Getting sent home from the hospital today

[Ednospatient]

So my third psych ward stay has come to an end. They straight up told me they can"t help me. I bought SN but it's locked away in a safe and I have no access to it. So I'm stuck on this planet once again with no way out.

I still throw up almost every day and there's no end in sight. Antiemetic pills don't work, therapy doesn't work. Nothing works. I've also gotten increasingly scared of dying. But I guess it's my only option.

 

[Tiemblo]

Did you take SN and AE and you vomit?

 

[Imissyoumydarling]

I'm sorry you've been through all that, and that even the professionals have run out of things to help with.

Would it help you feel better if you talk through your increasing fear of dying? What's changed to make that change?

Sending lots of love

 

[rationaltake]

I'm glad you're getting out at last. But even that can be scary. Sorry it's still awful. My ED is hell but I don't have vomiting as well.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds so horrible what you are going through and I know that it is awful feeling like you are trapped in this world. Life really is so unfair. I'm sorry that you suffer so unbearably, we all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing. I wish you the best in whatever happens, I hope that you find relief from your pain.

 

[wljourney]

Did you take SN and AE and you vomit?

No the OP was hospitalized for other health concerns. But they ordered SN while being in hospital.

 

[Eris666]

im really sorry for your suffering :(
did the vomiting start after a specific event like a flu or did it happen out of the blue?
was your stool ever tested to see if everything is ok? like if there is no bacterial overgrowth in your gut that could cause the vomiting?
sorry if you already answered these questions im relatively new to this forum