Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Denying peaceful death is such terrible extreme cruelty to me.
It truly is such terrible extreme cruelty to me and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to painlessly cease existing so finally I can be at peace from the terrible suffering and torture of this painful, deeply undesirable existence.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again, all that anti-suicide does is just cause way more torture and suffering all for the sake of it in this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel, all I want is to erase this terrible, cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just futile suffering.
It truly is just futile suffering to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this painful, cruel existence, in this existence so futile and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me, I could never see a point to any of this, it's all just so dreadful.

I'll just always see it as the most dreadful, terrible and torturous burden to suffer in this existence, all I want is peace from this existence of futile suffering that I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping for peace from all suffering.
To be at peace from all suffering is just all I could ever hope for and I'd just never wish to suffer in this terrible, cruel existence, I just want to never wake again, in this existence so torturous and cruel non-existence is just the only relief for me.

All I want is to be free from all suffering, non-existence for me is just all that's desirable in this existence so painful and terrible that I just always saw as the most cruel mistake, I just want to be gone, only in non-existence will I be at peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination.
It truly will always be an abomination that just causes all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it and I'd just never wish for any of this, to exist will always be the most torturous abomination and the suffering and torture of existing is endless.

It's all so terrible and cruel, I just want to erase this existence, I just want it to be like I never suffered at all, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible, tragic mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Peace of non-existence solves everything for me.
It truly does solve everything for me in this existence so cruel, terrible and torturous and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so painful for me non-existence is just all that's positive.

All I want is to be permanently unconscious free from all pain and suffering, I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything no matter what rather I just want to be gone, I just want to never be burdened with this painful, terrible existence ever again and there's just so much suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is so futile.
It truly is so futile to me and I'd just never wish for this futile existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence so futile that just causes all of this cruelty, pain and suffering all for the sake of it.

For me non-existence is the only peace in this existence so futile that just causes all this harm and suffering, I'd just never wish for the suffering of this futile existence, I just never would had chosen any of this and to exist will always mean to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always hoping to be free from all suffering.
To be free from all suffering truly is all I could wish for and I just wish I never suffered in this terrible, torturous existence more than anything, for me non-existence truly is the only peace in this existence so painful and terrible that I just always saw as a mistake that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, only being at peace from all suffering is just all I see as positive. I just want to be gone, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to never suffer again.
All I could ever hope for is to never suffer again, I just want true permanent peace from this existence of dreadful, terrible suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, to suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me.

It's one only non-existence can bring me peace from, I just want this torturous existence to be all forgotten and erased for me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, I just want to be free from this existence so cruel and terrible.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the most terrible, cruel mistake to me.
It'll just always be the most terrible, cruel mistake that just causes all this harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I just always suffer so much as a result of the mistake of existence.

All I want is some peace, I just want this terrible, dreadful existence to be all gone and forgotten with no more cruelty and no more suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, existence to me will just always be the most torturous, futile burden, it'll always be a mistake to me how this existence was imposed at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this terrible, cruel existence and I'd just never wish for this existence so torturous and cruel rather all I want is to be gone, I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again.

I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering, to suffer in this existence will just always be the most torturous, cruel burden to me and I'm always so tired of it all, I just hope for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the problem.
No matter what existence really will always be the problem to me and all I want is to be permanently free from it, I just want to never suffer in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake ever again.

I'll just always see existence as the most terrible mistake and all I want is to be gone from it all, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me but of course this torturous existence never should had been imposed at all, I just want to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for this torturous existence.
No matter what I'd just never wish for this terrible, torturous existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is some peace from the imposition of existence, all that imposing this existence ever does is just cause way more harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

To be at peace from this existence is just all I see as desirable, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, nothing would ever make me wish for any of this no matter what rather I just want all to be forgotten and erased for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There is just so much suffering in existing with existing beings tortured in agony every second and I'd just never wish for the suffering and torture of this terrible, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake.

All I want is to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this existence so dreadful and harmful that I just always saw as a mistake, I just want peace from all suffering and torture exist truly does mean to suffer, I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is just so much evil in existing.
There truly is so much evil in existing with existing beings tortured every second, to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence will just always be an abomination to me and it's one only non-existence can bring me any peace from.

