bl33ding_heart
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FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,465
To cease existing is just all I could hope for.
It truly is all I could hope and wish for and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all so terrible and I just wish I never existed.
I really never should had suffered at all in this existence I never would had chose but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, the fact that this existence was imposed causing all this suffering as a result is just always the most terrible tragedy to me and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me.
I just want to never exist ever again and as long as I exist I'll only hope to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the peace I search for, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I want is to permanently cease existing, only non-existence can bring me any peace from this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just want all to be gone for me, I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence destined to decay and die anyway, it's all just so dreadful to me.
It truly is all I could hope and wish for and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all so terrible and I just wish I never existed.
I really never should had suffered at all in this existence I never would had chose but of course all the suffering just continues and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, the fact that this existence was imposed causing all this suffering as a result is just always the most terrible tragedy to me and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me.
I just want to never exist ever again and as long as I exist I'll only hope to not exist, only non-existence can solve everything for me and finally bring me the peace I search for, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I want is to permanently cease existing, only non-existence can bring me any peace from this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just want all to be gone for me, I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence destined to decay and die anyway, it's all just so dreadful to me.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,465
Existing to me is just waiting to die.
To me existing truly is just waiting to die and I just suffer so much from waiting for death in this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish to exist rather all I hope for is the peace of non-existence.
I just want all to be forgotten for me with no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence destined to decay and die anyway, I'll just always see it as so futile to exist, to me existing really is only suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so terrible to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone.
I just wish to be permanently free from this torturous, cruel existence where I'm just waiting to die anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from existing, I really would never wish for any of this rather I just want to never exist ever again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I hope for is dreamless eternal sleep where all is finally gone and I can be at peace and for me peace could only lie in non-existence, I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this cruel, torturous and deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake.
To me existing truly is just waiting to die and I just suffer so much from waiting for death in this existence I always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and I'd just never wish to exist rather all I hope for is the peace of non-existence.
I just want all to be forgotten for me with no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence destined to decay and die anyway, I'll just always see it as so futile to exist, to me existing really is only suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this existence, it's all so terrible to me and I wish I never existed more than anything, as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone.
I just wish to be permanently free from this torturous, cruel existence where I'm just waiting to die anyway and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's just suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from existing, I really would never wish for any of this rather I just want to never exist ever again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I hope for is dreamless eternal sleep where all is finally gone and I can be at peace and for me peace could only lie in non-existence, I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this cruel, torturous and deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake.
