Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

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Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really would never want to suffer in this cruel, futile and deeply undesirable existence rather all I hope for is an eternal sleep where all is forgotten and I'm no longer burdened with this existence I always saw as such a terrible mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this torturous deeply undesirable existence where I'm just waiting for death and I'll always see existing as just waiting to die, it's just pain and suffering all for the sake of it that there was never a need for and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I see as desirable is the peace of an eternal sleep where all is forgotten and I cannot suffer and there is just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing. It's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to peacefully cease existing, only eternal sleep can bring me the relief I search for from this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing, it's all so cruel to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never exist again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence just waiting to not exist anyway and I'll always see existing as waiting to die, it's all so cruel and I'd just never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is to never exist again, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

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To not exist is just all I've hoped for.
It truly is all I've hoped for and could ever do, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I wish for is an eternal sleep where this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake is finally all gone and nothing can concern me.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me but of course all the suffering and cruelty of existing just continues, it's all so dreadful and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I'll always see it as the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake again. I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all suffering where all is forgotten and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never suffer ever again and I suffer just from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish to exist rather I just want to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and to permanently cease existing is just all I could hope for, I just want all to be forgotten for me and there's just so much suffering in existing, I suffer simply from being conscious in this deeply undesirable existence where I'm just waiting to die and I'll always see existing as waiting for death, it's all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope for eternal sleep, I just want to never exist ever again.

 

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Always suffer from how I cannot just fall asleep permanently.
I truly do always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently and as long as I exist I'll only wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where all is gone and finally I can sleep with all forgotten about.

I'll just always see existence as the problem, I'll just always see existence as a mistake that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist ever again, I just wish for the relief of an eternal sleep where all is gone and to me existing really is only suffering and I suffer just from existing, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for which is why I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again, all I want is some peace.

I just want to sleep, I just want to never suffer ever again and as long as I exist I'll just wish for no more suffering, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where all is forgotten and I'm no longe burdened with this existence and I'll just always find it such a dreadful burden to exist, it's a burden only non-existence can bring me any relief from as after all there is no suffering in non-existence, there are no disadvantages to never existing again, all I hope for is an eternal sleep where all is forgotten.

 

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Always wish to erase my existence.
I really do always wish to erase my existence so it's like I never suffered, all I want is to disappear from this existence I always saw as the most dreadful, cruel mistake but of course all the suffering and cruelty of existing just continues and it's all so terrible to me.

I wish I never suffered more than anything and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all so dreadful to me and I just wish I never had to exist, as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope for some peace, I just want to never suffer ever again and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence destined to decay and die anyway and it's all so cruel, dreadful and painful to me.

I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want all to be forgotten, I wish for no more suffering and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's suffering only eternal sleep can bring me peace from and as long as I exist I really will just hope to never exist again, I just want all to be forgotten for me and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible and dreadful to me and I find it such a terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this suffering as a result, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from suffering, as long as I exist I'll hope to erase my existence.

 

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Existing will always be only suffering to me.
It truly will always be only suffering to me and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous deeply undesirable existence I always saw as such a cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, as long as I exist I really will just hope to permanently cease existing and forget about it all.

I just want all to be gone for me with no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I always saw as a mistake, there's just so much pain in existing and I'll always find it painful to exist, I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently to finally escape from the suffering of this deeply undesirable existence and as long as I exist I'll only hope for peace, I just want to never exist again, I just want all to be forgotten for me. I'll always find it so terrible how there's all this suffering in existing with no limit as to how much can be tortured and it's suffering only eternal sleep can take away for me, I just want to never wake again and I just suffer from how I cannot just choose to never wake, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as just being suffering, I just want to be at peace and I suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to never wake ever again to finally escape from this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing.

 

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To never suffer ever again is all I've wished for.
It truly is all I've wished for and could ever do, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where this deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake is finally forgotten.

I'll just always see existence as an abomination and it's one that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer no matter what, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for but of course all the suffering and cruelty of existing just continues and it's all so dreadful to me.

I just wish I never suffered more than anything and I'll just only see existing as only suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake and it's suffering only eternal dreamless sleep could ever take away for me, I just want to never wake ever again, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty in this existence. I just want to never exist again but of course I just continue to suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering, only non-existence could ever bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for and is just all I'll hope for as long as I'm burdened with this existence I never would had wished for, I just wish for no more suffering and I'd never wish to suffer in this cruel, futile existence.

 

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Always seeing existence as an abomination.
No matter what I really will always see existence as an abomination that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this deeply undesirable torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and I'll just always see existence as the problem no matter what.

