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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
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Just venting: my 'friend' was charging me to sort out my room and get my life in order - as I was feeling somewhat better thanks to Prozac after being bedridden for two years. He charged me per hour more money than I have ever personally owned in a hour and also sent me abusive and unsolicited messages about my divorce first thing in the morning.

He was one of the last if not the last friend I had fun with, and I tried to sort it out and he is being so rude. He knows how suicidal I have been and how unwell I am.

I am losing my faith in human nature, in trusting anyone and my will to live.

When does this suffering stop. No answers I know, but I have really had enough.

Thanks for reading.
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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When friends are few and far between, we are extremely vulnerable to predation. This world is not a kind place for people in our position.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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There is no end to the suffering, at least in my case it will only end when I die. I'm sorry you had to deal with someone like that. Many people can be cruel for no good reason. It is why I cannot stand people and I stay away as much as I possibly can. I wish you the best.
 
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LittleJem

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Jul 3, 2019
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Thank you for your kind comments and support. Much appreciated. I'm so shaken and lonelier than ever.
 
Rogue Proxy

Rogue Proxy

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Sep 12, 2021
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When friends are few and far between, we are extremely vulnerable to predation. This world is not a kind place for people in our position.
This reminds me of a particular fortune cookie quote from TribeTwelve. . .

DrowningManFortune
 
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