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EveningPrimrose

EveningPrimrose

Member
Aug 17, 2021
17
Hey, y'all.
Been lurking here for a couple months. I don't think I'll be here too long considering I've now gotten my N from D and will be taking the big sleep sooner than later.
Just wanted to say this regarding N vs other options: it's gotta be the 100% best method without a doubt.

It arrived fast, came with meto (I asked and he said it's free), and it promises a far more bearable end for yourself and loved ones if those are important factors for you. No one has to see your body hanging from the rafters or with your head horribly mangled.
It's ~kinda~ pricey, but I'm not sure why I'd need the money from the Beyond.
Getting bitcoin is not hard. ATMs can turn your money into bitcoin on your phone in 20 minutes.

I'd previously bought a nice Mossberg and some 00 buckshot because I thought I wanted it to be fast and legal. But really. We all deserve some goddamn dignity, and nobody's family members need to be mortified anytime they ever watch a movie with a gun in it or even hear someone say the word "gun".
Yes, I understand that some of you are here in some part because your families tormented you. That sounds fucking awful.
I am here because of chronic pain and unfortunately am going to be leaving a lot of loving family and friends behind.
Blowing my fucking skull to smithereens just ain't it. Not for me. Not for them.

So yeah, thought I'd share my experience to this point. :)
 
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sully

Experienced
Jul 27, 2021
231
That's my method as well. I relate to you. Good luck.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,638
From what I have heard, N does seem like the best method. If guns were legal where I live I would never be able to use one to ctb. I wish you peace if this is your decision.
 
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Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

Paragon
Apr 28, 2020
916
N is the best method. Quick and painless.
It's pricey but it's the best one can have. For what I know the taste isn't one of the pros but it can be managed with honey or something else.
 
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helloitsme

Member
May 14, 2021
39
Good for you. Are you in the US? No issues with customs?
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,157
A good aim and a gun is quick. But I understand your choice.
 
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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
553
May you find the peace you're looking for
 
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juraviel

PL
Aug 11, 2021
414
how would you rate your buying experience from D? why did you choose him over A? are you going to test it? 1 or 2 bottles?
 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
4,046
HI! WELCOME to Sanctioned Suicide!!!! Everyone here is just so kind and caring that it so just so comforting to ones self.

Sending you lots of huge hugs, smiles and lots of sunshine and the know ledge that I care about YOU a lot, 100% from the heart.

Walter
Hey, y'all.
Been lurking here for a couple months. I don't think I'll be here too long considering I've now gotten my N from D and will be taking the big sleep sooner than later.
Just wanted to say this regarding N vs other options: it's gotta be the 100% best method without a doubt.

It arrived fast, came with meto (I asked and he said it's free), and it promises a far more bearable end for yourself and loved ones if those are important factors for you. No one has to see your body hanging from the rafters or with your head horribly mangled.
It's ~kinda~ pricey, but I'm not sure why I'd need the money from the Beyond.
Getting bitcoin is not hard. ATMs can turn your money into bitcoin on your phone in 20 minutes.

I'd previously bought a nice Mossberg and some 00 buckshot because I thought I wanted it to be fast and legal. But really. We all deserve some goddamn dignity, and nobody's family members need to be mortified anytime they ever watch a movie with a gun in it or even hear someone say the word "gun".
Yes, I understand that some of you are here in some part because your families tormented you. That sounds fucking awful.
I am here because of chronic pain and unfortunately am going to be leaving a lot of loving family and friends behind.
Blowing my fucking skull to smithereens just ain't it. Not for me. Not for them.

So yeah, thought I'd share my experience to this point. :)
HI! I also have 24/7 chronic pain from a car crash, car crash not my fault, and it really can be hard to deal with, BUT YOU have the entire family here to help and love you. I care about you deeply and I wear my heart on my sleeve.
Walter
 
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EveningPrimrose

Member
Aug 17, 2021
17
how would you rate your buying experience from D? why did you choose him over A? are you going to test it? 1 or 2 bottles?
Buying from D was surreal. Like on a personal level, it felt weird seeing a reply email from a Mexican N merchant in my inbox. Knowing that what I was engaging in would be considered beyond overboard in the eyes of my friends or family.

But overall, the actual transaction took me an afternoon. And I'd seen on here that D is wicked fast, and he definitely was.
The preferred method is two bottles. So that and the fact he included Meto (which I would've struggled to source on my own) was why I went with him.

Not planning on testing it. Pretty sure others have already said D's legit.
 
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sadpinky

Stargazer
Jun 10, 2021
202
If anyone can teach me how to contact D for N I would be greatly appreciative . Please DM me
 
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stutter

Member
Mar 26, 2021
11
Hey, y'all.
Been lurking here for a couple months. I don't think I'll be here too long considering I've now gotten my N from D and will be taking the big sleep sooner than later.
Just wanted to say this regarding N vs other options: it's gotta be the 100% best method without a doubt.

It arrived fast, came with meto (I asked and he said it's free), and it promises a far more bearable end for yourself and loved ones if those are important factors for you. No one has to see your body hanging from the rafters or with your head horribly mangled.
It's ~kinda~ pricey, but I'm not sure why I'd need the money from the Beyond.
Getting bitcoin is not hard. ATMs can turn your money into bitcoin on your phone in 20 minutes.

