I've thought about this alot, even though I am sick of life, I will probably go to rehabilitation on Wednesday. Gonna try to get clean!
The place is really beautiful and in nature, I just hope the people there aren't idiots. I could not take that right now.
My SN hasn't arrived yet anyways, plus I can always change my mind there and ctb once it arrives.
I'm scared guys.
I'm scared that it is too much for me. And that I'm going to crave death even more.
I'm also scared to turn to life again, I don't think I am ready for that.
Ahhhh...
The place is really beautiful and in nature, I just hope the people there aren't idiots. I could not take that right now.
My SN hasn't arrived yet anyways, plus I can always change my mind there and ctb once it arrives.
I'm scared guys.
I'm scared that it is too much for me. And that I'm going to crave death even more.
I'm also scared to turn to life again, I don't think I am ready for that.
Ahhhh...
