How do you find the strength? I want to do this. I do. This site will help me. I just have to find the strength to end it.
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FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,717
I feel like only you know when the right time is to leave this world. Suicide can be very difficult as we are programmed to survive, but I think that many people are able to overcome the SI when the pain of living gets to be unbearable and they get desperate. I do not really know the answer to the question though, as I am still here. I am trapped in this world as it is so hard to leave. I wish there was an option to fall asleep and never wake without having to go through the ctb process. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point and I wish you the best in whatever happens.
Love it. Thank you for your wisdom and encouragement. I'm with you, as far as falling asleep. I still don't understand any of abbreviations as I've only been on this website for a day, so I don't know what CTB means. However, I'm with you 100%|
Foresight
Enlightened
- Jun 14, 2019
- 1,393
This forum definitely won't give you strength to go but it might provide some solace while you go on this path on your own. I wish you clarity and comfort while you explore this choice. Well wishes.
Thank you for the advice and well wishes. I just want things to be over. I'm exhausted.
CTB means catch the bus
Nitrogen does just that, you just fall asleep and don't wake up--I took just 5 breath s from the plastic bag and my oxygen dropped from99 to 54 in just 30 seconds--any lower and you pass out--See the 'exit bag inert gas mega thread' here
Thank you! I'll look into this week. I have tons of time on my hands this week so this is perfect. Thank you so much!
its-about-time
nope
- Mar 19, 2022
- 807
How… idk. Constant struggle. At some point you just choose to ignore the reasons that keep you alive. It's hard and shouldn't be rushed. I'm sorry. Love to you.
You're welcome--I'm using a terry cloth sweat band(child size) around the throat to secure the plastic bag instead of the elaborate exit bag construction on the thread--Nitrogen Tank/Regulator/Flowmeter/Plastic tubing/plastic Turkey Bag,that's it--Make sure its a Filled Nitrogen tank, most places just send you empty ones
Google 'Making It With Chi doing an Exit Bag' if you're interested in that method--Then, you just need Nitrogen tank, regulator, flowmeter, turkey plastic bags, clear tubing
glad you found useful information :)
i believe information should be freely available and everyone has the right to do what they choose to their bodies - along with the right to life comes to right to reject that right
I'm so low. I'm not looking to throw a pity me party or nothing like that. I'm just so low. And desperate to find the easiest way to end it. I hate it here these days. I'm exhausted.
WorthlessTrash
Worthless
- Apr 19, 2022
- 2,430
Sadly, anyone who has that answer has already done the act so they cannot answer.
For me? I don't know why I haven't done it yet.
For me? I don't know why I haven't done it yet.
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