I'd previously bought a nice Mossberg and some 00 buckshot because I thought I wanted it to be fast and legal. But really. We all deserve some goddamn dignity, and nobody's family members need to be mortified anytime they ever watch a movie with a gun in it or even hear someone say the word "gun".
Yes, I understand that some of you are here in some part because your families tormented you. That sounds fucking awful.
I am here because of chronic pain and unfortunately am going to be leaving a lot of loving family and friends behind.
Blowing my fucking skull to smithereens just ain't it. Not for me. Not for them.

So yeah, thought I'd share my experience to this point. :)
That is a very reasonable argument. At least your family will know you have gone in peace

also offtopic : B from PPeH is D Right ?
 
Sacred Rest

Sacred Rest

Member
Mar 30, 2021
22
Hey, y'all.
Been lurking here for a couple months. I don't think I'll be here too long considering I've now gotten my N from D and will be taking the big sleep sooner than later.
Just wanted to say this regarding N vs other options: it's gotta be the 100% best method without a doubt.

It arrived fast, came with meto (I asked and he said it's free), and it promises a far more bearable end for yourself and loved ones if those are important factors for you. No one has to see your body hanging from the rafters or with your head horribly mangled.
It's ~kinda~ pricey, but I'm not sure why I'd need the money from the Beyond.
Getting bitcoin is not hard. ATMs can turn your money into bitcoin on your phone in 20 minutes.

I'd previously bought a nice Mossberg and some 00 buckshot because I thought I wanted it to be fast and legal. But really. We all deserve some goddamn dignity, and nobody's family members need to be mortified anytime they ever watch a movie with a gun in it or even hear someone say the word "gun".
Yes, I understand that some of you are here in some part because your families tormented you. That sounds fucking awful.
I am here because of chronic pain and unfortunately am going to be leaving a lot of loving family and friends behind.
Blowing my fucking skull to smithereens just ain't it. Not for me. Not for them.

So yeah, thought I'd share my experience to this point. :)
Hey, I'm majorly ill and on borrowed time. I'm hoping you're still around as of now. Can you explain to me how I can use Bitcoin within a quick interval of time, because I've tried signing up with a couple of Bitcoin Exchanges online within my country: CAN. Unfortunately, the verification process has taken days already, and my account had been locked out of login last time I tried, due to failing the login a few times.

How can I acquire Bitcoin, keep it on a wallet or exchange, and send it within a reasonable amount of time? Also, does B/D sell two bottles of N with Anti-Emitics as well? Perhaps, dilantin, too? I'm wondering how much it would cost in total. Feel free to PM me or reply here partially if I've asked too many questions.

Thanks a lot, in advance!
 
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A1713

Member
Aug 22, 2021
20
I'm supposed to receive my package from D today

Does he include meto without the buyer asking for it? I thought N can be taken without meto so I didn't ask
 
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Death is beautiful

Warlock
May 20, 2021
792
I'm supposed to receive my package from D today

Does he include meto without the buyer asking for it? I thought N can be taken without meto so I didn't ask
No, you have to ask him to add a meto. Without a meto, there is a risk of vomiting
 
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Chiisai

Chiisai

To infinity and beyond!
Sep 1, 2021
754
Buying from D was surreal. Like on a personal level, it felt weird seeing a reply email from a Mexican N merchant in my inbox. Knowing that what I was engaging in would be considered beyond overboard in the eyes of my friends or family.
Whoa, did D ask personal questions or reasons why? Also, how much was it if you dont mind me asking.
 
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Tree frog

Member
Apr 1, 2021
69
Almost sounds too good to be true. N in 3days. Anyone received it in Australia before? Pretty sure it would be a bit of a customs lottery.
I've never considered N as assumed it was too hard to get. Are all the contact details for D on this site or do I just look for D on the ppeH? Sorry for the barrage of questions. Thanks
 
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watchingthewheels

Enlightened
Jan 23, 2021
1,415

Hey, y'all.
Been lurking here for a couple months. I don't think I'll be here too long considering I've now gotten my N from D and will be taking the big sleep sooner than later.
Just wanted to say this regarding N vs other options: it's gotta be the 100% best method without a doubt.

It arrived fast, came with meto (I asked and he said it's free), and it promises a far more bearable end for yourself and loved ones if those are important factors for you. No one has to see your body hanging from the rafters or with your head horribly mangled.
It's ~kinda~ pricey, but I'm not sure why I'd need the money from the Beyond.
Getting bitcoin is not hard. ATMs can turn your money into bitcoin on your phone in 20 minutes.

I'd previously bought a nice Mossberg and some 00 buckshot because I thought I wanted it to be fast and legal. But really. We all deserve some goddamn dignity, and nobody's family members need to be mortified anytime they ever watch a movie with a gun in it or even hear someone say the word "gun".
Yes, I understand that some of you are here in some part because your families tormented you. That sounds fucking awful.
I am here because of chronic pain and unfortunately am going to be leaving a lot of loving family and friends behind.
Blowing my fucking skull to smithereens just ain't it. Not for me. Not for them.

So yeah, thought I'd share my experience to this point. :)

I appreciate this post. I was rereading this morning the police report of my father's suicide via gunshot to the head, and the gruesome description of how they found the body. I was 4 years old at the time, I was years later that I am the one who first found him, even though I don't remember it fully. So thank you for the consideration of others. This is why N is my choice, as well; that, and the relative painlessness.
 
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