I'll always find it so terrible how existence causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering torturing existing beings until all is forgotten in non-existence anyway and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer ever again, I just hope for non-existence where all is gone and finally I can be at peace and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall into an eternal sleep to escape from the pain and suffering of existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this. I'll always find it so torturous to be burdened with this cruel, futile existence destined to decay and die anyway and the suffering this existence causes is endless, it really does always feel like a mistake to me, I wish I never suffered more than anything and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's truly all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to never exist again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

 

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Only non-existence can bring me any relief.
It truly is all that can bring me any relief from the suffering of this torturous, deeply undesirable existence and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily.

I'll always prefer the peace of an eternal sleep over being burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, as long as I exist I'll only hope for the relief of non-existence.

I just want to never wake ever again, I just wish for all to be gone and forgotten about and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence destined to decay and die anyway and I'll just always see it as a burden to exist, it's a burden only non-existence can bring me relief from as if I'm gone I cannot suffer. There is no suffering in eternal sleep and as long as I exist I'll only wish for peace from all the suffering, I just want to never suffer ever again, I just want all to be forgotten for me but of course all the suffering and cruelty of existing just continues, it's all so terrible and I wish this existence was never imposed, I just never should had suffered and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

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Just always seeing existence as the problem.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the problem and I just wish I never suffered in this torturous, cruel existence more than anything, as long as I exist I'll only hope for an eternal sleep to solve everything for me, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I want is to never exist again.

I just want all to be gone for me, I want to disappear from this existence I always saw as a mistake and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death, all I want is to never suffer ever again, I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where all is gone and nothing can concern me, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve for me as if I'm gone I cannot suffer, non-existence really is always preferable for me and is just all I hope for. I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where all is forgotten and there is no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's suffering only eternal dreamless sleep can bring me any relief from, I just want to never exist again, non-existence is all that's positive for me, if it's up to me I'd choose to erase my existence so it's like I never suffered and there's just so much suffering in existing.

 

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Always finding it so tragic how this existence was imposed.
No matter what I'll always find it so tragic how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me.

I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again, I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where this existence I always saw as a mistake is finally forgotten and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily waiting to die anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's just suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll just always find it so terrible and dreadful to exist. As long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer again, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me relief from and solve for me as if I'm gone I cannot suffer and all I hope for is to never suffer ever again, I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently to escape from the pain and cruelty of existing and I'll always find it painful to exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me but I always wish I never suffered, never existing would had saved me from so much suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist.
No matter what I truly would always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, futile and deeply undesirable existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible and dreadful to me.

I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, only non-existence is desirable for me and is all that can bring me the peace I search for from this existence I always saw as a mistake and I'd just always prefer to peacefully cease existing than be burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily destined to decay and die anyway and I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

It's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for the dreadful unnecessary suffering of this existence I never would had chosen and as long as I exist I'll only hope for no more suffering, I just wish for the peace of non-existence where all is finally forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist. Only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief from suffering I search for and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I just always suffer from how I cannot just fall asleep permanently, all I want is to never exist again, I just want all to be gone for me but of course all the suffering continues and I suffer so much as a result of this torturous, deeply undesirable existence I just never would had chosen.

 

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To suffer in this existence is always so dreadful to me.
No matter what I really will always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, torturous deeply undesirable existence more than anything.

I'll just always see existence as an abomination that just causes harm and suffering and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace, I just want to never wake ever again but of course I continue to be burdened with this existence suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from existing. It's all so cruel to me and I'd just always
prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, torturous existence I never would had wished for and just never would had chosen and I'll always see existing as only suffering, as long as I exist I'll have so much dread for what lies ahead. I just find it so dreadful to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I suffer simply from existing. It's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from and as long as I exist I'll only wish for the relief of an eternal sleep, I just wish for peace from this cruel, dreadful existence of unnecessary suffering I just never would had chosen, to me existence really is always the problem and I always find it so dreadful to exist, I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is to never exist again, I just wish for this painful existence to be all gone and forgotten and there's just so much suffering in existing.

 

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It feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this torturous, futile existence and I just wish I was never forced to suffer, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered.

I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I wish this existence was never imposed more than anything, I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer ever again, I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I always saw as the most dreadful, cruel mistake.

I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is the peace of an eternal sleep, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief from suffering I search for and I'm just always so tired of it all, I just want all to be gone for me but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so dreadful and terrible and I'd never wish for any of this, I just want some peace instead.

 

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Only hoping for eternal sleep.
No matter what all I could hope for is eternal sleep, I just wish for no more suffering rather I just want all to be gone for me, I just hope for peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist.

I just want all to be forgotten for me and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there are no disadvantages to not existing and for me non-existence really is all that's desirable, I just wish to never suffer ever again but of course all the pain and suffering just continues, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer exist and I'll always see existing as only suffering. I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist ever again, I'd never wish for this painful, torturous existence rather I just hope for non-existence where all is finally forgotten and for me existing really is only suffering, it's all so terrible to me and I wish I never suffered, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this cruelty, harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible to me.

 

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Existence is just so cruel.
It really is so cruel and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, deeply undesirable and torturous existence more than anything, I'll always see existing as being only suffering and it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can bring me relief from as after all there are no disadvantages to being gone.

There are no disadvantages to never suffering ever again, I'll always find it so terrible and dreadful how there's all this cruelty and suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll always find it so cruel and torturous to exist, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from and I'd just always prefer to not exist.

Only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again, I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything. I find it the most dreadful tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I wish I never suffered more than anything, as long as I exist I'll only wish for peace from all the suffering of existing, I just want to never exist again but of course all the suffering continues.

 

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Always finding it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed.
No matter what I'll always find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered, I'd just never wish for the suffering of this existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake but of course all the suffering just continues.

It's all so terrible to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured only non-existence can bring me any relief and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for but of course all the suffering just continues, it's all so terrible to me and I just wish I never existed more than anything.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, it's suffering only eternal dreamless sleep can take away for me and bring me peace from and I just always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to never wake, in this existence where there's all this unnecessary suffering non-existence really is all I see as desirable and is all I hope for, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never wake, I wish for no more suffering.

 

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Non-existence is all I look forward to.
It truly is all I look forward to and hope for, I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep where this existence I always saw as the most cruel, terrible and tragic mistake is finally all forgotten about with no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all just so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence where I just hope and wait for death and I'll always see existing as just waiting to die.

I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, I just want to never exist again and there's just so much suffering in existing and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to permanently cease existing, I just want all to be gone for me with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always find it so painful to be conscious burdened with this existence, as long as I exist I'll only wish and hope to never wake ever again. I just wish for all to be forgotten but of course all the suffering just continues and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I never would had chosen, I just want to never suffer again, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence is desirable for me.

 

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Only hoping to never exist again.
No matter what I could only hope to never exist again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I wish for is the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer.

I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all just so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty in this existence I always saw as such a terrible tragic mistake.

I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence destined to decay and die anyway, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and there's just so much suffering in this existence I always saw as a mistake.

 

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Always suffer from how I cannot just cease existing peacefully.
I truly do always suffer from how I cannot just cease existing peacefully and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to not exist.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the peace I search for from this existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, I always just hope and wish to never wake and I always suffer from how I cannot just fall into an eternal dreamless sleep to finally escape from all the suffering in this torturous existence I just never would had wished for and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to never suffer again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is an eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten, existence is a problem only non-existence can solve and take away for me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to sleep permanently, I just want all to be gone for me with no more suffering and I just always suffer so much as a result of this existence I always saw as a mistake, I find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me.

 

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Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering and it's tiredness only eternal sleep could ever take away for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in non-existence where finally I can be at peace.

For me peace could only lie in an eternal sleep where finally nothing can concern me and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never wake, I just want all to be gone for me with no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace from suffering I search for but of course all the suffering of existing just continues and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to never exist ever again. I just want all to be gone for me with no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to never wake ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer so much as a result of this existence I never would had chosen and there's just so much suffering in this deeply undesirable existence I'd never wish for, I always wish I never suffered more than anything, I just never should had been burdened with this existence I always saw as such a cruel, dreadful mistake.

 

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Always seeing existence as the problem.
No matter what I'll just always see existence as the problem and I just wish I never suffered in this cruel, deeply undesirable and torturous existence more than anything, I'd just always prefer to not exist but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty just continues.

It's all so terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer ever again, I just wish for an eternal sleep where all is finally gone and there is no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to never exist again, I just want all to be forgotten for me and I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this torturous existence of unnecessary suffering I just never would had chosen. I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this existence where I suffer so unnecessarily and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence destined to decay and die anyway and I always wish I never suffered more than anything, to exist is just always so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this.

 

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To suffer in this existence is always so dreadful to me.
No matter what I'll just always find it so dreadful and terrible to suffer in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the mistake of existence but of course all the suffering continues and I always find it so dreadful to be conscious burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from, I just want to never suffer again but of course all the pain and suffering of this torturous existence just continues and as long as I exist I'll only hope to be gone, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for.

I just want to never exist again and in this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for, I'll always find it so dreadful to exist and I suffer just from existing, as long as I exist I'll only wish for eternal sleep, I just want all to be forgotten for me. I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence destined to decay and die anyway and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, I'll just always see existence as such a terrible, cruel mistake and it's one that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway, existence really is always the problem.

 

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Only hoping for peace from suffering.
No matter what all I could hope for is peace from suffering, I just want to never exist again but of course all the suffering and cruelty just continues, it's all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all suffering where all is forgotten and I'm finally no longer burdened with this existence, all I want is to never wake ever again and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to never wake ever again, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief I search for but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so dreadful to me, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where finally nothing can concern me.

 

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Always so torturous to exist.
No matter what I'll always find it so torturous to exist and I just wish I never suffered, I'd just never wish for the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is to never wake, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me.

I'd just never wish for any of this, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this torturous existence, all I want is to never wake but of course all the suffering just continues, existence to me really is always the problem and simply existing is enough to make me want to never suffer ever again.

I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I just want permanent peace from this torturous existence where I'm just hoping and waiting for death and I'll always see existing as just waiting to die, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of the suffering in this futile, torturous existence I just never would had chosen, I suffer so much as a result of this existence and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and bring me peace from as after all there are no disadvantages to being gone, all I want is to never exist ever again.

 

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Non-existence is the only peace for me.
It truly is the only peace for me and I'll only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this torturous, deeply undesirable existence I never would had chosen and would never wish for and I'd just never wish for any of this.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for from this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again.

I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where all is gone and I'd just always wish for non-existence, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never suffer ever again, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence destined to decay and die anyway, it truly is all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer ever again with all finally gone,

 

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Existence feels like a mistake.
It really does always feel like a mistake to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for but of course all the suffering just continues, I'd never wish for any of this and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer ever again.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always find it so painful to exist, it's pain only non-existence could ever take away for me and for me existence really is always the problem, it's something so terrible and dreadful that causes all this cruelty and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I always wish I never suffered, for me existence really is the problem and I'll always see existence as a mistake that just causes harm and suffering. I wish I could just choose to never suffer again, all I want is to erase this existence so it's like I never had to suffer and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it all always feels like such a cruel, terrible mistake to me and I suffer simply from existing, all I want is to never wake again, I just wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wish to not exist.
No matter what non-existence really is all I could wish for, I just want to never exist ever again with all finally gone and forgotten for me but of course all the suffering just continues and I just always suffer so much as a result of this deeply undesirable, torturous existence.

It's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I truly never should had suffered but now I've suffered so much for so long all I could hope for is to not exist, I just want to never exist ever again and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer again but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing just continues and it's all so terrible to me, as long as I exist I really will just hope for eternal sleep, I just want to never wake again, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and bring me peace from as after all there are no disadvantages to never existing again, I'd always prefer to peacefully not exist than suffer so unnecessarily.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so futile.
It truly is just so futile and I wish I never suffered in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence more than anything, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel and terrible to me.

I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where finally all is gone and for me non-existence really is the only relief, it's just all I see as desirable and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never suffer ever again.

I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where finally nothing can concern me and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to peacefully cease existing, I just want all to be gone for me but of course all the suffering just continues and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for and I suffer so much as a result of existence, it's all so terrible and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see it as so futile to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all that's desirable for me.
It truly is all that's desirable for me and is all I hope for in this existence of cruelty and suffering where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer simply from existing.

It's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace from suffering I search for and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence destined to decay and die anyway.

I'll just always find it so undesirable to exist and I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I'll only hope to never wake, I just wish for no more suffering and as long as I exist I'll only hope for non-existence, only non-existence can bring me the relief from suffering I search for and there's just so much suffering in this torturous, cruel existence I just never would had chosen and never would wish for, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, I'd never wish for this deeply undesirable existence, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd never wish to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem to me.
No matter what I'll always see existence as the problem and I wish I never suffered in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence more than anything and I'll always and only see existing as only suffering.

It's all so cruel and dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope for an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this, I'm always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence and there's just so much cruelty in existing, it's all so painful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is non-existence.

I just wish for the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where all is forgotten and there is no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always find it so painful to be conscious in this existence, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, only non-existence could ever bring me the peace from suffering, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death and for me non-existence is all that's positive.