. Unfortunately life isn't for everyone. I hope you find your inner peace someday wherever that is.
 

Similar threads

P
Replies
1
Views
210
Suicide Discussion
yesi
Y
Deathiswelcomed
Replies
2
Views
293
Suicide Discussion
Deathiswelcomed
Deathiswelcomed
rainydaysnail
Replies
12
Views
682
Suicide Discussion
mistake22
mistake22
DashofPepper
Replies
2
Views
259
Suicide Discussion
DeathSweetDeath
D