Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for.
It truly is all that can bring me the relief I search for from this torturous, cruel and futile existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll always find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone.

I just want to never exist again, in this existence so torturous and dreadful only non-existence can bring me peace and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer, all I wish and hope for is to be free from all the suffering, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and to be at peace from this existence of unnecessary suffering is just all I see as desirable, all I want is to be gone, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence so dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering and I just wish I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence more than anything, for me non-existence truly is the only peace and relief and is just all I could hope for.

All I want is to never wake again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just always suffer so much as a result of existing, all I want is to be gone, I wish to never suffer again, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, I just wish for no more suffering, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence that just caused me to suffer and I'll always prefer to not exist no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I could see as positive.
It truly is all I could see as positive in this torturous, futile existence where there's all this endless suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so dreadful and cruel to me and I wish I never existed more than anything.

Only non-existence can bring me peace and the peace of non-existence is just all I'll hope for, I wish for no more suffering, existence to me is so undesirable in every way and I'll always see existing as only being suffering, it's all so cruel, painful and dreadful and all I want is to be free from it all, for me non-existence truly is the only relief in this existence so cruel and torturous.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing to exist.
No matter what I really would never wish to exist and I wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous existence more than anything, in this existence so dreadful only non-existence can bring me peace and is just the only relief for me.

All I want is to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is to be gone and as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope for non-existence where finally I can be at peace,

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and I'll just always prefer to not exist no matter what than suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable.

All I want is to never suffer ever again and there's just so much suffering in this deeply undesirable existence, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I want is true permanent peace from the abomination of existence, all I want is to be gone but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of the dreadful, terrible abomination of existence that I never would had wished for and never would had chosen and it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence that only ever caused me to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all that can bring me peace.
It truly is all that can bring me peace from the suffering and I'll always prefer to not exist than suffer, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I find it the most terrible dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed and as long as I exist I really will just hope for peace, all I want is to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, only eternal sleep is desirable for me and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence really is the only peace and relief from this harmful existence and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed, I'll just always see it as so dreadful to be conscious burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I just never should had suffered,I really will always see it as an abomination to be burdened with this torturous, futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem.
It truly is always the problem to me and I just wish I never suffered in this torturous, cruel and futile existence more than anything, in this existence so dreadful non-existence is just the only relief for me and is all I see as desirable.

All I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer and in this existence where there's all this endless suffering only non-existence could ever be desirable for me, I just want to never exist again, for me non-existence truly is the only peace in this existence so dreadful I just always saw as a mistake, I just hope and wish to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just unnecessary suffering.
It truly is just unnecessary futile suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence, for me non-existence really is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable, I just want to never suffer ever again.

I just wish for peace from this existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel to me and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone, I wish for peace from this existence where I suffer so unnecessarily just waiting to not exist, for me only non-existence could ever be positive, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, all I want is to never suffer ever again, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the terrible, torturous abomination of existence that I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only in non-existence will I be at peace.
It truly is the only peace for me and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is peace from the pain and suffering of existing and I'll always see this existence as only suffering.

It's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, all I see as desirable is never suffering again and as long as I exist I'll just wish for peace from all the suffering, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, only non-existence can bring me relief from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself, I just hope to never suffer again, I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous existence, non-existence really is all I could ever hope for, I just want to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I've hoped for.
It truly is all I've hoped for and is all I could wish for, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this cruel, torturous existence, as long as I exist I really will just hope to cease existing.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see this existence as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, non-existence is just all that's positive for me and is all that can bring me any peace from the abomination of existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable, it's the only relief for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

It feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this torturous, dreadful existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence I always saw as a mistake but of course all the suffering continues and it's all so dreadful to me.

I always suffer from how I cannot have a death like falling into an eternal sleep to escape from the suffering of existing and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so torturous and cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the abomination of existence and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer so much as a result of existing.
I truly do always suffer so much as a result of existing and I wish I was never burdened with this cruel, torturous existence more than anything, for me non-existence really is the only relief in this existence so dreadful and is all I see as desirable.

All I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in existing, I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence is just the only peace and I'd just never wish to exist, I'd never wish for any of this suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this cruel, futile existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as an abomination to exist.
No matter what I really will always see it as an abomination to exist and I wish I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence more than anything, for me non-existence truly is the only relief.

I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this suffering as a result, to me existence will always be the most terrible, dreadful abomination and it feels like I've suffered for so long, as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer again, I just wish to be free from the cruel, dreadful and torturous abomination of existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really would never want to suffer in this existence and I wish that more than anything I was never burdened with this torturous ,futile and deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake.

To me existence truly is an abomination and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, I wish that more than anything I never suffered and I'll just always see it as so dreadful to suffer in this existence, all I want is to be gone, I wish to erase this torturous, cruel and futile existence so it's like I never existed at all, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from the mistake of existence and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I could see as positive.
It truly is all I could see as positive and is just all I could hope for in this existence so cruel, futile and dreadful, I suffer simply from existing and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous existence rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only relief, I wish I never existed more than anything.

