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meggriffin

meggriffin

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"I've had a lot of problems in my life, "Meg". And somehow you've just added to the list."

My boyfriend told me this this morning after I told him I'm feeling really bad about myself because of a mistake I made. Can I just end it now? We have a concert to go to this evening that he doesn't want to go to anyway. He'll be back from work at around 1pm. I'm very used to feeling like a burden btw, this isn't new.
Seriously though. I'm ready to die. I mean it. I don't have access to anything in the suicide methods resource thread. What are common household items I could poison myself with? Cleaner? Anti pest chemicals? Pills? Please help me I need to go before he gets back.
Seriously though. I'm ready to die. I mean it. I don't have access to anything in the suicide methods resource thread. What are common household items I could poison myself with? Cleaner? Anti pest chemicals? Pills? Please help me I need to go before he gets back.
 
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