Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence can solve everything for me.
It truly is all that can solve everything for me and bring me peace from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in an eternal dreamless sleep where this torturous, futile existence is all gone and forgotten and to finally rest and forget about this existence I just always saw as such a terrible, cruel mistake really is all I see as desirable.

I wish for no more suffering and I suffer just from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace, I just want to sleep permanently, I just want all to be gone for me with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always find it so painful to exist, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me peace from as after all there is no suffering in non-existence. I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only eternal sleep can bring me relief from, I always just hope and wait to never exist again with no more cruelty and no more suffering and I suffer just from existing, it's all so dreadful to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only non-existence is positive for me.
It really is all that's positive for me and is all I hope for, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, in this existence where there's all this torture and cruelty with no limit as to how much agony one can feel only non-existence could ever be positive for me, I just want to never wake again.

I just want for all to be gone and forgotten, if it's up to me I'd choose to erase my existence so it's like I never suffered and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so dreadful and terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only wish to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for, only non-existence can bring me any peace and I suffer just from being burdened with this existence. It's all just so cruel to me and dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for as if I don't exist I cannot suffer and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, I just wish and hope for peace from all suffering but of course all the suffering just continues, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll just wish to be gone, I just want to never exist again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only wishing to sleep permanently.
No matter what I really could only wish to sleep permanently, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where this torturous, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake is finally all forgotten and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing.

It's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, in this torturous existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it only non-existence can bring me any peace and is just the only relief for me, all I want is to never exist again, I just wish for dreamless eternal sleep where all is gone and finally I can rest but of course all the suffering and torture of existing just continues, it's all so terrible to me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything. Only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for in this torturous and dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence destined to decay and die anyway, it's all just so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty in this deeply undesirable, torturous existence, I just wish I never suffered more than anything and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all just so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want peace, I just want to never suffer ever again and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Preferring to cease existing than suffer so unnecessarily.
No matter what I really would always prefer to cease existing than suffer so unnecessarily in this deeply undesirable existence and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

Only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for but of course all the suffering just continues, it's all so terrible and I always wish I never existed, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence I just always saw as a mistake but of course all the cruelty and suffering just continues, it's all so dreadful to me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything in this existence where I'm just waiting to die anyway and I'll always see existing as waiting for death. It's just suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from existing, as long as I exist I really will just hope to never wake, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where finally all is forgotten and I can be at peace. I just want to never exist ever again but of course the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues, it's all so terrible and I always wish I was never forced to suffer burdened with this existence just waiting to cease existing anyway and I'll always see existing as waiting to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for no more suffering.
No matter what all I could wish for is no more suffering, I just hope for the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten and I can rest, only non-existence can bring me any relief from the pain and cruelty of existing and I suffer just from existing.

It's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never exist again and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is just all I see as desirable, I just want to never exist again but of course all the suffering just continues and as long as I exist I'll just wish for peace. I just want to never exist again, I just want all to be gone for me and I suffer just from existing, it's all just so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I only hope for no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long, it's all so cruel and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result.

 

[FuneralCry]

To not exist is all that's desirable to me.
It truly is all that's desirable to me and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily no matter what, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the terrible, tragic mistake of existence but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing just continues.

It's all so terrible to me and I wish I never suffered at all more than anything, I'll just always see existence as the most dreadful, harmful abomination that just causes pain and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's all so cruel to me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I always find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I suffer just from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I find it so tragic how this existence was even imposed. I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, I just want to never exist ever again but of course I continue to suffer in this existence I always saw as a mistake just waiting to die anyway and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, I never should had been forced to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is just all I see as desirable.
It truly is just all I see as desirable and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this cruel, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake again, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me.

I just want all to finally be forgotten but of course all the pain and suffering just continues and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all just so terrible and as long as I exist I'll only hope for an eternal sleep where all is forgotten and finally I can rest, I really do just suffer from how I cannot just choose to never wake again and I'll always and only see non-existence as positive. I just hope for peace from all the pain and torture of existing and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, all I hope for is dreamless eternal sleep, only non-existence could ever be positive for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from this torturous, deeply undesirable existence where I'm just waiting to die and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer so much as a result of this cruel, futile existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and I just wish more than anything I never suffered in this deeply undesirable, torturous existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so terrible and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist.

Only the peace of non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself as if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in an eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten and nothing in this existence I just always saw as a mistake can concern me, I'll just always see existence as the problem and I wish I never suffered more than anything. I just never should had been burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering and I just suffer from existing, it's all so cruel to me and only non-existence can bring me any relief, I'll just only be at peace in non-existence where all is finally gone and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, existence really is just so cruel, so painful and so torturous and there's just so much pain in existing, I really would never wish to suffer at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much pain in existing.
There really is just so much pain in existing and it's pain only an eternal sleep can take away for me, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I wish I was never burdened with this existence more than anything, this existence just never should had been imposed and I find it such a terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed, I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence could ever be desirable for me and bring me any peace and I suffer just from existing.

