I have my SN and I can get the other things I need today but I'm so torn. Part of me wants to just get drunk and go today. Knowing I'm meant to be back at work tomorro and having the house to myself today I'm battling not to do it.
But a little.part of me has doubts. I don't believe that if you have doubts it means you shouldn't do it (I understand other people do think that), but my previous attempts I havnt been sure either.
I am 100% that I need to do this but I'm scared.
I just know I cannot carry on living like this. I'm so so lost and torn about what to do
But a little.part of me has doubts. I don't believe that if you have doubts it means you shouldn't do it (I understand other people do think that), but my previous attempts I havnt been sure either.
I am 100% that I need to do this but I'm scared.
I just know I cannot carry on living like this. I'm so so lost and torn about what to do
