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jacrispy

jacrispy

nihilist
Jun 19, 2023
223
Hi everyone,
I did what everyone here has dreamed of since N disappeared; went to Kensington and got fentanyl. With this, my exit is coming very soon. If anyone has any questions, ask me anything. I've heard this is a painless exit and after years on this site, I'm finally leaving.
 
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OzymandiAsh

OzymandiAsh

aNoMaLy
Nov 6, 2025
209
Good to see you again @jacrispy

I wish you peace and freedom. 💚
 
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shiftingtendons

shiftingtendons

( ͒ ́ඉ .̫ ඉ ̀ ͒) they/them
Nov 15, 2025
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wish you go well and find peace
 
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BrainSplatter

BrainSplatter

Student
Oct 31, 2025
183
Kensington in the UK? Hope you find comfort and peace you search for
 
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jackrussell

Member
Oct 30, 2023
29
i thought you were going to use nitrogen and scuba mask to ctb. did something go wrong? i plan on using nitrogen and scuba mask to ctb. i live in Pa and was considering going to Kennsington for fentanyl.
 
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OzymandiAsh

OzymandiAsh

aNoMaLy
Nov 6, 2025
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Kensington in the UK? Hope you find comfort and peace you search for
I think he means Kensington in Philadelphia which has a known fentanyl problem
 
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jacrispy

jacrispy

nihilist
Jun 19, 2023
223
I think he means Kensington in Philadelphia which has a known fentanyl problem
yes that's correct
i thought you were going to use nitrogen and scuba mask to ctb. did something go wrong? i plan on using nitrogen and scuba mask to ctb. i live in Pa and was considering going to Kennsington for fentanyl.
I spent several thousand dollars on the setup and the adapter was wrong. The person helping me ended up CTBing before I could fix it.
 
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SufferingInDenmark

Warlock
Feb 21, 2025
725
RIP if you're gone.
does anyone know how he, or how people generally, ingest it?
 
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SufferingInDenmark

Warlock
Feb 21, 2025
725
Most people snort it or shoot it. Could swallow it too I suppose.
i saw someone say swallowing it is very weak, apparently.
but for the injection, i would assume it comes as a pill that they crush up, and turn into liquid on the spoon like people do with heroin, right?
 
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copioushopelessness

Experienced
Aug 27, 2025
246
i saw someone say swallowing it is very weak, apparently.
but for the injection, i would assume it comes as a pill that they crush up, and turn into liquid on the spoon like people do with heroin, right?
It's usually powdered form. Mixed with god knows what else and not much way to tell the purity of it. People mix it with other things to make it less lethal and to make it a usuable amount. It only takes like a crumb of it to kill someone. It only comes in pill form when it's fake pressed pills being labeled as something else. For example, fake xanax looks like xanax pills but is commonly fentanyl mixed with ambien. Swallowing it would take longer, doesn't necessarily make it weaker.
 
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SufferingInDenmark

Warlock
Feb 21, 2025
725
It's usually powdered form. Mixed with god knows what else and not much way to tell the purity of it. People mix it with other things to make it less lethal and to make it a usuable amount. It only takes like a crumb of it to kill someone. It only comes in pill form when it's fake pressed pills being labeled as something else. For example, fake xanax looks like xanax pills but is commonly fentanyl mixed with ambien. Swallowing it would take longer, doesn't necessarily make it weaker.
do you know if someone could hypothetically crush up let's say one of those fake or mixed pills you talked about,
then put the poweder into (or onto) some kind of drug test and it would show everything that's in there?
is that even a possibility?
does such a thing exist?
 
Happy Cat

Happy Cat

Hopeless romantic
Dec 9, 2025
31
It's usually powdered form. Mixed with god knows what else and not much way to tell the purity of it. People mix it with other things to make it less lethal and to make it a usuable amount. It only takes like a crumb of it to kill someone. It only comes in pill form when it's fake pressed pills being labeled as something else. For example, fake xanax looks like xanax pills but is commonly fentanyl mixed with ambien. Swallowing it would take longer, doesn't necessarily make it weaker.
There are kits so you know how much is pure fentanyl
 
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SufferingInDenmark

Warlock
Feb 21, 2025
725
There are kits so you know how much is pure fentanyl
right, but does it tell the amount of potential fent?
or can one figure that out somehow?
if it comes from a pill that has mixed substances in it.
because i assume even the tiniest little sign of fent would show up as positive for fentanyl.
but how does one hypothetically know just how much one pill contains?
 
