Method Fentanyl+night swimming=peaceful drowning?

[KiraLittleOwl]

I want to chew on fentanyl 100mg plasters, swallow 20-30 pills of benzos and swim in the sea at night.
I don't live alone right now and can't use methods that require privacy. What do you think of this method? I am planning to swim into the sea until I loose my conscience and drown.
What do you think?

 

[DeadButDreaming]

I considered something similar, with alcohol though. It must occur commonly because I remember seeing a suicidal woman entering the water after heavy drinking on an episode of Bondi Rescue.

The survival instinct is incredibly strong and is there even when you are high or drunk. Besides, what if someone rushes out to save you and ends up drowning themselves?

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

I considered something similar, with alcohol though. It must occur commonly because I remember seeing a suicidal woman entering the water after heavy drinking on an episode of Bondi Rescue.

The survival instinct is incredibly strong and is there even when you are high or drunk. Besides, what if someone rushes out to save you and ends up drowning themselves?

Thank you for your thoughts. I hope fentanyl will induce deep unconsciousness, it's much better than alcohol and benzos alone.
To prevent someone save me I want to do this late at night and not on the beach but rather on a rocky shore where not so many people even during the day.
I think I can deal with SI now. I couldn't drink SN before, I tried several times but now I am more strongly convinced that it's a right thing to do for me personally. And swimming at night to the open sea is kinda romantic albeit a bit frightening

 

[DeadButDreaming]

I'm not a do gooder, but I was suicidal a couple of months ago. I knew what time the train I wanted to lie in front of passed, I knew which bend I was going lie beyond so the engineer couldn't stop the train in time, etc. Medication has plucked me out of dispair. It might not work for everyone, but it might for you.

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

I'm not a do gooder, but I was suicidal a couple of months ago. I knew what time the train I wanted to lie in front of passed, I knew which bend I was going lie beyond so the engineer couldn't stop the train in time, etc. Medication has plucked me out of dispair. It might not work for everyone, but it might for you.

I am on medication and suicidal since last September. Anyway it will take time to get fentanyl.

 

[Cherrypea]

There's a good section in the resources about drowning x