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Kcilrag

Member
Sep 12, 2018
7
Hello everyone,

I've decided to ctb, full suspension that will be. Bought my rope and been thinking about it for years now. I have a problem though: i have a perfect spot in my house, but as i live with family, i really don't want any of them to find me, or them having to live in that place with the thought of me at every corner.

Therefore i'm planning to do it in the woods nearby, as i dont have a car to drive much further. Big issue though: it is not an isolated area, and on top of that the only trees that would do the job seem to be in the open, or near roads that would make me potentially visible at night to potential patrol cars.

I am a bit puzzled and hesitant as what to do, as i must ctb this week at all costs, but can't afford to fail and be rescued...

Any insight would be greatly appreciated. Thanks a lot
 
ImpairedLowlife

ImpairedLowlife

Empty and hollow
Aug 3, 2020
367
Try to do it at the night time. If you do it at 2-4am you mostly like won't be noticed before you'll die
 
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Kcilrag

Member
Sep 12, 2018
7
That is indeed my plan. I just fear someone would feel like having a night walk, or police cars patrolling
 
Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
4,704
@Kcirla, I'm sorry you're contemplating such things. Would it be possible to take a bus and/or train to somewhere more remote?
 
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GreenTree

Mage
Jun 1, 2020
568
That was my plan today but I bottled it. Well I was waiting till dark and some people showed up. I still think I'd have bottled it.
 

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