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At 16:00 he talks about it
 
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Thanks for sharing. I'll never understand these videos. They are against suicide but they give instructions for use and promote the drug !? Weird...
 
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But how exactly does one access it?
 
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JoeFailure

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Thanks for sharing. I'll never understand these videos. They are against suicide but they give instructions for use and promote the drug !? Weird...

Maybe they're secretly on our side and providing a gateway for new ideas
 
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I want some! Gimme gimme!
 
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Nullm

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Thanks for sharing. I'll never understand these videos. They are against suicide but they give instructions for use and promote the drug !? Weird...
This video isn't about suicide its about accidental od
But how exactly does one access it?
I myself haven't cracked it yet (but I believe this channel integrity) as my mental acuity isn't what it was
As is said on the video the first step is to find an online article about a b2b marketplace with Chinese vendord selling nitazenes

Edit: I don't know
It was way to easy with the instructions provided by fern
I found a such market place on the first article I checked, then asked gemini what is the street name of nitazenes, and immediately found results on said marketplace
 
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This video isn't about suicide its about accidental od

I myself haven't cracked it yet (but I believe this channel integrity) as my mental acuity isn't what it was
As is said on the video the first step is to find an online article about a b2b marketplace with Chinese vendord selling nitazenes

Edit: I don't know
It was way to easy with the instructions provided by fern
I found a such market place on the first article I checked, then asked gemini what is the street name of nitazenes, and immediately found results on said marketplace
Can I text you personally please?
 
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Dandelion's

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DON'T buy nitazenes on the clearnet it's likely to be a scam or feds NEVER EVER BUY drugs on the clearweb especially hard ones!
 
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adamantc

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At 16:00 he talks about it

I haven't watched this video. After watching, I can confirm his statements. It is amazing what you can get on Chinese B2B sites with basic credentials, some chemical knowledge, and some common sense. Nitazenes are now more controlled, but they will be replaced with another synthetic drug. Before China restricted opioids in the late 2010s, I found many (and ordered some, successfully) strong research opioids (mainly analogs of fentanyl). They had strengths hundreds to thousands of times that of morphine, and were sitting there on the clearnet, deliverable to your door. I may use them in an eventual ctb attempt.

Unfortunately, increased regulations of the internet mean this is not possible today.
 
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Nullm

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The video is recent, but their research was flawed. I checked the citations, and the sources were from before China's ban on nitazenes.
For a while there I got pretty excited about ctbing with nitazenes, I already pictured my self gone in a couple of weeks.
Imo they are misguided and all they found were scams, for example this:
 
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What would the whole thing actually do—in the event of an overdose, that is?
 
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Wow, that is a fantastic find! Excellent!

Never mind. They all seem to be scams like you mentioned later in your thread.
 
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