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ddd1234

Experienced
Nov 23, 2021
268
Have you thought about that? Putting all savings on red or black... If you win maybe it will bring some smile on your face. If you lose it will be easier to overcome SI. That's win-win.
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,156
You could always mess around with cryptocurrencies…
Have you thought about that? Putting all savings on red or black... If you win maybe it will bring some smile on your face. If you lose it will be easier to overcome SI. That's win-win.
One reason I am not gambling all my money is that I need to save it in case this process of CTB takes a while and I'm guessing it will… Some people have been in this state of mind for years…
 
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Interloper

Interloper

All you have to do is ask
Jul 23, 2021
693
Fuck giving money to a casino, I'm giving it all to someone that I know will do good with it.
 
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ddd1234

Experienced
Nov 23, 2021
268
Fuck giving money to a casino, I'm giving it all to someone that I know will do good with it.
yep but maybe winning will change your mind, and losing surpass your SI. Doesn't make it sense?
 
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Interloper

Interloper

All you have to do is ask
Jul 23, 2021
693
yep but maybe winning will change your mind, and losing surpass your SI. Doesn't make it sense?
I've already been at rock bottom in regards to money and it didn't do much sadly. But I can see what you mean.
 
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healthrecovery

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Sep 25, 2021
378
Use alot of drugs and have a fun time
 
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Not Sure

Member
Oct 27, 2021
37
So basically suicide by gambling? I don't think playing to lose will help with the SI, might even make it worse.
 
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_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
1,141
what's the chance of lets say doubling it vs loosing it? if i had a lot of money and was about to ctb, i would rather give it to people who will appreciate it, people who can't afford food or people who will do good with it.. i think its a better deal, dying with the feeling of having helped but just my 2cents
 
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Dec 9, 2018
26
Funnier way is if you start taking as much credit as possible growing your debt and then giving it away for charity or something like a good cause idk. One way ticked to a sunny island buy some drugs and whores doesnt cost so much....one reason for suicide thoughts are that we are fed up with our situation and depression hit hard. If you have money and left the place and leave a note i am gone to kill myself. Well less worry for the debtors start a new life somewhere or ctb there. I see it as win win^^ Gambling money is to risky, if you lose and you change your mind...well deeper in the shithole. But if you run away with a large sum of money.....well thats another story
 
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Quiet Desperation

Lonely wanderer
Dec 7, 2020
204
One thing you're overlooking: if you fail or change your mind, then you're broke and you will hate yourself for what you've done. I know it feels like 100% sometimes but these outcomes are more likely than you might think. I didn't gamble but I did make some really poor financial decisions during my last attempt and I deeply regret it.
 
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rationalis

Student
Nov 25, 2021
158
what's the chance of lets say doubling it vs loosing it? if i had a lot of money and was about to ctb, i would rather give it to people who will appreciate it, people who can't afford food or people who will do good with it.. i think its a better deal, dying with the feeling of having helped but just my 2cent

(Nearly) everyone likes free stuff. I used to plan to leave money to charities but no longer trust people are rational. Most people are not good at long term planning.
 
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FromGermany

Specialist
Oct 23, 2021
336
Have you thought about that? Putting all savings on red or black... If you win maybe it will bring some smile on your face. If you lose it will be easier to overcome SI. That's win-win.
Exactly what being-for-one-day-a-roulette-legend Ashley Revell did.

 

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