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FractalTears

FractalTears

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Feb 4, 2022
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Where is the point, one moment i feel completely devastated and the next i feel a bit better for some seconds just to feel completely devastated again.
I used to feel much different and more stable a year ago but that is over. I don't see the point. I feel like a slave to my body. The only reason for me staying alive is to feel good. If i cant have that then i don't see the point in prolonging my stay.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry you are suffering. I know that it can be dreadful when things just get worse. Our thoughts and feelings really can torture us. I understand that living a life of pain and misery can be awful. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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diyCTB

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Oct 28, 2018
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Hi @fixthe26
Why did you choose this specific username?
 
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