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faustino

faustino

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May 27, 2026
34
I need some company.
 
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Nat.

Nat.

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Aug 28, 2026
41
i wish you peace :heart:

how are you feeling?
 
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faustino

faustino

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May 27, 2026
34
Mixed emotions just drank the first.
Very salty.. like taking a gulp of sea water
 
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lilybug02

lilybug02

Chronically depressed
Aug 22, 2026
14
I hope you find the peace you deserve
💜
 
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ILOSTHER

Member
Aug 18, 2026
14
I wish you peace, thank you for answering my questions in private messages to the best of your abilities. Hopefully I can join you soon in the eternal void of nothingness we came from and shall inevitably return to.
 
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faustino

faustino

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May 27, 2026
34
Thanks for being here guys.
Im following vizzys guide without benzos. I couldn't source any
 
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matsuzaka

matsuzaka

愛ということはずっとわかんない
May 17, 2026
136
if you are still with us i hope your passing is peaceful, im sorry that things had to come to this, i will keep you in my thoughts tonight🫂

farewell
 
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endlesschatter

endlesschatter

CTB asap
Aug 30, 2026
76
Thanks for being here guys.
Im following vizzys guide without benzos. I couldn't source any
It's ok, you may have to tolerate some discomfort before it passes into intestine. Good news is, not everyone faces discomfort. So that should be fine.
As long as you've anti emetic, it's fine
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,570
Sorry to see you leave but I wish you peace 🕊️
 
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Corovaner

Corovaner

Experienced
Apr 15, 2025
271
Farewell. Peace be with you.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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good luck, I hope you find the peace you desire ❤️‍🩹
 
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imissmycatsomuch

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Aug 11, 2026
18
I know you must have been in a lot of pain to attempt even without benzos, my heart breaks for you. Thinking of you and hoping you're at peace now.
 
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werewolfgirl

werewolfgirl

Oh Vivica, I wish you well
Jun 30, 2026
15
May you find peace :heart:
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
2,297
I'm sorry life was so terrible for you that it caused you to do this. I can only hope you're at peace now.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,354
Damn I missed it. I so wanted to keep him/her company in his/hers last moments :aw:
 
darksoul999

darksoul999

Member
Aug 23, 2026
37
I hope they found peace.

It so sad how people are here one moment then they are gone.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,354
I wonder if OP is still alive. There was activity on his profile 7-8 hours after he drank his SN.

OP if you are alive and able to read this post, know that there is no shame in a failed attempt.
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
1,996
See ya, faustino~ I wish you the best and will pray for you~ :)
 
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