Help For those who have overdosed on benzodiazepines: what was the experience like? Could you tell me about it?

[sorrymommy]

Did you feel any pain? Can you provide details? Thanks.

 

[SummerTrip]

Benzo OD won't kill you. It'll make you a zombie.
You'll just wake up not remembering what you did last night and that's it. Most likely you'd do some stupid shit.
No pain or recollection of anything you did. Just a blank space in your memory with consequences for the actions you didn't even thought you'd partake in.
Not worth even trying if your goal is CTB.
Writing as someone who abused benzos for a long time and recovered from hellish withdrawals.

 

[sorrymommy]

Benzo OD won't kill you. It'll make you a zombie.
You'll just wake up not remembering what you did last night and that's it. Most likely you'd do some stupid shit.
No pain or recollection of anything you did. Just a blank space in your memory with consequences for the actions you didn't even thought you'd partake in.
Not worth even trying if your goal is CTB.
Writing as someone who abused benzos for a long time and recovered from hellish withdrawals.

Unfortunately, I know that benzodiazepines alone don't kill you.

What I'd like to know is whether an overdose actually knocks you out and if there's any pain involved.

I plan to use benzodiazepines along with PSH (just like sweetner_nk did).

Thanks a lot for the reply, friend.

 

[SummerTrip]

Unfortunately, I know that benzodiazepines alone don't kill you.

What I'd like to know is whether an overdose actually knocks you out and if there's any pain involved.

I plan to use benzodiazepines along with PSH (just like sweetner_nk did).

Thanks a lot for the reply, friend.

It does knock you out completely and there is no pain or discomfort at all, that's for sure. I haven't experienced a single discomforting symptom using them for a long time, no matter the dosage. Just the opposite to be frank. It felt so good… If you have any anxiety issues it will make you feel so freaking good and capable of doing anything you'd ever wanted.
However, if you actually have no tolerance and you take too much, there's a good chance you won't follow with your CTB plan and do something else instead. Most probably something stupid, something your sober self won't even think about doing. Waking up to such a mess isn't pleasant to say the least. Sobering up after months of heavy abuse is even worse.
If you have a free or cheap access to benzos I'd advise you to try it out beforehand. OD on benzos isn't lethal physically, but it may be kind of "lethal" socially, which is another kind of hell so be cautious!

 

[enne]

I don't remember how many I took when I had an OD attempt, probably half a script or more. Accompanied with vodka. And I couldn't tell you what happened that night but after the next day (or could've been couple of days) I woke up with a black eye and dislocated shoulder. I think I rammed myself into the wall.

I don't remember how many I took when I had an OD attempt, probably half a script or more. Accompanied with vodka. And I couldn't tell you what happened that night but after the next day (or could've been couple of days) I woke up with a black eye and dislocated shoulder. I think I rammed myself into the wall.

unfortunately still here

 

[roborabbit]

Things start coming in flashes for a couple minutes. I usually feel a little nauseous and floaty and comfy and peaceful. Then you wake up in a random hospital or or other random place or maybe just your home if you're lucky with Zero memory of the past several hours. I went to class, started taking a final, and then stood up, went "I took too much medicine." Black out. "Woke up" in the middle of a phone call with my mom. Later mom told me we were on the phone for hours and I kept forgetting where I was.

There's a middle between blissed out and black out with benzos and it's hard to find.

 

[Bikishii]

I was going to cab by using a combination of OD on benzos, OD on a variety mix of other pills I'd ground in a mortar and pestle and put into capsules, as well as CO poisoning, I passed out on the benzos and alcohol and antiemetic before I could carry out the rest of it. I was just super unconscious with only mild problems breathing that EMS took care of on the way to the hospital. I speak of this having happened recently. I remember what I did, yet somehow I have this amnesia for it at the same time. I'm sure that I'd have just drifted off without a thought if I'd even just gone with the CO poisoning, but regardless, from benzodiazepines (and alcohol) alone... well, I don't know if you'd count mine as a "true" bezndoaizepine overdose, but all that happened was I hit my head on the table and collapsed on the floor after recording my pre-suicide video that was just a reading of my 20+ page suicide note.

In other words, it was... peaceful in the sense that it was dull. It was a mix of alprazolam and clonazepam. In addition to some cheap ass wine and Zofran so I wouldn't puke. I remember the very lsat minutes before unconsciousness being just so "empty" that it didn't make a dick of difference. It's a very careless (with regards to yourself) way of catching the bus

 

[sorrymommy]

It does knock you out completely and there is no pain or discomfort at all, that's for sure. I haven't experienced a single discomforting symptom using them for a long time, no matter the dosage. Just the opposite to be frank. It felt so good… If you have any anxiety issues it will make you feel so freaking good and capable of doing anything you'd ever wanted.
However, if you actually have no tolerance and you take too much, there's a good chance you won't follow with your CTB plan and do something else instead. Most probably something stupid, something your sober self won't even think about doing. Waking up to such a mess isn't pleasant to say the least. Sobering up after months of heavy abuse is even worse.
If you have a free or cheap access to benzos I'd advise you to try it out beforehand. OD on benzos isn't lethal physically, but it may be kind of "lethal" socially, which is another kind of hell so be cautious!