It's all so cruel and terrible to me and I just wish I never had to suffer, I'll always find it so painful to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I suffer just from existing, it's all so cruel to me and there's just so much pain,suffering and cruelty in existing and I just always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again to finally escape from it all. I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the relief and peace from suffering I search for and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for non-existence.
I truly do only hope for non-existence, I just want some peace, I just want to never exist again but of course all the suffering just continues, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

I'd just never wish for any of this suffering rather I only want to not exist, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for and solve everything for me in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, I truly would never wish for any of this and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, no matter what I'll always see existence as such a dreadful, torturous abomination that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me. I'd just never wish for the cruelty and suffering of this torturous, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer just from existing, I'll always find it so terrible to exist and in this existence where there's all this unnecessary suffering only non-existence can bring me peace, I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence and I'll just always see it as the most cruel, dreadful burden to exist, it's a burden only non-existence can take away for me and finally bring me relief from as if I'm gone I cannot suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always suffer as a result of existence.
I truly do always suffer as a result of existence and it's all so cruel and terrible to me, I just wish I never existed more than anything, I never should had suffered and never should had been burdened with this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty in existing, more than anything I just wish I never had to suffer.

I never should had been burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering but of course it all just continues and it's all so dreadful to me, for me non-existence really is just the only peace and is all I hope for, I wish this existence was never imposed, I just never should had suffered but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all just so cruel and terrible to me, more than anything I just wish I never existed. I just never should had suffered in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, I truly would always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily no matter what and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never wake, I just wish for an eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten and I can rest, only non-existence can solve everything for me and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself as if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in non-existence where all is finally forgotten and I can be at peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I truly am always so tired of suffering and it's tiredness only non-existence can bring me peace from, I just want to never exist again but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing just continues, it's all so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, I'll just only be at peace in eternal and only eternal sleep can bring me the relief I search for from this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just want to never exist again.

I'm just always so tired of suffering and I suffer simply from existing, only eternal sleep can bring me the peace I search for in this existence that just causes all this unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all just so cruel to me and I always wish I never suffered and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this cruelty and suffering, all I want is to never exist again. I just want some peace and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer have to suffer and there's just so much suffering in existing, as long as I exist I'll just hope for peace, all I want is to sleep, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so cruel to me, there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in this torturous existence I just never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always an unnecessary harm to me.
It truly is and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I just never should had been forced to be conscious in this torturous, futile existence I just always saw as a mistake and there's just so much pain and so much suffering in existing.

I'd just never wish for this harmful existence rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so terrible and dreadful to me, I always and only just want to never wake, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's all so cruel and there's just so much cruelty in this painful existence, non-existence really is all that can bring me any relief. I just want to never wake ever again, I just want this existence to be all gone, I'll just always see it as so harmful to be conscious burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I suffer just from existing, it's all so cruel and terrible to me and I always wish I never existed, I just never should had suffered at all and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I'd just never wish for any of this, I wish I was never burdened with this harmful, futile existence I just never would had chosen, to suffer in this existence is always so terrible and dreadful to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

There's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing.
There really is and it's all just so terrible to me, I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this existence I just always saw as a mistake but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existence just continues, it's all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for, I suffer just from existing and it's suffering only eternal dreamless sleep could ever take away for me and bring me peace from, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I suffer just from being conscious burdened with this existence destined to decay and die anyway.

I just wish I never suffered and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all so terrible and cruel to me and I wish I never suffered, I just never should had suffered at all and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty in this deeply undesirable existence. I want all to be gone for me, I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all torture and suffering where finally all is gone and nothing can concern me, I just wish to never exist ever again, I'm just so tired of it all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to never wake again.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is to never wake, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where all is finally forgotten and I just always suffer from how I cannot just choose to never wake ever again to finally escape from this deeply undesirable, torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing.

It's all so dreadful to me, I suffer just from existing and it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me peace from, I just want all to be gone for me and I just always suffer so much from existing, it's all so terrible to me and I wish this existence was never imposed, more than anything I wish I never had to suffer at all and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is all I see as desirable. I just wish to never suffer ever again and as long as I exist I'll only wish to never wake, all that existence does is just cause and bring so much suffering all for the sake of it, it's all so dreadful and cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty in existing, I wish to just never wake ever again, non-existence truly is the only peace for me in this existence so undesirable that just causes and brings all this harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway, I just wish I never suffered, I never should had been burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is an imposition.
It truly is an imposition and it's one so cruel and torturous that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily.

Only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence that was so tragically imposed and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, all that this existence does is cause suffering all for the sake of it that there was never a need for and I suffer just from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me as if I'm gone I cannot suffer, I'll just always see existence as the most cruel imposition and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, to suffer in this existence really is always so dreadful to me and I just wish I never had to exist. I'm always so tired of being burdened with this existence, for me only non-existence could ever be positive and is just the only peace for me, all I want is to never wake again but of course the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues and I suffer just from existing, it's all so terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence where I just hope and wait for death and I'll always see existing as just waiting to die, it's just pain and suffering there was never a need for and I'd just never wish to suffer at all no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd just never wish for any of this.
I truly would just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and finally take away and solve what I see as the true problem which is existence itself as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer.

There is no suffering in non-existence where all is gone and I suffer just from existing, it's all so terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is some peace and for me peace could only lie in an eternal sleep where all is forgotten and there is no more suffering and I suffer just from existing, it's suffering only the peace of eternal sleep could ever take away for me as after all there are no disadvantages to never existing again. In this existence where there's all this cruelty, pain and suffering only non-existence can bring me peace and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer so unnecessarily just waiting to die anyway and I'll always see existing as waiting for death, it's just suffering there was never a need for and I suffer so much as a result of this torturous, cruel existence I just never would had chosen, I'll always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me, I just hope to never exist ever again, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this cruel, futile existence I always saw as a terrible mistake no matter what and I suffer just from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

To not exist is all I could wish for.
It truly is all I could wish for, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this deeply undesirable torturous existence and I'd just never wish for any of this.

I really will only be at peace once I no longer exist, I'll just always see it as so terrible and dreadful to exist capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I suffer so much as a result of existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and there's just so much cruelty in this existence I always saw as a mistake, I just wish I never existed, I just never should had suffered at all but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty just continues, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this. In this existence so torturous and cruel only non-existence can bring me peace and I'll just always and only see non-existence as positive, I just want to never wake again, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering and I just suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to never wake ever again, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so cruel to me and I suffer simply from existing, I always just hope and wish to never wake, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I just want all to be gone for me, I just want this existence to be forgotten.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always and only suffering to me.
No matter what I really will always see existence as always and only suffering, I just want to never exist again but of course all the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues, it's all so terrible to me and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence destined to decay and die anyway, all I just want is to never wake ever again, I just want all to be forgotten with no more pain and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence, I just want to never wake.

I just want some peace and I'll only be ar peace once I no longer suffer so unnecessarily in this cruel, torturous existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only dreamless sleep could ever take away for me, all I wish for is an dreamless eyernal sleep free from all suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, I just want all to be forgotten for me, I'll just always see existence as a mistake no matter what and it's one that just causes so much harm and suffering until the peace of eternal sleeo takes away all anyway. For me non-existence really is all I see as desirable, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence destined to decay and die anyway, all I want is to never wake ever again, I just wish for peace and for me peace could only lie in never suffering ever again and I'm just always so tired of suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem to me.
It really is always the problem to me and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, torturous and deeply undesirable existence rather all I hope for is the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally gone and I can rest.

No matter what I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I suffer just from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me as after all there are no disadvantages to being gone.

I'd just always prefer to peacefully cease existing than be burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I suffer just from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from this existence I just always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing. It's all so dreadful to me and I always wish I never suffered, I'll just always see it as so dreadful to suffer in this existence and simply just existing is enough to make me wish for death, all I want is to never wake, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist again, I wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

All that existence does is cause suffering.
It truly does just cause suffering and I suffer just from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake ever again, only the peace of non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from this existence I just always saw as a mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to never wake and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently to finally escape from this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing.

It's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this, in this existence so torturous and futile only eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally gone could ever bring me peace, I just want to never wake again, I just want all to be forgotten for me, I'll just always see it as so terrible and dreadful to suffer in this existence, for me only non-existence could ever be positive. I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer just from existing, it's all so cruel and I'd never wish for any of this, only non-existence could ever bring me the relief I search for, I wish for no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this cruel existence and there's just so much suffering in existing, I always wish I never had to suffer at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist is always so terrible to me.
No matter what I really will always find it so terrible to exist and I just wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous, deeply undesirable existence I always saw as a mistake.

I suffer just from existing and it's suffering only dreamless eternal sleep could ever take away for me and bring me relief from as after all there are no disadvantages to being gone, only non-existence can solve everything for me in this dreadful deeply undesirable existence I just never would had chosen and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so cruel and terrible to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is to never exist ever again. Only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for from this cruel existence where I'm just waiting to die and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I just wish I never suffered. Only non-existence can bring me any peace and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I hope for is to never wake ever again, I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering and I suffer just from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, I just want some peace from this terrible, dreadful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is just all I hope for.
It truly is just all I hope for, I just want to never exist again but of course I continue to suffer and I suffer just from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

Only non-existence is desirable to me in this existence I always saw as such a terrible mistake and I'd just never wish to exist rather all I want is to never suffer ever again, I just hope for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where finally nothing can concern me and I can rest, only non-existence can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and I suffer just from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything.

For me non-existence really is the only relief and is just all I see as desirable, I just want to never exist again, I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer just from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me peace from. I just want to never suffer ever again, there are no disadvantages to being gone after all and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to cease existing anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting to die, it's just suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist is always so dreadful to me.
No matter what I'll just always find it so dreadful to exist and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this deeply undesirable existence of unnecessary suffering and I suffer just from existing. It's all so terrible and cruel to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake.

I just wish for dreamless eternal sleep and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to never wake ever again to finally escape from this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I just wish I never existed more than anything, for me non-existence really is all I see as desirable, as long as I exist I'll always have so much dread for what lies ahead, everything about existence is just so dreadful to me and I suffer just from existing, it's all so cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake. For me non-existence really is the only peace and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me and I just always suffer from how I cannot just choose to cease existing peacefully, all I want is to never wake again, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I'd never wish to suffer in this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd never wish for any of this.
No matter what I really would never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist ever again, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering, only non-existence can solve everything for me and bring me the relief I search for but of course all the suffering just continues and I always suffer so much as a result of this deeply undesirable existence.

For me non-existence really is the only peace and I suffer just from being burdened with this existence I always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to rest, I just want to never exist ever again, I'll just always see existence as the most torturous burden that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I just suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to sleep permanently, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for but of course all the pain and suffering just continues. It's all so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for in this deeply undesirable existence where I'm just waiting to die and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's just pain and suffering there was never a need for and I suffer simply from existing, it's all just so dreadful and cruel to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

There's just so much cruelty in existing.
There really is just so much cruelty in existing and I'd just never wish for this cruel, deeply undesirable existence of suffering all for the sake of it rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so dreadful to me.

I'd just never wish for any of this no matter what rather all I hope for is an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering and I just suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to never wake again, for me non-existence really is the only peace in this existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this. Only non-existence can solve everything for me and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again causing all this harm and suffering even know this existence was so tragically imposed and I suffer just from existing, it's all so cruel and dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist ever again, non-existence truly is the only relief for me and is just all I see as desirable in this existence I always saw as such a cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never wake, only eternal sleep can bring me peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this existence I just never would had chosen and more than anything I just wish I never suffered in this existence I always saw as a mistake, I suffer so much as a result of this existence and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me.

I'd just always prefer to not exist, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll just hope to never wake, I just want all to be gone for me but of course all the suffering just continues and more than anything I wish I never suffered, I just never should had been burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering I always saw as a mistake and to me existing really is only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's all so dreadful to me and I'll just only be at peace where I'm finally free from this existence where it feels like I've suffered for so long and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence, all I want is to never wake again. I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me truly is an abomination.
No matter what I really will always see existence as an abomination that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily.

Only the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep can solve and take away what I see as the true problem which is existence itself as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer and I'd just never wish to suffer in this torturous, futile existence rather all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer again but of course all the pain, suffering and cruelty of existing just continues and I always wish I never suffered, I just never should had been burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it, for me existence really is the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me as if I'm gone I cannot suffer and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is to not exist. Only non-existence could ever bring me the peace and relief I search for from this existence I'll always see as only suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all just so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty and suffering in this deeply undesirable existence I never would had chosen that I just saw as the most terrible, dreadful mistake and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always be only suffering.
It really is only suffering to me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd just never wish for the suffering of this torturous, deeply undesirable existence rather all I wish for is non-existence, for me only non-existence could ever be desirable.

I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence I always saw as a mistake, it really is all so cruel to me and I wish I never had to suffer more than anything, I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this cruelty, harm and suffering as a result and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone, I wish for no more suffering rather all I want is to never exist ever again, only non-existence could ever solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for. I'll just always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from, I just wish to never suffer ever again in this torturous existence I never would had chose, all I want is peace from all the suffering but of course I continue to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I'd just never wish for and I suffer simply from existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I only hope for dreamless eternal sleep, I just hope to be free from all the suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I suffer so much as a result of this futile, torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for any of this.
No matter what I really would never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from this existence I always saw as a mistake and I suffer just from existing, it's all so terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want to never wake ever again.

I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this existence of torturous unnecessary suffering and I suffer just from existing, it's all so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to never wake, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the relief I search for from this existence where I'm just waiting to die and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's just dreadful unnecessary suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I suffer simply from existing. All I wish for is to never wake ever again, I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where finally all is gone and nothing in this existence I always saw as the most dreadful mistake can concern me and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so cruel to me and there's just so much cruelty in existing, all I want is to never wake again, I'll just only be at peace in non-existence where finally all is gone and I can rest, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I just want to never exist again.