Venting Feels like this constant battle has no happy ending and that it is my fate to have a tragic ending.

[Misery99]

I can say that I tried but my life circumstances made me to become a complete mess in life. I'm suffering from depression, anxiety, low self-esteem and other mental health issues and anxiety attachment issues which were caused by narcissistic parents, childhood trauma and some other life experiences which I had no control over. I always thought that everything will get better eventually but I'm not strong enough and too soft for this world...and I try to find happiness from other people but it's not possible...and I get too attached to people and things and have difficulty dealing with changes in life. All these issues had made me feel miserable for too long and I feel like it will be always like this for me.

 

[rustcohle4life]

I can say that I tried but my life circumstances made me to become a complete mess in life. I'm suffering from depression, anxiety, low self-esteem and other mental health issues and anxiety attachment issues which were caused by narcissistic parents, childhood trauma and some other life experiences which I had no control over. I always thought that everything will get better eventually but I'm not strong enough and too soft for this world...and I try to find happiness from other people but it's not possible...and I get too attached to people and things and have difficulty dealing with changes in life. All these issues had made me feel miserable for too long and I feel like it will be always like this for me.

I relate. I feel like we had very little control over the things that happened to us which caused us to lose our self-esteem. I don't know if we have much control at all. I wish you the best.

 

[Misery99]

I relate. I feel like we had very little control over the things that happened to us which caused us to lose our self-esteem. I don't know if we have much control at all. I wish you the best.

Yes it's sad that not all of us were given equal opportunities in life. Not all of us were blessed to have loving parents and witness a healthy family environment as kids. An unhealthy childhood can create many problems later in life..and also narcissistic parents never change even if you become an adult. It's all about THEM and not you.
Btw thanks for your kind words, I wish you the best in life too.