To be permanently at peace from the cruelty and suffering of existing really is all I could ever hope for, I'll just always see existence as the problem, existence to me is just so evil and only ever causes all this torture all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

For me ceasing to exist will always be the positive solution.
It truly is the positive solution for me to find peace from this existence so terrible and torturous that I just always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish for this existence so cruel and futile, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable in this existence of torturous suffering.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I'd just never wish to suffer so unnecessarily and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Eternal dreamless sleep is all I could hope for.
It truly is all I could hope for in this existence so terrible and torturous and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of this cruel existence rather I just want some peace and I'll just only be at peace in non-existence where I'm finally no longer burdened with this futile existence of unnecessary suffering that I just always saw as a mistake.

No matter what the peace of eternal sleep is just all I see as positive, I just want to never suffer again and I'll just always see this torturous existence as just being only suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in this torturous, futile existence.
There truly is just so much cruelty in this terrible, dreadful and torturous existence that I just always saw as a mistake and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace from the suffering of this existence so torturous and terrible that I just always saw as a mistake.

To exist truly does mean to suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence so harmful and cruel that only ever tortures existing beings, for me ceasing to exist will just always be the positive solution to finally be at peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to never suffer again.
To never suffer in this terrible, cruel existence again is just all I see as desirable and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so torturous and dreadful, all I want is to be gone, in this existence of futile suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

For me ceasing to exist is just all that's desirable in this existence so terrible that I just always saw as a mistake and to exist really does mean to suffer, I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence so dreadful, I just want this existence to be all erased for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist will always be so undesirable.
It truly is so deeply undesirable to me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence so torturous and cruel, existence to me is just always the most terrible mistake and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from.

Only non-existence is desirable for me and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer again, for me ceasing to exist is just the only positive solution to find peace from this existence so torturous and dreadful that just causes all this harm and suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to exist no matter what.
I really would never want to exist no matter what and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so torturous and terrible, for me existence really is just always the problem and no matter what only non-existence could ever be positive to me.

I just want to be free from all pain, cruelty and suffering, to suffer in this existence really is always so dreadful and terrible to me, it's just so terrible how this existence was imposed, no matter what I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be free from all pain and suffering.
To be free from all pain and suffering is just all I see as desirable and in this existence of torturous suffering the peace of non-existence is just all I see as positive, I just want to be free from all suffering and I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence.

I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and to suffer in this existence will just always be the most terrible mistake to me and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from, I just wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence truly does just cause all this suffering.
It truly does just cause all this suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence so terrible and torturous rather I just want some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake, non-existence is just all I could hope for.

To exist really does mean to suffer and I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this existence that just causes all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty in existing, in fact the suffering and cruelty of this existence is endless with existing beings tortured in agony every second, to suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me.

I wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence will always be the most terrible cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and suffering in this torturous existence, all I want is to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can ever bring me peace from, all I want is to be free from all future dreadful suffering in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

To suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence so torturous and terrible that just causes all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I've hoped for.
It truly is all I've ever hoped for in this existence so torturous and terrible that I just always saw as a mistake and for me non-existence is just the only peace, all I want is to be free from this existence so painful and cruel and there's just so much pain in existing.

I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to exist and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for an eternal dreamless sleep where all is gone and there is no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence for me is the relief.
It truly is the relief and peace from this existence so torturous and terrible and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace from all pain and suffering and I'll just always find it so painful to exist.

In this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake the peace of non-existence is just all that's desirable for me and all I want is to never suffered again, for me ceasing to exist is the positive solution to find permanent relief from this existence so cruel and dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause all this harm and suffering all for the sake of it and I'd just never wish for the torture of this painful, terrible existence rather I just want some peace and I'll just only be at peace in non-existence.

I'll just always see existence as the most dreadful, cruel mistake, existence to me will just always be an abomination that just causes all of this torture and suffering all for the sake of it, to exist will just always be the most terrible mistake to me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence so cruel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be free from the abomination of existence.
To be permanently at peace from the abomination of existence truly is all I see as desirable and is just all I hope for, all I want is to never suffer again, in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake non-existence is just the only peace for me in this existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as an abomination.

I just want to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just all I could ever see as desirable in this existence that just causes pain and suffering that I just always saw as such a cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering so unnecessarily.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering so unnecessarily in this existence so torturous and as long as I exist I really just will wish to erase this existence, all I want is peace from this existence so painful and dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake that just causes all this harm and suffering.

I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing and as long as I exist I'll only wish for eternal sleep, for me never suffering ever again is just all that could ever be positive.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in this torturous existence.
There truly is just so much cruelty in this terrible, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather I just want some peace, to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence truly is always an abomination to me.

As long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone, I just want to be free from all pain and suffering, to never suffer again is just all I see as desirable, I'll just always and only hope for the peace of non-existence where this cruel existence is all forgotten.