Final thread before CTB attempt

[forgotihadschooltday]

I have been a new member of this forum since i just discovered it 17 days ago but my suicidal feelings have existed since i was 15 . This will be my second attempt at CTB and i hope its a done deal this time.

I mixed SN with my blood and it did go brown and got a bit thick but i am not sure is that because of the SN or just the blood drying up

Since i still live with my parents i cant really go to far to get any good AE so i will do without them . I plan to attempt this at 1:00 in the night and i will take antacid and a paracetamol (1000mg) 40 mins before CTB.
I will make 3 batches of SN each being 25-30g/50ml and i will do them in lukewarm water to just make sure they mix.
This is how my SN looks like and these are its specifications


thats pretty much it if someone can just look over this sequence and confirm what i am doing should be right and wont fail it would be nice
I thank everyone here for the support been given to me .
I will schedule a thread to be posted tomorrow at 12:00 IST and if i dont reply to that thread , consider me dead.

 

[slyna]

Have you tried everything you can in life? To just reach a stable mindset etc or your problems are too much and permanent?

I understand your decision though and I need to add that I think parents are despicable for not realizing that a decent life is like taking a lottery ticket

 

[forgotihadschooltday]

Have you tried everything you can in life?

I understand your decision though and I need to add that I think parents are despicable for not realizing that a decent life is like taking a lottery ticket

Obviously no.
I dont attribute my CTB to my parents. They were the only reason i freaked out on my first attempt 4 years ago and didnt finish the job.

 

[slyna]

Obviously no.
I dont attribute my CTB to my parents. They were the only reason i freaked out on my first attempt 4 years ago and didnt finish the job.

I don't understand

 

[aminend]

Ur preparations looks good. If u are sure from ur decision I hope u completely peaceful journey

 

[thebigpigman]

I have been a new member of this forum since i just discovered it 17 days ago but my suicidal feelings have existed since i was 15 . This will be my second attempt at CTB and i hope its a done deal this time.

I mixed SN with my blood and it did go brown and got a bit thick but i am not sure is that because of the SN or just the blood drying up
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Since i still live with my parents i cant really go to far to get any good AE so i will do without them . I plan to attempt this at 1:00 in the night and i will take antacid and a paracetamol (1000mg) 40 mins before CTB.
I will make 3 batches of SN each being 25-30g/50ml and i will do them in lukewarm water to just make sure they mix.
This is how my SN looks like and these are its specifications
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thats pretty much it if someone can just look over this sequence and confirm what i am doing should be right and wont fail it would be nice
I thank everyone here for the support been given to me .
I will schedule a thread to be posted tomorrow at 12:00 IST and if i dont reply to that thread , consider me dead.

Wow dude it says 99% great, I will receive after 2 days,
I had tear drops in my eyes, anyways visit temple,.
It will also be great, if you post a thread on how you feel after taking it. I wish you good luck. And yes pls talk to me in PM . thank you, again i found sn because of you.

 

[nightshow]

Wow dude it says 99% great, I will receive after 2 days,
I had tear drops in my eyes, anyways visit temple,.
It will also be great, if you post a thread on how you feel after taking it. I wish you good luck. And yes pls talk to me in PM . thank you, again i found sn because of you.

Check pm