Venting frustrated because nothing is fun

[ilvgore]

im so so bored sitting in my room doing nothing boring going out doing something is boring so there isn't much left i can do or what i would like to do the question thats always there is for why do i do things if my outlook on life will never change life for me never will be fun even being on the phone feels like a chore everything feels like a chore i dont have energy for anything why should i write a long text when it wont help me i think life is not for me it so BORINGi hate the way my mind works my personality disorder how ugly i am my work and i have no hobbies because anything i do gets boring i no time and the worst part is when u want to free yourself from this mess it takes braincell to plan everything which is exhaustingits too much

 

[mattoman]

I have issues finding anything fun anymore either. Gambling and drinking is fun, unfortunately those requires money which I don't have that much because paying rent and eating is somewhat important as well.

 

[ilvgore]

I have issues finding anything fun anymore either. Gambling and drinking is fun, unfortunately those requires money which I don't have that much because paying rent and eating is somewhat important as well.

same destroying myself possible dying from these options seems enjoyable thats why i selfharm i want to start drugs but idk where to obtain because i dont have connections

 

[LonelyMe]

I got the same problem. Everything is so boring nowadays! It wasn't always like this for me...

 

[mattoman]

same destroying myself possible dying from these options seems enjoyable thats why i selfharm i want to start drugs but idk where to obtain because i dont have connections

I wouldn't suggest just starting drugs unless you know what you're taking and how much you should take. Just saying because I don't want to encourage anyone to do anything harmful. But you do your own decisions of course. I drink and gamble because those are the only things I get enjoyment out of. I've tried taking a walk, reading a book, watching series, talking to friends. They all get boring after a while.

I don't know, I don't hate life but I don't exactly enjoy it either. Everything is dull. Other thing that brings me joy is work but I can't really stay there 24/7 either.

 

[Car98]

I guess it's part of how I see things, as a person. Even things that seem fun aren't at all to me, I just feel the burden of any little action there is to do. And the gloomy halo of my depression when I go back home.