Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There really is so much suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and it's just all so terrible to me, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.


I just want to never suffer ever again, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the dreadful, cruel burden of existence but of course all the suffering jus continues and there's just so much suffering in this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic harmful mistake and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and is all I hope for.

I just want to never exist again, I wish for no more suffering and there's just so much suffering in this existence I never would had chosen and would just never wish for, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief from suffering and I suffer so much as result of existing, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, only in non-existence will I be at peace and safe from all suffering and it just feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for. I wish I never suffered in this terrible, dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake more than anything, I just want to never wake again and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is only suffering to me.
It really is only suffering to me and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to never suffer ever again.

I just wish for peace from all the cruelty and suffering in this existence I always saw as a mistake and to me existence really is the problem, I suffer so much as a result of being conscious in this existence and it's all so terrible and cruel to me.

I wish I never suffered more than anything but of course all the suffering of this dreadful existence just continues, I really would never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace from all cruelty and suffering I search for but of course all the suffering just continues.

I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all just so painful to me and I wish I never had to exist, I'll just always see it as the most torturous and terrible burden to exist and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, I just wish to never wake ever again, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace in dreamless eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten with no more cruelty and no more suffering, I just want to never exist ever again, I just wish for all to be gone for me and I suffer so much as a result of this futile, torturous existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really would never want to suffer in this existence and I just wish I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence more than anything, as long as I exist I really will just hope for an eternal sleep free from all pain, suffering and cruelty but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so terrible to me.

I just wish I never existed more than anything, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself but of course all the suffering continues and it's just all so dreadful to me, all I want is for non-existence to bring me peace, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence but of course I'm still trapped in this existence I always saw as such a terrible mistake and I suffer simply from existing. It's just all so cruel and painful to me and I'll always find it so painful to be conscious in this existence with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just wish to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered, I wish for no more pain, no more cruelty and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this existence I always saw as a mistake, I just want to never exist again, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in dreamless, eternal sleep.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is all I could wish for.
It truly is all I could wish for in this existence so dreadful and torturous I always saw as a mistake and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence that to me is a terrible, tragic mistake but of course all the cruelty and suffering continues and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible to me and there's just so much pain in existing.

All I hope for is no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, futile existence, I wish I could just erase this existence so it's like I never suffered as all I want is some peace.

I just want to never exist ever again with all gone and forgotten for me but of course I continue to be burdened with this existence and I'll just always see it such a dreadful, torturous burden to exist, it's one only non-existence could ever take away for me, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I never would had chosen that just caused and brought so much harm and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

As long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone.
I truly will just wish and hope to be gone as long as I exist, all I wish is to be permanently free from all the pain, cruelty and suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer so much as a result of this existence.

It's all so cruel to me and I just wish I never existed more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me.

It feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, to me existence will always be an abomination that just brings and causes so much cruelty, harm and suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable.

I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence, I only see non-existence as positive, I'd just never wish for this cruel existence that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer so much as a result of this dreadful existence, all I could ever hope for is to be gone, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always be waiting to die.
To me existing really will always be waiting to die with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all so cruel, painful and dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, as long as I exist I really will just hope to never exist again.

I just wish for peace from this dreadful, futile existence where I just hope and wait to be gone and I'll always see existing as waiting to die, it's just all so terrible to me and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have the option of a death like never waking ever again to finally escape from all the pain and suffering in this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and I wish I never had to exist.

I'll just always see it as the most torturous, futile burden to exist and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this deeply undesirable existence I never would had wished for and never would had chosen and there's just so much pain, suffering and cruelty in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wanting some peace.
No matter what all I could ever want is some peace, I just want to never suffer in this cruel, dreadful and torturous existence ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to be permanently at peace, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the dreadful, painful and torturous abomination of existence I search for.

I just want to never exist again but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence and it feels like I've suffered for so long, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope and wish for is true permanent peace where all is finally gone, I just want to never suffer in this existence I just always saw as a mistake ever again and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me, only non-existence is positive for me, I just hope and wish for permanent peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist is always so dreadful to me.
I really will always find it so dreadful to exist and I wish I never suffered in this torturous, cruel existence more than anything, no matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily but of course all the suffering of this dreadful existence continues and it just feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I never would had chosen.

I just suffer so much as a result of this futile, cruel existence I never would had chosen and would just never wish for, I just wish for peace from the pain and suffering of existing, I wish I never had to suffer more than anything and it feels like I've suffered for so long, as long as I exist I really will always have so much dread for what lies ahead. I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only eternal dreamless sleep could ever take away for me, I just want to never exist ever again, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'd just never wish for this dreadful, futile existence rather I just want to cease existing, all I hope for is an eternal sleep where I can finally be free from this terrible, dreadful existence of suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is just an unnecessary harm.
It truly is just an unnecessary harm to me and I wish I never suffered in this torturous, harmful existence more than anything.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and is all I see as positive in this dreadful existence where I hope and wait to be gone and I'll just always see existing as waiting to die, all that existence does is cause so much suffering and harm all for the sake of it until non-existence takes away all anyway.

I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from this existence I just always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much pain and cruelty in existing. I'll always see it as so terrible and dreadful to be conscious suffering in this existence just waiting to die and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's all so cruel and dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for and I just suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes problems there were never a need for.
It truly does just cause problems there were never a need for and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, futile existence I just always saw as a mistake causing and bringing all this harm, cruelty and suffering as a result.

I'll always see existence itself as the true problem and I just wish I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel existence more than anything, I just suffer so much as a result of existing and I'd never wish to suffer in this torturous existence I just always saw as the most dreadful mistake rather all I want is to not exist.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to be gone and I just suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence I never would had chosen and I'll just always see existing as only suffering no matter what with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all just so painful, dreadful and terrible to me and I wish I never suffered in this existence I just always saw as a mistake more than anything, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this dreadful existence that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for, I just really never should had suffered in this dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always just be waiting to die.
No matter what I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's just cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this existence.

It's just all so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer again, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence.

I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this existence, it's all so cruel to me and I wish I never suffered, I could never see any point to any of this, it's all so dreadful and so futile and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence is just the only peace, it's all I see as desirable, all I wish for is no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this dreadful existence I never would had chosen and would just never wish for, I'll always see existence as an abomination and it's one that just causes and brings all this cruelty, harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway, it's just all so dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it so dreadful how a human can suffer for so long.
I truly do find it so terrible and dreadful how a human can suffer for so long in this torturous, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

The thought of being enslaved in this existence just to die in agony from old age is just so unbearable to me and I'd never wish for that rather all I wish for is eternal dreamless sleep where this existence is all gone and forgotten and there is no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this terrible, torturous existence.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable and is all I could hope for, I just want to never exist again, I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering and existence is just so cruel and so dreadful, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I just want some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence, it really terrifies me how a human can be conscious in this existence for so long with no limit as to how much they can be tortured just to die in agony, it's all so cruel, painful and terrible to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd just never wish to exist.
I truly would never wish to exist and I wish I never suffered in this dreadful, torturous existence more than anything, as long as I exist I'll wish to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered.

I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering but of course all the suffering continues and it's all just so cruel, painful and terrible to me, I'd never wish to exist rather all I hope for is non-existence.

I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence with no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I always saw as the most cruel, terrible and harmful mistake that just causes and brings so much suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence I never would had wished for and just never would had chosen, I just wish I never had to suffer and there's just so much suffering in this futile, deeply undesirable existence that just brings and causes so much pain until non-existence takes away all anyway, I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous existence more than anything, the fact that this existence was imposed is always the most terrible tragedy to me and I'd never wish to exist rather I see existence as the problem causing and bringing so much suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[hippiedeath]

Existence is the source of all suffering. To be dead is better. Til.then we support one another.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There really is so much suffering in existing and I just wish I never had to suffer, as long as I exist I'll only wish and hope for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty, pain and suffering as all I want is to never suffer again and in this existence so torturous and undesirable only non-existence can bring me peace.

I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

I just wish for peace from this dreadful, futile existence I always saw as a mistake causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I never would had chosen and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just the only peace for me.
It truly is the only peace for me in this dreadful, futile existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence rather all I want is to not exist.

I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep to solve everything for me in this existence so painful and dreadful I never would had chosen that I always saw as a mistake and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence.

I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief from the suffering of existing I search for and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all so terrible to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me any relief from, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I wish for is to peacefully cease existing, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence with no more suffering and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this deeply undesirable, torturous existence I never would had chosen and would never wish for.

 

[FuneralCry]

It feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this cruel, futile existence I never would had wished for and I wish I never had to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence more than anything.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable and is all I could wish for in this existence I always saw as a mistake but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing just continues, it's all so terrible and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence that to me is just waiting to die and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's just all so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for from this existence I always hope to be free from and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never wake. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always find it so painful to be conscious burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily, it truly is all so cruel to me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I never would had chosen and would never wish for, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and there's just so much suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence is positive for me.
It truly is all that's positive for me and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, futile and torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake causing and bringing all this suffering as a result.

I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so cruel and terrible and I wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence is just always so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather all I wish for is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace from this torturous existence I search for.

I just want to never exist again, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of the burden of existence, it's all so dreadful to me and I just wish this existence was never imposed, I really never should have had to suffer at all in this existence I just always saw as such a terrible mistake, for me non-existence really is just the only peace and relief, it's all I could see as positive in this existence so dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I really am just always so tired of suffering and I'll always feel so tired no matter what, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, I just want to never wake again but of course I continue to be burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily just waiting to die anyway.

For me non-existence is just the only peace, all I hope for is dreamless eternal sleep, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in non-existence with no more pain and I'll just always find it so painful to suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake, to me existence really is an abomination and it's one that just causes so much harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway.

I'm just always so tired of it all and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again so finally I can be at peace, the peace of eternal dreamless sleep really is all I could ever see as desirable, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous, cruel existence, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never wake.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never wake, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain, cruelty and suffering where this existence I just always saw as a terrible, tragic mistake is finally all gone and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so cruel and dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be free from it all, I just want to never suffer ever again and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this futile, torturous existence I never would had wished for and never would had chosen and there's just so much pain in existing.

It's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief and peace I search for from this existence I always saw as a mistake and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to never wake ever again so finally I can be at peace from the abomination of existence. It's all just so terrible to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful existence rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence so terrible and torturous that I just never would had chosen, I wish I never suffered in this cruel, painful existence and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes pain.
It truly does just cause so much pain and suffering torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, there's just so much pain, cruelty and suffering in existing and it's all so dreadful to me, I'd never wish for this dreadful, painful existence rather all I want is to not exist.

I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and all that existence does is just cause and bring so much pain, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

For me non-existence really is just the only relief and is all I see as desirable in this existence so futile, I just want peace from the pain and cruelty of existing, I just want to never exist again but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I never would had chosen, to me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from. I just want to never suffer ever again and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in this dreadful, futile existence I just never would had chosen and I wish I never had to suffer in this cruel, deeply undesirable existence that just causes and brings so much pain torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway and I just never should had suffered in this painful existence I always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always be waiting to die.
No matter what I really will always see existing as just waiting to die and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me, I just wish I never had to suffer so unnecessarily and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious in this existence.

I'd just never wish for the pain and suffering of existing rather all I hope for is some peace, I just want to never exist again, I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering, it's all just so futile to me and I could never see a point to any of this rather all I want is to never exist again, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this dreadful, futile existence that to me will always just be waiting to die. I'll always see existing as suffering all for the sake of it, it's just all so futile, all so terrible and cruel and it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long, all I want is to never suffer ever again, I only hope for peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm finally unconscious with no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence that to me really is just only suffering, I'll always see existing as just waiting to die no matter what and as long as I exist I'll only wish and hope to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing will always be only suffering to me.
It really will always be only suffering to me and I just suffer so much as a result of being conscious burdened with this terrible, dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is to never suffer ever again and only in non-existence will I be at peace from all the suffering, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of this futile existence.

I wish I could just choose to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered as all I wish for is no more pain and no more suffering, I just want some peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this dreadful, cruel, futile and torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so terrible and painful to me and it feels like I've suffered for so long, I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, terrible existence of cruelty and suffering rather all I want is to not exist. I just want to never suffer ever again and I'd never wish for the pain, cruelty and suffering of this torturous existence rather I just want some peace, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief from this dreadful, futile existence I search for but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all just so painful to me, I'd never wish for any of this no matter what rather all I want is to never suffer ever again, I just wish for peace from the suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

It feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this terrible, dreadful existence and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered, I just never should had been burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of this existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief.

All I hope for is an eternal sleep free from all cruelty, pain and suffering but of course all the suffering just continues and I'd never wish for any of this, for me only non-existence is desirable, it's all I could wish for, I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep where I'm no longer burdened with this torturous existence of unnecessary suffering and for me non-existence is just the only relief, I just want to never exist again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief and is all I hope for, all I want is to cease existing, I just wish for some peace from this torturous existence where I suffer so unnecessarily just waiting to die anyway and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, it's all so cruel and I wish I never had to suffer, I always wish for no more suffering and I'll only and always see existing as only suffering, it's all just so dreadful to me and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this painful, deeply undesirable existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem to me.
It really is always the problem to me and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so torturous I always saw as a mistake.

I suffer simply from existing and just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of an eternal sleep, all I want is to never wake again, I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, all I want is to not exist.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me peace from this existence I never would had chosen and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all so terrible and I'd never wish to exist rather all I want is to never suffer ever again, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so dreadful and torturous I just never would had chosen, I'll always find it so dreadful to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just wanting to never exist again.
No matter what all I could ever want is to never exist again, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty, pain and suffering where this deeply undesirable existence is all gone and forgotten and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so terrible and cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is no more suffering, I just hope for the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten and there's just so much suffering and cruelty in existing, I'll just always see existence as an abomination no matter what and it's one that just causes and brings harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway, it really is just all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace from suffering I search for and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me is just so futile.
It really is so futile to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, futile existence rather all I hope for is the peace of non-existence where all is finally gone and I can be at peace and for me peace could only lie in non-existence where all is forgotten.

I just want to cease existing with this futile existence all gone, I just want to never suffer ever again, no matter what I could never see a point to any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so cruel and futile that I never would had chosen and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing.

It's just all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is the peace of non-existence, I just wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this dreadful, futile existence I never would had chosen and I'll always see this futile existence as only suffering no matter what, it's just all so torturous and terrible to me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me always feels like a mistake.
It truly does always feel like a mistake to me and it's one that just causes and brings endless amounts of cruelty and suffering torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway.

I'd just never wish for any of this rather I'll always see it as an abomination to exist and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, I really would never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace from the mistake of existence.

I just want to never suffer again with all finally forgotten but of course all the suffering of this dreadful, cruel existence just continues and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist. I'll only be at peace once I'm finally free from this existence I always saw as a mistake that to me is just unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I could hope for is to never suffer again, I just want all to be gone for me, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death, I'll always see existence as the problem and I suffer so much as a result of the mistake of existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

All I want is to never wake again.
To never wake again truly is all I could wish for, I just want some peace from all the cruelty, suffering and torture of existing but of course I continue to be burdened with this existence and I'll always find it a burden to exist.

It's a burden so cruel and harmful that just causes pain and suffering torturing existing beings until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence.

I just want to never wake again and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like falling into an eternal sleep, for me non-existence really is all that's positive and desirable, I just wish for no more suffering and only non-existence can bring me the peace from suffering I search for, I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all just so cruel and I'd never wish for any of this suffering.