aspenjrojas
(they/them/she?)
- Jul 15, 2026
- 5
I wanna ctb within the next year. I just don't know how I feel about the remnants of me, the proof of life just existing in my room and the areas I've been. I'm wondering if I should clean out my room and sell or give away all my stuff to those who actually want/need and will use it. I also feel guilty knowing that throughout my life, resources have been spent and wasted on me.
I'm already trying not to feel guilty about my family, but that's easier because they're already horrible people who don't support me, but I feel guilty about leaving everything else. I was wondering if anyone else is cleaning out their rooms or just leaving it since you're gonna be gone anyway, and it doesn't really matter once you're dead.
I'm already trying not to feel guilty about my family, but that's easier because they're already horrible people who don't support me, but I feel guilty about leaving everything else. I was wondering if anyone else is cleaning out their rooms or just leaving it since you're gonna be gone anyway, and it doesn't really matter once you're dead.