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[Ednospatient]

all the good methods are unavailable to me, and my SI kicks in whenever I try to hang myself. What the FUCK do I do?

 

[BobMorane]

get a more passive method like sn

 

[logan]

That's quite normal and that's how most of the people here feel.

Maybe you will find another way out of your situation.

 

[Ednospatient]

get a more passive method like sn

I have tried to order SN from 4 different sites but something has gone wrong each time

 

[Nati]

I have tried to order SN from 4 different sites but something has gone wrong each time

Do you mind sharing what gone wrong? I'm thinking about ordering and I wonder what's the process on that..

 

[Ednospatient]

Do you mind sharing what gone wrong? I'm thinking about ordering and I wonder what's the process on that..

One page says my address is incomplete when it is in fact not, one page declines my card, one page doesn't ship outside the US and one page gave me an incorrect reference number

 

[OnlyTheWind]

For hanging you can drink enough alcohol to numb your SI. You can also play chicken with the rope by stepping very close to the edge of the chair if it is full suspension. You can also really focus on what is making you suicidal.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are in this situation. I understand how you feel. I wish it was easier, but we are denied peaceful ways out and the SI also holds me back. We deserve a right to die. It can be like being trapped. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[Addi_Madd]

Is there a jumping point accessible to you? There's a risk of this method going wrong and leaving you paralysed for life, or dying an undignified agonising death, but at least once you've jumped no SI in the world can fight gravity.

 

[Ednospatient]

Is there a jumping point accessible to you? There's a risk of this method going wrong and leaving you paralysed for life, or dying an undignified agonising death, but at least once you've jumped no SI in the world can fight gravity.

Letting go of the railing is the hard part