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rs929

Warlock
Dec 18, 2020
753
I have a real question and I hope I don't come across as fear mongering.
Do you pass out with fent before you stop breathing? . N puts you to sleep first but I don't know if it's the case with fent
 
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copioushopelessness

Experienced
Aug 27, 2025
246
There are kits so you know how much is pure fentanyl
Do those kits tell the purity or just say that there's fentanyl in it? I would think most common drug tests it would just say positive not the amount. The kits don't tell you what else is in it. If there's something that's not a common drug it doesn't detect it. It's commonly mixed with tranquilizers or prescription pills. A lot of fentanyl has stuff that's not even a drug, like for example powdered sugar. It's hard to tell even knowing the purity what would be a lethal amount.
It
I have a real question and I hope I don't come across as fear mongering.
Do you pass out with fent before you stop breathing? . N puts you to sleep first but I don't know if it's the case with fent
It depends, yes, some people pass out immediately but sometimes people are left throwing up for a while. One friend who passed away the police say he probably died very quickly but I have another friend who was wondering around her apartment in agony first.
Do those kits tell the purity or just say that there's fentanyl in it? I would think most common drug tests it would just say positive not the amount. The kits don't tell you what else is in it. If there's something that's not a common drug it doesn't detect it. It's commonly mixed with tranquilizers or prescription pills. A lot of fentanyl has stuff that's not even a drug, like for example powdered sugar. It's hard to tell even knowing the purity what would be a lethal amount.
It

It depends, yes, some people pass out immediately but sometimes people are left throwing up for a while. One friend who passed away the police say he probably died very quickly but I have another friend who was wandering around her apartment in agony first.
Do those kits tell the purity or just say that there's fentanyl in it? I would think most common drug tests it would just say positive not the amount. The kits don't tell you what else is in it. If there's something that's not a common drug it doesn't detect it. It's commonly mixed with tranquilizers or prescription pills. A lot of fentanyl has stuff that's not even a drug, like for example powdered sugar. It's hard to tell even knowing the purity what would be a lethal amount.
It

It depends, yes, some people pass out immediately but sometimes people are left throwing up for a while. One friend who passed away the police say he probably died very quickly but I have another friend who was wandering around her apartment in agony first.
 
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Happy Cat

Happy Cat

Hopeless romantic
Dec 9, 2025
31
It depends, yes, some people pass out immediately but sometimes people are left throwing up for a while. One friend who passed away the police say he probably died very quickly but I have another friend who was wondering around her apartment in agony first.
I think it is because it's not pure or the method she used was not good like digesting it for example
 
MrOptions

MrOptions

Let it go. This to shall pass.
Jan 6, 2020
190
Water Street in Kensington is where I got the good stuff back in the early 90s.
 
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copioushopelessness

Experienced
Aug 27, 2025
246
I think it is because it's not pure or the method she used was not good like digesting it for example
It was in the days before fentanyl, it was heroin... she didn't digest it. Who the hell eats it. No one. I'm saying some people struggle and some don't regardless of the purity. Every death is different. She had a higher tolerance. The other friend had only tried fentanyl once and passed away quickly. Opiates tend to make people throw up, not everyone dies immediately.
"Method she used was not good" not everyone is intentionally trying to die.
Long story short, there's not one answer to whether people pass out before they die. How do I know, experience.
I have a real question and I hope I don't come across as fear mongering.
Do you pass out with fent before you stop breathing? . N puts you to sleep first but I don't know if it's the case with fent
I have a real question and I hope I don't come across as fear mongering.
Do you pass out with fent before you stop breathing? . N puts you to sleep first but I don't know if it's the case with fent
I'm just going to reiterate that it depends. On a bunch of variables, (one's health, how hard it is for the individual to pass out etc.) not just purity. Even people with high tolerances can pass away quickly, most of the time there's a window of puking and struggling to breath. Some people have a harder time losing consciousness in general. Like, for example, I need more anesthesia than the average person. There's really not an easy or pretty way to die. Even if there were some throwing up and struggle it would still be less painful than other overdoses like prescription pills or stimulants which would cause painful heart attacks.
I was getting surgery and they overdosed me on fentanyl and dilaudid. I told them many times I was going to pass out before I did. It's not always instant. I think people looking for an instant way to die are going to be discouraged finding out that's not always the case.
People who are opiate naive should probably choose a different method. Chances are you're going to get ripped off or beaten up trying to buy things without a known plug.
It was in the days before fentanyl, it was heroin... she didn't digest it. Who the hell eats it. No one. I'm saying some people struggle and some don't regardless of the purity. Every death is different. She had a higher tolerance. The other friend had only tried fentanyl once and passed away quickly. Opiates tend to make people throw up, not everyone dies immediately.
"Method she used was not good" not everyone is intentionally trying to die.
Long story short, there's not one answer to whether people pass out before they die. How do I know, experience.


