Final post... Seriously

[Stan Swiftie]

I want to apologize to SaSu & the mod who I claimed threatened me.
I'm not gonna apologize to the people I insulted who insulted me first, though.
I've discovered 2 methods I prefer to catching a train
However, I am too ignorant to order exactly the right SN, so I can't use that method.
And I have no idea how to obtain fentanyl, so I guess that's out too.
I'm going to Cabo, Mexico with my parents & brother in a month, so I could probably obtain it there...
However, I don't like the idea of killing myself in my parents' presence, so that probably won't work either.
Once again... It looks like a train.
Unless someone would like to take me by the hand, and tell me exactly what to order off of eBay or Amazon.
Otherwise, I hope you all find the peace I'll never have.

 

[Big_Eal]

may I ask, what was wrong with your SN?

 

[Stan Swiftie]

may I ask, what was wrong with your SN?

I can't find > 95%. The only one I see is like 6%.
I honestly don't know what I'm looking for.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I can't find > 95%. The only one I see is like 6%.
I honestly don't know what I'm looking for.

Yeah, please don't resort to trying the 6% one.

 

[Linda]

If you are going to use a train, then think carefully about just how you will do it. Throwing yourself under a train at the last second is risky. You mght die, but you could survive with very serious injuries. You chance of dying increases if you do it in a way that doesn't require any split second timing.

 

[imOK]

Also don't imagine that death will be guranteed quick. Your last minutes have a chance to be a hellish, gruesome nightmare. While sometimes people just stumble in their own home, hit their head on a desk corner and are instantly dead, the human body can be amazingly resilient sometimes. It's a very unsafe method.

 

[Stan Swiftie]

I probably won't kill myself at all
I'll just exist in my own personal Hell
Until God sends me to the real Hell
Train splatter is a terrible way to go
I can't get fentanyl
And I can't get SN
So I guess I'm just fucked
And coming here was a waste of time for me
Best of luck to all of you!
Goodbye!

 

[FadingSnowFake]

Best of luck to you too, thank you. I really hope that whichever way, your journey will lead you to finding peace.

 

[Sbetto]

Where are you from? If you want, I can help you get your SN. Don't rely on sites like Amazon or eBay: look instead for stores that sell chemical products or websites that specialize in food preservatives.

 

[bankai]

Stan my dawg,I wish you peace.

 

[Bad Ending]

Where are you from? If you want, I can help you get your SN. Don't rely on sites like Amazon or eBay: look instead for stores that sell chemical products or websites that specialize in food preservatives.

Can you help me with SN please ?

 

[Sbetto]

Can you help me with SN please ?

I used to know DMC, but it has changed its domain and I don't know the new one. I also have an Italian source that doesn't ship abroad and a Polish one.

 

[Bad Ending]

I used to know DMC, but it has changed its domain and I don't know the new one. I also have an Italian source that doesn't ship abroad and a Polish one.

Does the polish one ship abroad?

 

[Sbetto]

Does the polish one ship abroad?

Yes, i think

 

[Bad Ending]

Yes, i think

Can you DM me the link ? Or just hints ?

 

[SVEN]

Go well and be kind to yourself, Stan S.

 

[Stan Swiftie]

Where are you from? If you want, I can help you get your SN. Don't rely on sites like Amazon or eBay: look instead for stores that sell chemical products or websites that specialize in food preservatives.

Illinois USA

 

[Sbetto]

Illinois USA

If you want, I can give you the Polish source. I don't know if they ship to America, but I can still share it with you.

 

[saynothing]

C

Where are you from? If you want, I can help you get your SN. Don't rely on sites like Amazon or eBay: look instead for stores that sell chemical products or websites that specialize in food preservatives could

Could you also pm me a link or hints pls

 

[Freefrompain]

I'm from Illinois too and I'm ready to go. Who will join me?

 

[Stan Swiftie]

If you want, I can give you the Polish source. I don't know if they ship to America, but I can still share it with you.

I'd appreciate that

 

[xXSufferingXx]

Where are you from? If you want, I can help you get your SN. Don't rely on sites like Amazon or eBay: look instead for stores that sell chemical products or websites that specialize in food preservatives.

can you help me too, please?

 

[StupidCat]

If you are in the states, shouldn't be easier to just get a gun?
It's quick, effective and has a high mortality rate.
I can get SN 99% in my country for cheap (20$ the kg), but not sure if I can even ship it outside.
N can also be sourced from vet shops, and be acquired for people with licenses, I know some but again, I don't think I can even ship it outside of the country.

 

[Stan Swiftie]

Yeah, please don't resort to trying the 6% one.

Obviously
I guess I'll just suffer in this Hell until The Almighty Asshole sends me to the real Hell.

 

[hang in there]

If you are in the states, shouldn't be easier to just get a gun?
It's quick, effective and has a high mortality rate.
I can get SN 99% in my country for cheap (20$ the kg), but not sure if I can even ship it outside.
N can also be sourced from vet shops, and be acquired for people with licenses, I know some but again, I don't think I can even ship it outside of the country.

In illinois if you have any history of psychiatric hospitalization, whether voluntary or involuntary, you are permanently legally barred from ever obtaining or owning a firearm.
They gave me the paperwork and everything.
Then I moved states lol

 

[wiz_miz_03]

Atb

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Obviously
I guess I'll just suffer in this Hell until The Almighty Asshole sends me to the real Hell.

I hope it doesn't come to that. It won't for me.

 

[Stan Swiftie]

I hope it doesn't come to that. It won't for me.

Well I ordered SN, but from my understanding, I have to take about 3-5 other drugs I can't get to go with it... So fuck it!

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Well I ordered SN, but from my understanding, I have to take about 3-5 other drugs I can't get to go with it... So fuck it!

You really only need an AE. Benzos are like a "luxury" that are nice to have to help put you at ease. There have been others who have ctb with SN without an AE. Whether they were successful, who can say? Kind of hard to verify anything absolutely. Some have used OTC antiemetics like Dramamine to help keep SN "down" longer. But, an OTC AE can't help with speeding up gastric emptying like meto does. Of course it's up to you whether you try it without a script AE, or not.

 

[Stan Swiftie]

You really only need an AE. Benzos are like a "luxury" that are nice to have to help put you at ease. There have been others who have ctb with SN without an AE. Whether they were successful, who can say? Kind of hard to verify anything absolutely. Some have used OTC antiemetics like Dramamine to help keep SN "down" longer. But, an OTC AE can't help with speeding up gastric emptying like meto does. Of course it's up to you whether you try it without a script AE, or not.

Well, unfortunately my order was cancelled.
So, SN is apparently out.
I've accepted that I'll just have to continue my forever alone & miserable pointless pathetic existence in this Hell until God sends me to His Hell.
It is what it is.
Thanks though.