I have a large supply of benzos (Xanax and Klonopin; searching for Valium). However, I haven't been taking them because I don't want to build up a tolerance. I want them to take effect at the right moment.

I plan to take them once the setup is ready. I'll take them with the rope already in position.

I'm also going to drink alcohol to potentiate the effects.

Thanks for the help.

I don't remember how many I took when I had an OD attempt, probably half a script or more. Accompanied with vodka. And I couldn't tell you what happened that night but after the next day (or could've been couple of days) I woke up with a black eye and dislocated shoulder. I think I rammed myself into the wall.

unfortunately still here

Thank you for sharing your experience.

I hope you are doing well.

 

[endlesschatter]

I have a large supply of benzos (Xanax and Klonopin; searching for Valium). However, I haven't been taking them because I don't want to build up a tolerance. I want them to take effect at the right moment.

I plan to take them once the setup is ready. I'll take them with the rope already in position.

I'm also going to drink alcohol to potentiate the effects.

Thanks for the help.


Thank you for sharing your experience.

I hope you are doing well.

No matter how much benzo you take, no matter how much alcohol you top it up with, it'll only knock you for days to weeks.
I'm the living proof of it.
I have tried ativan klonopin clonazepam a mix of all with alcohol in heavy doses
And I'm still here to tell the tale
You can use it to suppress SI. That's the best use and then combine it with some other method such as SN or anything else

 

[sorrymommy]

Things start coming in flashes for a couple minutes. I usually feel a little nauseous and floaty and comfy and peaceful. Then you wake up in a random hospital or or other random place or maybe just your home if you're lucky with Zero memory of the past several hours. I went to class, started taking a final, and then stood up, went "I took too much medicine." Black out. "Woke up" in the middle of a phone call with my mom. Later mom told me we were on the phone for hours and I kept forgetting where I was.

There's a middle between blissed out and black out with benzos and it's hard to find.

You went ahead and took an exam despite everything? I admire your strength.

Thank you for sharing your experience.

I was going to cab by using a combination of OD on benzos, OD on a variety mix of other pills I'd ground in a mortar and pestle and put into capsules, as well as CO poisoning, I passed out on the benzos and alcohol and antiemetic before I could carry out the rest of it. I was just super unconscious with only mild problems breathing that EMS took care of on the way to the hospital. I speak of this having happened recently. I remember what I did, yet somehow I have this amnesia for it at the same time. I'm sure that I'd have just drifted off without a thought if I'd even just gone with the CO poisoning, but regardless, from benzodiazepines (and alcohol) alone... well, I don't know if you'd count mine as a "true" bezndoaizepine overdose, but all that happened was I hit my head on the table and collapsed on the floor after recording my pre-suicide video that was just a reading of my 20+ page suicide note.

In other words, it was... peaceful in the sense that it was dull. It was a mix of alprazolam and clonazepam. In addition to some cheap ass wine and Zofran so I wouldn't puke. I remember the very lsat minutes before unconsciousness being just so "empty" that it didn't make a dick of difference. It's a very careless (with regards to yourself) way of catching the bus

I certainly understand that using benzos midway through the process can lead to failure. I believe they should be used to suppress the survival instinct while everything else is ready. Therefore, the only viable method is PSH/FSH, given that the Exit Bag, CO, and others require an unaltered state of consciousness.

Thank you for sharing your experience.

No matter how much benzo you take, no matter how much alcohol you top it up with, it'll only knock you for days to weeks.
I'm the living proof of it.
I have tried ativan klonopin clonazepam a mix of all with alcohol in heavy doses
And I'm still here to tell the tale
You can use it to suppress SI. That's the best use and then combine it with some other method such as SN or anything else

My only concern with SN, which I also have, is that its effects kick in much sooner than those of the benzos.

Thanks for the help.

 

[endlesschatter]

My only concern with SN, which I also have, is that its effects kick in much sooner than those of the benzos.

Thanks for the help.

That makes sense. That'd need some calculation.
In my case, neither do i have sn now nor can i access benzos anymore in India, in the last two years, they have regulated it terribly. I still managed to get it by fooling a 22 year experience psychiatrist by telling her that I'm not able to sleep and I'm getting nightmares when i sleep and i feel restless and anxious. She gave me clonazepam lol.
Earlier when I scored clozapine was by editing an online prescription with Photoshop now these tricks don't work as they no longer accept online prescription