I'm just going to reiterate that it depends. On a bunch of variables, (one's health, how hard it is for the individual to pass out etc.) not just purity. Even people with high tolerances can pass away quickly, most of the time there's a window of puking and struggling to breath. Some people have a harder time losing consciousness in general. Like, for example, I need more anesthesia than the average person. There's really not an easy or pretty way to die. Even if there were some throwing up and struggle it would still be less painful than other overdoses like prescription pills or stimulants which would cause painful heart attacks.
I was getting surgery and they overdosed me on fentanyl and dilaudid. I told them many times I was going to pass out before I did. It's not always instant. I think people looking for an instant way to die are going to be discouraged finding out that's not always the case.
People who are opiate naive should probably choose a different method. Chances are you're going to get ripped off or beaten up trying to buy things without a known plug.
The real pain is getting narcanned. It sucks. The risk is not knowing how long it would take and have to be alone for quite some time.
Choking on vomit is a common cause of death, it's not always the drug/alcohol that does it.
I also think adrenaline and adenosine can play a part in whether people live or not. It doesn't always bring people back but I've seen people stop breathing and come to with an adrenaline rush. Or having their chest rubbed. Many addicts have moments of not breathing then start breathing again. Some addicts have brain damage from low oxygen. Breathing can certainly stop before losing complete consciousness. There's different levels of "nodding out"
But for people not used to opiates I would say the chances of survival are slimmer.
It was in the days before fentanyl, it was heroin... she didn't digest it. Who the hell eats it. No one. I'm saying some people struggle and some don't regardless of the purity. Every death is different. She had a higher tolerance. The other friend had only tried fentanyl once and passed away quickly. Opiates tend to make people throw up, not everyone dies immediately.
"Method she used was not good" not everyone is intentionally trying to die.
Long story short, there's not one answer to whether people pass out before they die. How do I know, experience.


I'm just going to reiterate that it depends. On a bunch of variables, (one's health, how hard it is for the individual to pass out etc.) not just purity. Even people with high tolerances can pass away quickly, most of the time there's a window of puking and struggling to breath. Some people have a harder time losing consciousness in general. Like, for example, I need more anesthesia than the average person. There's really not an easy or pretty way to die. Even if there were some throwing up and struggle it would still be less painful than other overdoses like prescription pills or stimulants which would cause painful heart attacks.
I was getting surgery and they overdosed me on fentanyl and dilaudid. I told them many times I was going to pass out before I did. It's not always instant. I think people looking for an instant way to die are going to be discouraged finding out that's not always the case.
People who are opiate naive should probably choose a different method. Chances are you're going to get ripped off or beaten up trying to buy things without a known plug.

The real pain is getting narcanned. It sucks. The risk is not knowing how long it would take and have to be alone for quite some time.
Choking on vomit is a common cause of death, it's not always the drug/alcohol that does it.
I also think adrenaline and adenosine can play a part in whether people live or not. It doesn't always bring people back but I've seen people stop breathing and come to with an adrenaline rush. Or having their chest rubbed. Many addicts have moments of not breathing then start breathing again. Some addicts have brain damage from low oxygen. Breathing can certainly stop before losing complete consciousness. There's different levels of "nodding out"
But for people not used to opiates I would say the chances of survival are slimmer.
This is why addicts tend to have using buddies, they remind eachother to breathe. It's possible to still hear people talking when you pass out.
Alright, I've ranted enough. Hopefully some of it makes sense. Don't risk jail time if you aren't sure it's going to work. That's why I threw mine away even though I regret it. I think I had enough but didn't want to wake up in the hospital being questioned.
 
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Happy Cat

Happy Cat

Hopeless romantic
Dec 9, 2025
31
It was in the days before fentanyl, it was heroin... she didn't digest it. Who the hell eats it. No one. I'm saying some people struggle and some don't regardless of the purity. Every death is different. She had a higher tolerance. The other friend had only tried fentanyl once and passed away quickly. Opiates tend to make people throw up, not everyone dies immediately.
"Method she used was not good" not everyone is intentionally trying to die.
Long story short, there's not one answer to whether people pass out before they die. How do I know, experience.

I meant in pill form which people do take. So long as you don't have tolerance you should die immediately which is what we're going for here
 

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