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frailcoffee

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Oct 13, 2024
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Pardon my terrible grammar, I am writing this not only in a fit of rage but sadness and despair, my mind is in complete turmoil. I will be getting kicked out soon, I've barely have money, no vehicle to get me anywhere and no community to seek for support other than this forum. Plan B is to kill myself, I've had it with this life and proved to myself that I cannot persist. I am unintelligent, it just won't work out. I have access to three firearms, I am from Florida and ive already been given access to carry it whenever I please as long as I have the consent from the original owner. I don't know where I need to aim to land a fatal blow especially in the head, and I am looking for advice. What do I exactly need to do? Where do I aim? How must I sit? Where should I do it? I am thinking of more of a remote place away from the public. I live in central Florida there are plenty of woods nearby. I have a ruger 9mm compact handgun, it is the closest there is. What can I do? Thank you!!
 
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ilovenewyork

Student
Nov 16, 2025
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Make a plan C where you don't get shot in the head?
Seriously you need to rethink this it's a temporary setback in the scheme of things.
 
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BrokenByTheSystem

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Mar 23, 2026
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You should aim on the brain stem, take a look on the internet, it's near your ear.

It's said that hitting the brain stem consciousness will cease immediately, even if you don't die instantly, at least consciousness will be gone.

If you have another method or SN it'd be good to use as well, at least I'd use it, gun can be used with many extra methods in my opinion.

For example, drink SN then when you start feeling the symptoms use the gun, since there's no going back anymore, if the gun shot doesn't kill you (nearly impossible), the SN will finish the job.
 
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