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Silent.Tears

Silent.Tears

Experienced
Nov 5, 2021
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If you had a really pretty, one of its kind, exceptional, rare, unique, beautiful, [ & some more related diary-adjectives to give you a sense of how special this diary is ], What purpose would you use it for? Why?
 
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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
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If you had a really pretty, one of its kind, exceptional, rare, unique, beautiful, [ & some more related diary-adjectives to give you a sense of how special this diary is ], What purpose would you use it for? Why?
A diary can be discovered and if you bared your soul in one and really told how you felt, it could be used to force you into psychiatric care pronto. Never offer anyone information that can compromise your, thoughts, possible actions, and deeds. See X-files, "Trust no one!"
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,703
I'd give it to a very special friend of mine because they have a life and I don't.

What about you?
 
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Message In A Bottle

Message In A Bottle

I don’t need light. Please give me water
Apr 1, 2022
386
I already have one, and I use it to write down all my unique and wacky dreams I have. I haven't had much drive to write in it though as of late😅 but if it's a really good one, I try to make habit of jaunting it down.
 
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WhatPowerIs

WhatPowerIs

Enlightened
Jun 19, 2022
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A diary can be discovered and if you bared your soul in one and really told how you felt, it could be used to force you into psychiatric care pronto. Never offer anyone information that can compromise your, thoughts, possible actions, and deeds. See X-files, "Trust no one!"
This is why I'm scared of keeping a diary or a journal. The fact that it could be found.
 
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Interloper

Interloper

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Jul 23, 2021
693
Doodles. If I couldn't do anything with it then I'd give it away to someone.
 
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hungry_ghost

hungry_ghost

جهاد
Feb 21, 2022
516
I say, who cares if it could be discovered?

Write your thoughts down in the beautiful diary.

Everyone has a right to express their innermost secrets, at the very least to themselves in the privacy of their own home.
 
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MellowAvenue

MellowAvenue

👻
Nov 5, 2020
658
I always tell myself I'll start keeping a journal…

But knowing my track record this one of a kind diary would end up lost in a closet.
 
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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
I say, who cares if it could be discovered?

Write your thoughts down in the beautiful diary.

Everyone has a right to express their innermost secrets, at the very least to themselves in the privacy of their own home.
The problem dear is that should your private dairy be discovered, you shall have much unpleasant things to tearfully explain.
 
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Silent.Tears

Silent.Tears

Experienced
Nov 5, 2021
284
@makethepainstop I agree. At first, I did think maybe I can write my thoughts in it. But yeah if anyone finds it and reads it, they might not understand. Even worse, after ctb people might dissect each and every thought written in there and twist it to frame me as insane individual.
@rationaltake that's a good idea. I'll have to find a special friend then😂. Hmmm🤔 I should give it to my sister, she's artsy.
@Message In A Bottle 😯 that must be really interesting to read. Have you let anyone read it friends or family?
@MellowAvenue hahahah, my diary is enjoying closet stay at the moment. 😂
@Sufi I understand. That's what I thought in the beginning, but people here are in a very different kind of mentality.
Thank you all for the suggestions.
 
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hungry_ghost

جهاد
Feb 21, 2022
516
The problem dear is that should your private dairy be discovered, you shall have much unpleasant things to tearfully explain.
No, I really wouldn't, actually.
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Illuminati
Sep 9, 2018
3,160
I'd be like "that looks girly!" and then go do something manly like watch a Monster Truck rally on TV.
 
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actual_fox

actual_fox

Arcanist
Sep 15, 2022
469
I would burn It because It is probably Tom Riddle diary and he will want me to wake up basilisk or some shit
 
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Grav

Grav

Elementalist
Jul 26, 2020
879
I'd use it. I journal on/off and I get to play with my fountain pens. and I like cool stationary. As for being discovered, nothing in there isn't what I feel so I'm not afraid to be confronted by it; it may be mean or harsh but it's me. I also use my journaling as a way of documenting my thought progression when I eventually ctb, whether planned or spur of the moment. People always seem to say "he seemed so happy, blah, blah" and at the very least my wife would know what was in my head. If she wants to share that she can, I'll be dead. One of my favorite lines from Megadeth: "Just because I don't say it doesn't mean I ain't thinkin' it".
 
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Wannagonow

Specialist
Nov 16, 2022
376
I definitely would NOT keep a diary of any sort. I don't need anyone in my family reading what was going on in my head. If they wanted to know what was going on with me they could've asked me while I was still here. They never have and likely never will.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,012
I probably wouldn't ever use it! My writing isn't very nice.
 
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Regen

I stay in my power
Aug 20, 2020
522
Many years ago I get one from my father. I wrote only nice things and this without any negative behind. At this time I was in psych ward and had a really bad time. So it was difficult. Some years later I read it and was very happy about it. Because in my other diary I wrote only depressive things. It was so nice and helpful reading only good things, because the rest of my life was not everytime good.
 
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MentalStefan

MentalStefan

Loser
Jul 3, 2022
264
I use a diary for writing down my dreams for meditation technique called lucid dreaming and a second one to help myself recognising emotions. However because I'm a big nerd my diary is an advanced, animated website application created in 100% by myself. This gives me a feeling of uniqueness and even small satisfaction which motivates me to write down what I need. Currently after some testing I decided I need to write a lot of bugfixes and improvements to my website so I will not show you how it looks... Maybe in the nearest future
 
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