Getting There

[cantwaittoleave]

I've lost the will to live a while ago, and as my username states, I just can't wait to leave. Though I don't really know what to say, I just wanna know I'm not alone in feeling this way and that it's OKAY. So many people have called me selfish for wanting to leave, or stupid, or just plain senseless, and it makes me almost guilty for wanting to leave. These same people were never there when I really ever needed something, so I think it's justified to want to leave and express my freedom to do so... right? Isn't leaving this place a choice we all have the freedom to do? I hesitate now just for fear of what people will think of me if I do go.. not that it'll matter to me, but that human instinct to not be hated or looked down upon holds me back.

 

[Julgran]

I've lost the will to live a while ago, and as my username states, I just can't wait to leave. Though I don't really know what to say, I just wanna know I'm not alone in feeling this way and that it's OKAY. So many people have called me selfish for wanting to leave, or stupid, or just plain senseless, and it makes me almost guilty for wanting to leave. These same people were never there when I really ever needed something, so I think it's justified to want to leave and express my freedom to do so... right? Isn't leaving this place a choice we all have the freedom to do? I hesitate now just for fear of what people will think of me if I do go.. not that it'll matter to me, but that human instinct to not be hated or looked down upon holds me back.

It's perfectly OK to feel the way you do, and you don't need to mind those other people.

As for being looked down on for ending your life, those other people will be dead within 90 years, as well, so that kind of shame would be short-lived, in the long span of things.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is nothing selfish about suicide as after all, we all have the right to exit this world at a time of our own choosing. We have no obligations to live as we never asked to be here. It is your decision and nobody else has any say in it. It is best to take no notice of people like that, people can be cruel, selfish and they simply don't understand as they are not in a similar situation themselves. I also just want to be gone, to me life just seems to be endless problems and suffering all for the sake of it. It could never matter to me what someone would think after I die as I will simply not be there to see it.
Best wishes.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I couldn't care less what anybody thinks of me after I ctb. I don't care what anyone thinks of me now. Whoever may care, and I can't think of anyone who does, anyway, would just go on about their life in short order. I'm nothing for anyone to concern over. It's just how it is.