I'll always see it as so dreadful to suffer in this existence, all that existence does is just cause suffering and harm with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake, I really would never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is non-existence, only non-existence can bring me peace from this torturous, futile existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for.
It truly is all that can bring me the peace I search for and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this dreadful, cruel and torturous existence, for me non-existence truly is all I see as desirable and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, all I wish for is to never exist again.

I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again with this cruel, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake finally all gone and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There truly is so much cruelty in existing and I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous, dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake, as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again with this cruel, deeply undesirable existence finally no longer my problem and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel and as long as I exist I really will just hope for non-existence, I just want some peace from the pain and suffering of this cruel existence and there's just so much cruelty in existing, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only eternal sleep can take away for me, I just want to be gone, existence really is so cruel and I always suffer from how I cannot just have guaranteed, painless death to finally escape from the suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence.
I truly am just always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence, in this existence so torturous, dreadful and futile non-existence really is the only peace and relief for me.

I just want to be gone, I just want to never exist again but of course all the suffering continues and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this, only non-existence can solve, take away and bring me the peace I search for and I truly am just always so tired of it all, I just want to never exist again with this dreadful existence all forgotten and finally no longer my problem, I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to exist.
No matter what I really would never want to exist and I wish I never suffered in this cruel, dreadful existence more than anything, in this existence so torturous and cruel non-existence is just the only peace for me and is all I see as desirable.

I just want to never suffer again, for me only non-existence is just the only relief, all I hope for is no more pain and no more suffering and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and as long as I exist I'll just wish to be gone and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence truly is the only peace, I wish that more than anything this existence was never imposed and I find it the most terrible tragedy how it was.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish this existence was never imposed.
I truly do wish this existence was never imposed, more than anything I wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to not exist, I just wish for some peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence where finally all is forgotten, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the suffering of this torturous existence and I suffer simply from existing, I really would always prefer to not exist than suffer but of course I wish I never existed, only never suffering at all is true perfection to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never being meant for something as torturous as existence.
I really was never meant for something as torturous as existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, all that existence does is just cause suffering and I was never meant for any of this.

All I'm meant for is the peace of non-existence, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in existing with no limit as to much one can suffer, it's all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence, only non-existence can bring me the relief from suffering I search for and I suffer simply from existing, I'll just always find it so torturous and dreadful to exist no matter what, all I want is peace from all suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I've ever hoped for.
It truly is all I could ever hope and wish for in this existence so torturous and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never exist again with this dreadful and cruel existence all gone and forgotten and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful to me.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for, the only relief for me could lie in never existing again, all I want is peace from the pain and suffering of existing and I suffer as a result of existing, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death, only non-existence can take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so torturous to exist and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, futile and torturous existence I just never would had wished for that only ever caused me to suffer and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so cruel and dreadful to me, all I hope for is to be gone from it all.

I just wish for the peace of non-existence where finally all is forgotten and this torturous, futile existence is finally no longer my problem, I'd just never wish for this futile, dreadful and torturous existence rather all I want is to not exist, in this existence so cruel only non-existence could ever be desirable for me, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see this torturous, futile existence as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is always so dreadful to me.
It truly is always so dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything in this cruel, torturous and undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is to be gone.

I just wish to never suffer again, I'll just always prefer to not exist no matter what than be burdened with this torturous existence and there's just so much pain in existing, it's pain only non-existence can take away for me, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so cruel I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, all I hope for is to be gone, I always have so much dread for what lies ahead and I'll never wish for any of this no matter what, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and undesirable that I never would had chosen.

 

[30LoverForever]

I feel already dead from the inside
I practically feel like I already don't exist
I'm just in a body without any essence or no life in me
This sucks

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I could hope for.
It truly is all I could hope for in this existence so cruel, torturous and dreadful and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and is all I see as desirable, I just want to never suffer again, in this existence so cruel and futile only non-existence can solve everything for me, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just never would had chosen, I just want to never exist again and I'll only be at peace in non-existence when I no longer suffer in this existence I always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible and dreadful to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this cruel, dreadful existence and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing and bringing all this harm and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

I just suffer so much as a result of existing, I'm just always so tired of it all and as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace of non-existence where finally all is gone and forgotten, I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, only non-existence can bring me any relief from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence and I just wish I never suffered at all, I never should had suffered in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me only non-existence is positive, only in non-existence will I be at peace, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence was never worth it for me.
It truly was never worth it for me and I wish I never suffered in this cruel, futile and dreadful existence more than anything, for me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can take away and solve for me, all I want is to never suffer again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

I just want to be gone from it all, only non-existence could ever bring me the peace and relief I search for from this dreadful, futile and cruel existence I never would had chosen that only caused me to suffer and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, all I want is for non-existence, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence could ever be positive for me.
It truly is all that's positive for me and is all that can bring me peace from the terrible, dreadful abomination of existence that I just always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again, I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this cruel, futile and deeply undesirable existence that I never would had chosen, for me non-existence is just the only relief, it's all I see as positive and is all I hope for in this existence so cruel, torturous and dreadful that I never would had chosen that only caused me to suffer and there's just so much pain and suffering in existing, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, all I've hoped for is some peace.
Only wishing to cease existing.
No matter what all I could wish and hope for is to cease existing, I just want to never suffer again with this cruel, torturous existence all gone and no longer my problem, all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer.