Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

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Existing to me is just waiting for death.
No matter what I really will just always see existing as waiting for death and I just wish I never suffered in this deeply undesirable, torturous existence, for me non-existence really is the only peace in this existence I always saw as such a terrible mistake but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing just continues and it's all so dreadful to me, I just wish I never suffered more than anything and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the peace I search for and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so cruel to me and I'll always see this futile, torturous existence as just waiting for death, it's just suffering all for the sake of it that there was never a need for and I'd just always prefer to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer ever again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence destined to decay and die anyway, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence where I hope and wait for death and I'll always see existing as just waiting to die, it's all so cruel to me and I wish that more than anything I never had to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just always preferring to not exist.
No matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all just so cruel, terrible and dreadful to me and I always wish I never existed.

As long as I exist I'll only wish for the peace of non-existence where all is finally forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, I really would just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again, I just want all to be forgotten with no more suffering and I'm always so tired of suffering, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is dreamless eternal sleep, I just want all to be forgotten for me but of course all the suffering just continues, it's all so terrible and I'm just always so tired of suffering, I just want to never exist again, I just want to not exist and I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer, I just want some peace from all the cruelty and suffering of existing and I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is all I see as desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable and is just all I hope for in this deeply undesirable, torturous existence where there is no limit as to how much one can suffer and I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence.

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence I always saw as the most dreadful, terrible mistake but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of this torturous deeply undesirable existence I just never would had chosen and I always wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me any peace and to permanently cease existing is just all I see as desirable.

I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering rather all I hope for is the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where finally nothing can concern me and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again to finally escape from the suffering and cruelty of this futile, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never exist again, I just want all to be gone for me, I'll just always see existence as the problem and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and terrible to me which is why I only hope to not exist, I just never should had suffered at all and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so cruel.
It really is just so cruel and there's just so much cruelty in this existence I always saw as a mistake, I'd always prefer to not exist than suffer but of course all the pain and suffering of this deeply undesirable, torturous existence just continues and it's all so terrible to me.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel existence rather all I want is to not exist, only the peace of non-existence can solve everything for me in this existence where I'm waiting to die and I'll always see existing as just being waiting for death, it's just cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I always wish I never suffered on this deeply undesirable existence where I hope and wait to not exist and as long as I exist I'll only wish to never wake ever again.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I hope for is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for from this cruel existence where I just hope and wish to be gone and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in this deeply undesirable existence, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me as after all there are no disadvantages to never suffering ever again, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so torturous to exist.
No matter what I'll always find it so torturous to exist and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, futile existence more than anything, I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather I just want to not exist.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from this existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist.

I'd always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, I find it the most terrible dreadful tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing. It's all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is the peace of non-existence where all is finally gone and forgotten and I can rest and there's just so much pain and suffering in existing, I'll just always find it so terrible, dreadful and painful to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hope to not exist.
No matter what all I could hope for is to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again and I'll just always see this cruel, torturous existence as only suffering, I suffer simply from existing and it's all just so terrible to me.

I just want all to be gone for me, I just want to erase my existence but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing just continues and as long as I exist I'll only hope to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again and it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long, I wish I could choose to erase my existence, I just want for all to be forgotten for me, I just want to disappear from this torturous existence and there's just so much suffering in existing, I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me as if I'm gone I cannot suffer, as long as I exist I'll only wish to not exist, I'm just always so tired of suffering so unnecessarily in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing it as so dreadful to exist.
No matter what I'll just always see it as so dreadful to exist and I just wish I never suffered in this torturous existence more than anything.

I'd just always prefer to not exist and as long as I suffer in this existence I'll just always have so much dread for what lies ahead, it's all so terrible to me and I find it the most terrible dreadful tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result. I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope for no more suffering, I just want all to be forgotten for me but of course all the suffering just continues and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I always find it so dreadful how this existence was imposed and I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for and for me non-existence really is always preferable, I just want to never suffer again and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as the most dreadful mistake, all I want is to never exist again, I wish for no more suffering and there's just so much suffering in this torturous deeply undesirable existence I never would had chosen and would just never wish for, all I wish for is to sleep permanently, I just hope for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Wanting to erase my existence.
All I want is to erase my existence so it's like I never suffered and I wish for no more suffering rather all I want is to never wake, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering.

I just want all to be gone for me but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much from being trapped in this existence destined to decay and die anyway and there's just so much suffering in existing, I'll just always find it so dreadful, cruel and torturous to exist and I'd never wish for any of this, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where finally nothing can concern me, I'll just always see it as the most torturous burden to exist and it's a burden only non-existence can bring me relief from. I just want to never suffer ever again and it just feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as such a cruel terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence, I just want to never exist again but of course all the suffering just continues and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and there's just so much cruelty in existing, I just want to disappear from it all, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I only hope to never exist again, I just wish for the peace of non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for an eternal sleep.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering, I just want to never exist ever again and I just always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake.

It's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is the peace of non-existence, I just want all to be forgotten for me but of course all the pain and suffering just continues, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd always prefer to not exist.

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from the deeply undesirable, torturous abomination of existence and I just always wish I never suffered. I just never should had suffered at all but of course all the pain and suffering just continues, it's all so terrible to me and I always wish I never suffered, I just want to never suffer ever again and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, for me non-existence is the only relief and is just all I see as desirable.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer.
I truly would never want to suffer rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never suffer ever again but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing just continues, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me and no matter what I'd always prefer to prevent suffering through ceasing to exist than prolong it just to suffer way more and there's just so much cruelty and suffering in existing.

It's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, I always find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm and suffering and I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I'll just wish and hope to never suffer ever again.

I just wish for an eternal sleep where this painful, deeply undesirable existence is finally all forgotten and no longer my problem and I'll just always see existence as the problem, I see existence as the most harmful, cruel abomination that just causes endless amounts of suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll just always find it so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me peace from and I'd prefer to prevent suffering through ceasing to exist than prolong it no matter what and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so terrible to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just always feels like a mistake to me.
It truly does feel like a mistake to me and it's one that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway, no matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence.

I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so dreadful to me and I just wish I never existed more than anything, as long as I exist I'll only wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where finally all is gone and nothing can concern me, all I want is to never suffer ever again and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence and to me existence really will always feel like a mistake, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is peace.

I just want to never wake ever again, I wish for no more suffering but of course all the suffering of this unnecessary torturous existence just continues and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, I just want to never wake, I suffer simply from existing and as long as I exist I'll only wish for peace from this dreadful, painful existence, I just want all to be gone for me, only non-existence is desirable for me and is just all I'll hope for no matter what, it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I never would had chosen and would never wish for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
I really will always see existence as the problem and I just wish I never suffered in this torturous, cruel and deeply undesirable existence more than anything, I'll always see existing as only suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it really is all so dreadful to me and I always wish I never suffered.

All I hope for is an eternal dreamless sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where all is finally gone and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to never wake ever again, only non-existence can bring me any relief and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so painful to me.
No matter what I'll always find it so painful to exist and I wish I never suffered more than anything, the fact that this existence was imposed is always the most terrible tragedy to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I'd never wish for this painful, torturous existence rather I just want to not exist, I just want to never exist again, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can take away for me, I'll always find it painful to exist and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again to finally escape from the suffering of existing and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is eternal sleep, I just wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer, I just want all to be gone for me, I just want to never suffer in this painful, dreadful existence ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace in non-existence.
I truly will only be at peace in non-existence and the peace of non-existence is just all I could hope for, all I wish for is an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so dreadful to me.

As long as I exist I'll only hope for an eternal sleep free from all suffering where all is finally forgotten and for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering, all I want is to never exist ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so terrible to me.

I just wish I never suffered in this deeply undesirable existence more than anything, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently so finally I can be at peace, for me non-existence is all that's positive and is just the only relief in this existence that causes and brings all this suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll always find it so torturous to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents. It's all just so cruel and dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I hope for is an eternal sleep free from all suffering where all is finally forgotten and finally I can be at peace and I'll just only be at peace in non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence always feels like the most dreadful mistake.
It truly does always feel like the most dreadful mistake to me and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous and deeply undesirable existence more than anything and as long as I exist I'll only wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering.

I just want to never exist again and I'd just never wish for this existence I always saw as such a dreadful mistake but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible and cruel to me and I suffer simply from existing, for me existence really is always the problem and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist ever again and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence.

All I wish for is no more pain and no more suffering, I just hope for an eternal sleep where all is gone for me and I'm just no longer burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see existence as an abomination. I just wish I never suffered and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm, suffering and cruelty as a result, I really would just never wish to suffer and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'll always see existence as a mistake, it's all so cruel and painful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

To not exist is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is just all I see as desirable and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this futile, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence really is just the only peace and relief and is all I see as desirable.

I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to be conscious burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily just waiting to die and I'll always see existing as waiting for death, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily.

For me non-existence is the only peace and is all I've hoped for, I just want to never suffer ever again and there is just so much suffering and so much cruelty in this torturous existence I never would had chosen and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer ever again, only being at true permanent peace from all the suffering in this existence is all I could hope for, I just want all to be gone for me, I just want to never exist again but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing just continues.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing to never wake.
No matter what all I could hope for is to never wake, I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep where this torturous, deeply undesirable existence is finally all forgotten and there's just so much suffering in existing, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again as all I hope for is dreamless eternal sleep, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'd never wish for any of this.

Only non-existence is desirable for me and is just all that can bring me peace, I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again so finally I can escape from the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing, all I want is to rest, I just wish for the peace of non-existence where finally nothing can concern me and I'm no longer burdened with this torturous existence of futile unnecessary suffering where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel just to decay and die anyway and I suffer simply from existing. It's all so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd never wish to suffer rather all I want is to never wake, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me any peace and there's just so much pain in existing, I'll always find it so painful to be conscious in this existence suffering so unnecessarily, all I want is to never exist ever again, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace in eternal sleep.
I truly will only be at peace in eternal sleep and I'd just always prefer to sleep permanently than suffer so unnecessarily in this cruel, futile deeply undesirable and torturous existence I always saw as a mistake.

I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where all is forgotten and for this existence to be all gone and forgotten is just all I wish for, I just want to never wake.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this, I just wish I never suffered more than anything and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to never wake ever again and finally forget about it all. I just want some peace and I'll just only be at peace in eternal sleep where all is finally gone, I just hope to never suffer again and to me existing is only suffering, it's all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone, I just want all to be forgotten for me, I only hope for peace and as long as I exist I'll only wish to not exist, I just want to never exist again and there's just so much suffering in existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it torturous to exist.
No matter what I'll just always find it so torturous to exist and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered, I just never should had been burdened with this cruel, deeply undesirable existence at all and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for this torturous existence of unnecessary suffering rather all I want is to not exist.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, I'd never wish for this torturous existence of futile unnecessary suffering I always saw as a mistake and for me existence really is something so dreadful, all that existence does is just cause harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd never wish for this torturous existence rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me any peace. I'm just always so tired of it all and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer ever again, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all suffering where this deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake is all gone, I'd just never wish for this torturous existence rather all I want is to never exist ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting to die.
No matter what I'll just always see existing as just waiting for death, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and I just wish I never suffered in this futile, torturous existence more than anything, it really is just all so dreadful and cruel to me.

I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence I always saw as a mistake but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so cruel to me, I'll just always see it as so deeply undesirable to exist and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently to escape from this existence where I just hope and wait for death, for me non-existence really is the only peace and is just all I wish for. I'd never wish for the suffering of this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence rather all I want is to never exist again, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where finally nothing can concern me and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, I'd just never wish to exist and to me existing is only suffering, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and it feels like I've suffered so much, I just want peace from this torturous existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to be gone, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I feel so tired and it's the kind of tiredness only non-existence can take away for me, I'd just never want to exist rather all I want is peace from all the suffering.

I just want to never exist again but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so dreadful to me, I just wish I never existed and as long as I exist I'll only hope for an eternal sleep free free from all suffering, I just want some peace, I just want to never wake but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so dreadful to me, I always wish to cease existing and forget about it all, I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity with no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake, as long as I exist I'll only hope to never wake ever again, I'll just only be at peace in non-existence where all is finally gone and there is no more pain and no more suffering and it's all so cruel to me, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief from pain and suffering I search for.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much suffering in existing.
There really is just so much suffering in existing and I always wish I never suffered, I'd never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this torturous existence rather all I hope for is an eternal sleep where all is finally gone.

I'll just always see existing as only suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, I always see it as the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed and I'll always see existence as the most harmful, cruel imposition. I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I only see non-existence as positive, only non-existence can bring me peace but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing just continues, it's all so dreadful and torturous and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake again, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me relief from this deeply undesirable torturous existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only wish to never wake, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how unbearable and torturous it can all get, I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just never should had existed at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is just all I hope for.
It really is all I hope for and could ever do, I just want to never exist ever again and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone.

I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where this existence I always saw as a mistake is finally all forgotten and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again. I just want to be at peace and peace for me could only lie in non-existence where all is gone and finally I can rest, I just want to never suffer ever again and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

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Existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence so cruel and torturous only non-existence can bring me any peace and I'll just always see it as the most cruel, dreadful abomination to exist.

I suffer simply from existing and as long as I exist I'll just wish to never suffer again, I just want all to be gone and forgotten, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can take away for me as if I'm gone I cannot suffer, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from this dreadful, harmful existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, it's all so cruel and I wish I never suffered more than anything. Only non-existence can bring me the relief from suffering I search for and I'll always see existing as only suffering, more than anything I wish I never had to suffer, I just never should had suffered at all in this existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake but of course all the pain and suffering just continues and it feels like I've suffered for so long.

 

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Preferring to prevent suffering.
No matter what I'd prefer to prevent suffering through ceasing to exist than prolong it just to suffer way more but more than anything I wish I never suffered, I see it as the most terrible dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result.

I'll just always find it so dreadful and harmful to exist, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I just want to never wake ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of this existence I never would had chosen.

I just never should had existed at all, I'll just always see existence as the problem, to me existence is the most dreadful, harmful abomination that just causes endless amounts of cruelty and suffering, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence and I suffer simply from existing, I just want to prevent suffering through ceasing to exist and I always suffer from how I cannot just have the option to peacefully cease existing to finally escape from all suffering in this existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is to never exist again, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this torturous, cruel existence.

 

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Only wanting to never exist again.
No matter what all I could want is to never exist again, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering but of course all the suffering of existing just continues and it's all so dreadful to me.

I just want to never exist again and forget about it all but of course I'm denied the option to die painlessly and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again to finally escape from this existence I always saw as such a cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I always wish I never suffered. I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence destined to decay and die anyway, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this existence, for me non-existence is all that's positive, I just want to never wake again, I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel no matter what, it's all so terrible to me, I wish to just peacefully cease existing, all I want is to never exist again.

 

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Non-existence is just the only relief for me.
It truly is the only relief for me and is just all I could hope for in this torturous, dreadful existence I always saw as a mistake, all I want is to never exist ever again and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer exist.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for and I just always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again so finally I can be at peace.

All I wish for is permanent relief from all pain and suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I always wish I never suffered, to suffer in this existence is just always so terrible to me and I see it as the most cruel, torturous burden to exist.

 

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Existence is a burden.
No matter what I'll always see it as a burden to exist and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, non-existence is all that's positive for me and is just all I hope for and all I see as desirable.

I just want to never exist again but of course all the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues, it's all so dreadful and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence could ever take away for me.

I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, futile existence rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me, I'd just never wish for the burden of existence, I'd never wish to exist, I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather all I want is to never exist again, I suffer simply from existing and I'd never wish for the burden of existence, I just hope for dreamless eternal sleep, I just want to never suffer ever again and there's just so much suffering in existing, for me non-existence really is all I could wish for, I only hope for peace where all is finally forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can bring me any relief.
It truly is all that can bring me any relief from the cruelty, suffering and torture of existing and I always wish I never suffered in this deeply undesirable, torturous existence, as long as I exist I'll only wish to never exist ever again.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake, it's all so dreadful to me and I just wish I never existed more than anything.

I see it as the most terrible, cruel tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm and suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any peace from and as long as I exist I'll only hope for the relief of non-existence where all is finally gone, I'd just never wish to exist rather all I want is to never exist again. I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from the abomination of existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just want to never exist ever again and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to never wake ever again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and there's so much suffering in this torturous, cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering.
No matter what I could only ever wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again as non-existence really is all I hope for and I'd just always prefer to not exist.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for from this cruel, torturous existence and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer ever again, I'd just never wish to exist rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again to finally escape from this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake. I'll just always see existing as only suffering no matter what, it's all so cruel, dreadful and terrible to me and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I always wish I never suffered, I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing.