Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the most terrible cruel mistake to me.
It'll just always be the most terrible cruel mistake to me and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing.

I just want peace from this existence so dreadful that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous, cruel existence, all I want is to erase this existence, I just want it to be like this existence of suffering all for the sake of it was never imposed at all.

 

[Bishop]

Existence is just always the most terrible cruel mistake to me.
It'll just always be the most terrible cruel mistake to me and I'd just never wish for the torture of existing, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing.

I just want peace from this existence so dreadful that just causes all this harm, cruelty and suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous, cruel existence, all I want is to erase this existence, I just want it to be like this existence of suffering all for the sake of it was never imposed at all.

Agreed. 100%

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing to be conscious of anything at all.
No matter what I really would never wish to be conscious of anything at all and I'd never wish for the terrible, torturous burden of existing, all I want is to be gone, I just want peace from this dreadful, cruel existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake.

To be conscious in this existence is the most terrible cruel abomination that just causes harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll always see existence as the problem, it's one only non-existence can solve for me, I just hope for no more torture and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much torture in existing.
There truly is so much torture in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and no matter what I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so torturous and terrible that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering.

I'll always find it torture to exist, to me existence truly is an abomination and it's one that just causes all this futile, unnecessary suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of this dreadful, painful existence that just tortures existing beings.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just so evil to me.
It truly is so evil to me and I'd just never wish for the suffering, torture and evil of this existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake, all I want is to be gone, I'll just always see the existence of life as the most horrific, terrible tragedy that just causes all this torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

There's just so much evil in existing with existing beings tortured in agony every second, all I want is to never suffer again, I just want peace from this existence so torturous and cruel, existence to me is just so harmful, there's just so much suffering in this torturous existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only wishing for this existence to be erased.
No matter what for this existence to be erased is just all I hope for, all I want is peace from this existence of torturous suffering that I just always saw as a mistake, to be at true permanent peace is just all I see as desirable.

I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always see this dreadful existence as being only suffering, I just want to be gone, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence with no more torture and no more suffering and I'll just always see existing as being only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

To exist will always mean to suffer.
It truly does mean to suffer and all I want is peace from the terrible torture and suffering of existing, I just want to erase this dreadful, painful existence, I just want it to be like I never suffered at all in this existence so harmful and torturous.

I'll just always see existing as being only suffering, I just suffer so much as a result of this terrible, torturous existence, all I want is for all to be gone, forgotten and erased for me in the peace of non-existence, I just want peace from the terrible torture and suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the suffering of existing.
No matter what I really would never wish for the suffering of existing and I'll just always see existing as just being dreadful, futile suffering, all I want is to be gone, I just want peace from the terrible mistake of existence and I'll just always see existing as only suffering.

All I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so terrible and dreadful that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, I just wish that more than anything this terrible, torturous existence of dreadful suffering was never imposed and I'll always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much torture in this cruel existence.
There truly is so much torture in this cruel, dreadful existence and as long as I exist I really will just wish and hope to never be tortured again, all I want is peace from this dreadful existence of torturous suffering.

I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence, to be conscious burdened with this torturous existence will just always be an abomination to me, all I want is to erase this terrible, cruel existence that just causes all this harm and suffering, I just want peace from the torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always find it so undesirable to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence and I'd never wish for any kind of existence rather all I want is true permanent peace.

I just hope to be permanently free from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel mistake that just causes all this torture and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I'll just always see it as an abomination to exist, I'll always see existence as the problem and simply just existing is enough to make me want to never suffer again, I just hope for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence solves everything for me.
It truly does solve everything for me in this existence so cruel, terrible and torturous as after all if I don't exist I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in being permanently unconscious where this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake is finally all gone and forgotten, all I hope for is no more suffering and no more pain.

For me ceasing to exist is just all that's positive, for me ceasing to exist is the positive solution to finally be at peace from this existence so torturous and cruel that I just never would had chosen that should just never be imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always and only hoping to never suffer again.
I truly will always hope to never suffer again, all I want is peace from this existence so cruel, terrible and torturous that just causes all this pain and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I just want to erase this torturous existence of dreadful suffering.

I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake, I just hope for peace from the torture of this cruel, terrible existence that I just always saw as an abomination, only non-existence can solve everything for me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I see as positive.
It truly is all I see as positive in this existence so torturous and dreadful, all I want is some peace from the torture and suffering of existing and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer, for me ceasing to exist is the positive solution, all I want is to never suffer again.

I just hope for peace from this existence so torturous and dreadful that just causes all this cruelty and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and to me existing will just always be torture, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me any relief from, I just hope and wish for the peace of non-existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always hoping to never exist again.
No matter what to never suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence ever again is just all I could hope for, I just want peace from the torture, cruelty and suffering of this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in this terrible, cruel existence.

All I want is to be gone, in this existence so terrible and cruel only non-existence can solve everything for me, I just wish for no more suffering, I just want to never suffer again, for me only non-existence could ever be positive, for me ceasing to exist is the positive solution to find peace from the torture of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wishing for the suffering of this painful, dreadful existence.
No matter what I really would never wish for the suffering of this painful, dreadful existence and in this existence of torturous suffering non-existence is just the only peace for me, all I want is to be gone.

I just want to be free from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake and there's just so much cruelty, suffering and torture in existing, I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence, for me non-existence is just the only relief from this existence so tortuous, this existence should never had been imposed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this torturous, dreadful existence and I'd just never wish for the torture and suffering of existing no matter what rather all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious and finally free from the torture of existing.

No matter what eternal sleep is just all I see as desirable in this existence that to me will always be the most cruel mistake, I just hope for no more suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily, I truly am always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing only ever causes pain and suffering.
It truly does just cause pain and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, dreadful existence, for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so terrible and torturous.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous existence, to exist truly does mean to suffer and the suffering of existing is endless, I just want to be gone, I just want this existence of dreadful, torturous suffering to be all gone, forgotten and erased for me with no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much torture in this dreadful, painful existence.
There truly is so much torture in this dreadful, painful existence and I'd just never wish for this torturous existence rather all I want is peace, I just wish to be free from all the suffering in this existence I just always saw as the most terrible, cruel mistake.

All that existence ever does is harm and torture existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence, I just want all to be gone, forgotten and erased for me in the peace of non-existence and for me non-existence is just the only peace from this existence so dreadful, cruel and torturous, all I hope for is to be gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

For me ceasing to exist is all that's desirable.
It truly is all I see as desirable in this existence so cruel and torturous, for me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence I just always saw as the most dreadful, terrible mistake and there's just so much cruelty in existing.

I just hope and wish to be gone, only non-existence can bring me the peace from suffering I search for and I'll just always see existing as only suffering, to suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination to me, all I want is to erase this existence, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence with no more suffering

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence to me is peace.
It truly is peace to me and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this cruel, dreadful existence, all I want is the peace of non-existence, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so tortuous and terrible.

For me non-existence is just the only peace and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me ceasing to exist is just all that's positive, I just hope for no more suffering, all I see as positive is being permanently unconscious where this existence is no longer my problem and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me will always just be waiting for death.
It truly is just waiting for death to me and I suffer so much from waiting to die in this dreadful, torturous existence, all I want is peace.

I just want to be free from the suffering and cruelty of this terrible, futile existence that just harms existing beings and causes all this futile suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence that is just waiting to die, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again, I could just never see any point of any of this, I'll always just see existing as waiting to die with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence will always be a terrible mistake to me.
It truly will always be the most terrible mistake to me and I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this torturous existence, all I hope for is to never suffer again, all that existence ever does is just cause all this dreadful suffering.

For me non-existence is just all that's desirable to find peace from this existence so cruel and dreadful, all I want is peace from this existence of torturous suffering, I just want to be free from the mistake of existence, I'll just always see existence as the problem no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Ceasing to exist for me will always be the positive solution.
It truly is the positive solution for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of non-existence where all is gone and forgotten and I'll just always prefer to not exist, for me non-existence is just all I see as desirable.

I wish I never suffered more than anything, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this existence of torturous dreadful suffering, I just want to not exist, there's just so much torture in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much terrible cruelty in how peaceful death is denied.
There truly is so much terrible cruelty in how peaceful death is denied and I suffer simply from being burdened with this cruel, torturous existence, for me non-existence is just all that's positive which is why I suffer so much from being trapped in this dreadful existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be free from the pain and torture of existing.

I just hope for no more suffering and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence of dreadful suffering, it truly is the most horrific, cruel world where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is my peace.
It truly is my peace from the suffering of existing and to exist truly does mean to suffer, this existence just never should had been imposed and it's just the most terrible tragedy how it was causing all this cruelty and suffering as a result.

All I want is true permanent peace, I just want to never suffer again, I just want to be permanently unconscious free from the pain, suffering and torture of existing, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for, ceasing to exist is just all I see as positive in this existence of dreadful suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'd only be relieved to never suffer again.
No matter what I really would only ever be relieved to never suffer again, I just want some peace from the torture and suffering of this dreadful existence, I just hope to be gone, no matter what to me existing will always be only suffering and only in non-existence will I be at peace from all the suffering.

Only eternal sleep could ever be desirable and positive to me, all that existence ever does is cause harm and suffering torturing existing beings and I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence, only in non-existence will I be free from all pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing can only get more torturous.
It truly can only get more torturous with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence, to me it'll always be torture to be conscious in this existence.

I'll just always see existence as the most terrible, cruel mistake and to exist really does mean to suffer, all that existence ever does is just cause all this cruelty, harm and suffering, I'll just always see existence as the problem, simply just existing is enough to make me want true permanent peace from the torture of this cruel existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to be free.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is to be free and at peace from the terrible torture and suffering of existing and I'll just always see existing as just being suffering, I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this torturous painful existence.

There's just so much torture in this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence that just causes harm and suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, to be at true permanent peace from all suffering is just all I see as desirable, I just want to be gone, I'll just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this existence no matter what.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is just always so painful to me.
It truly is always so painful to me and there's just so much pain in this cruel, torturous existence that I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone, I just want to be permanently unconscious free from the torture and suffering of this dreadful, cruel existence.

To me existence will just always be the most terrible, cruel mistake that just causes all this cruelty, torture and suffering and all I want is peace from the pain of existing, I just hope to never be burdened with this cruel, dreadful existence again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence only ever causes all this pain and suffering.
It truly does only ever cause all this pain and suffering and all I want is to never suffer again, to me existence will always be the most terrible, cruel mistake and all I want is peace from the torture of existing, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable.

For me ceasing to exist is the positive solution to find peace from the suffering of this dreadful deeply undesirable existence, I just hope to be at peace, only non-existence can bring me the peace from this existence so dreadful and torturous that I search for, I just hope to never suffer again,