Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existence as the most cruel mistake.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the most cruel, terrible mistake that just causes all this torture and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured by this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so torturous that just causes all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one that just causes all this harm and suffering, there's just so much cruelty in existing and I suffer simply from being burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence that just harms existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this terrible, torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace and I'll just only be at peace in non-existence where this torturous existence of dreadful suffering that I just always saw as a mistake is finally all gone and forgotten.

No matter what I really will just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'll always and only see existing as only suffering, to suffer in this existence is always an abomination to me, no matter what only non-existence could ever be positive for me, eternal sleep is just all I hope for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence should never be imposed.
It truly never should be imposed and it's just so terrible how it was causing all this cruelty, torture and suffering as a result, all I want is to be gone, I just want to be never tortured in this terrible existence ever again.

To me the existence of life is the most terrible, devastating tragedy that just causes all this cruelty, torture and suffering, to impose this existence is such terrible extreme cruelty to me, all that imposing existence ever does is cause all this pain and suffering there was never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

There is so much suffering in this existence.
There truly is so much suffering in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake and to exist really does mean to suffer, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence.

In this existence of torturous suffering non-existence is just all I see as positive and I'll just only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious no longer burdened with this terrible, cruel existence that just causes all this pain, torture and suffering, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never be tortured in this dreadful, torturous existence ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is the most tortuous burden.
It truly is the most torturous burden to me and no matter what I'd just never wish for the torture of this terrible, cruel existence.

All I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief from this existence so torturous and dreadful that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, I just hope for no more suffering.